I want access to my old spaces as the new me. I put my trip on for this because I'm older than most of you. I've been on this site for 23 years, I'm not sure where all my old friends went but I miss them. WOMEN'S SPACES ARE BORING. Women my age have literally one topic of conversation, their kids. Women a little bit older than me have two topics of conversation, their kids and their grandkids. I don't have kids. I've been an autistic shitposter my entire adult life. I'm not attracted to women, if I was attracted to women I wouldn't be attracted to 40-something obese stay at home mums. Young women can manage interesting conversation sometimes, fashion, culture*, politics*, technology, young women today have interests, but they're still dull af compared to men. Men are so much more interesting. ALL of the subcultures are dominated by men because men are interesting. Even the low-IQ can form original thoughts about current affairs, or sports, or something that isn't "look at this picture of my kids."The biggest challenge to social inclusion for me just sidesteps terf bullshit completely, and goes straight to shit that feminists have been banging on about for 2 generations, access to men's spaces, even in the most limited way, is just denied to women. And this applies even to ogrehons like me. I want to talk about how disney daredevil is so much worse that netflix daredevil. I want to talk about how real time satellite surveilance makes a contested amphibious landing in both Hormuz and Taiwan impossible. I want to talk about how the rise of Ai is constrained by global electricity generation and how there's a hard limit on how much electricity the earth can provide called the Kardishev scale. I want to talk about how the theology of transgenderism is completely different to the theology of homosexuality. Instead I sit and suffer in rooms full of boring women talking about their boring kids. And I'm fucking over it.
>Emily of 4chan
>>43387389I know an Emily and she is a sweet adorable and cool lady so I always felt like Eo4chan is sullying her good name
>>43387404I'm sorry I'm autistic. I didn't do it on purpose.
>>43387380did u post face frequently around like 2021. emily of 4chan is ringing bells.
>>43387461No, the internet hasn't seen my face since 2013 and that picture doesn't link to me in any way.
>>43387461I'm famous for triggering Jews.
Bro watched a couple of youtube videos and now imagines himself a free thinker. Idk about the kardishev scale but it is not the thing that limits us in energy production, there was just no need for them. Also you can discuss daredevil on 4chan or reddit as much as you want, discussing tv shows irl is a rare thing
>>43387509>Also you can discuss daredevil on 4chan or reddit as much as you wantCan't tho. Trans. >discussing tv shows irl is a rare thingUsed to do it all the time.
>>43387509Thanks for the misgendering tho. Kicking me when I'm down def shows what kind of girl you are.
Hi Emily,As I've gotten older it's become very obvious to me that women, at least cis women, are obnoxiously boring people, especially non-autistic ones who are far more shallow than even the most non-autistic men.It only makes sense that their spaces would be boring as well. We are living in hell.
>>43387544Thanks for acknowledging my pain. I want back in on manside, but I don't want to detrans to do it.
>>43387554Being an hrtwink or really just any form of a (non-obnoxious) enby seems like a good middle ground between both. Guys are much more willing to let you into their spaces as an enby if you're willing to allow them to treat you as a guy. It's suddenly an issue with them if you identify as MtF. First hand experience.You don't even have to "detrans", just wear different clothes around different groups of people. Adjust mannerisms as needed.
>>43387613I'm not an enby tho. I'm just not. You're asking me to mask as something I'm not, and I already know how that ends, me as an angry ball of stress and potential violence. That said, I am legitimately thinking about getting out the boymoder hoodie just so I can go play mtg or something, but you have no idea how much of a desperate last resort that is for me.
>>43387644If you want to play mtg then just go do it. No need for the boymoder hoodie.I'm fem and I spend fridays at the lgs with my bf.
>>43387861>with my bf.I don't have an escort sweetheart.
>>43387868I met him playing magic lol
>>43387919Please don't tease me.
What male space do you feel that you don't have access to?
>>43387931All of themsee >>43387517
>>43387923I'm not. The lgs is a pretty great place to meet people. They're generally pretty accepting too, which is nice.
>>43387938Maybe you're right. I'll think about it.
>>43387935Being trans was off topic to the discussion of film and television
>>43387946The topic was about the supergirl film which comes out next month.
>>43387986What about you being trans is relevant to discussion of the film?
>>43387517You need to learn how to act like a lady Emily. All those years you spent posting as a guy gave you some habits that are simply unbecoming of the lady you are now.
>>43388004What about me being trans made it off topic? I wasn't banned for being off topic, the topic was how excited I was about supergirl. I was banned for being trans and not hiding that fact. >>43388023>Mask betterThat's not actually easy. And again, women are fucking boring. Women don't have opinions about supergirl.
>>43388088Transphobes are gonna transphobe. I wouldn't bring it up outside of trans spaces personally, but that's just me.>women are fucking boringIt sounds like you have some internalized misogyny you should work through. Women can be and are as complex as any other human.
>>43388088It's not masking it's just not drawing attention to the fact that you have a vagina while talking abiut hobbies. You'd be seething too if a cis woman did that.
>>43388119They absolutely could be, they're just not. See OP. In the meantime I can't really not be trans. And this is the point. Being trans is what keeps me out of men's space. The spaces I have enjoyed for decades, are now closed off to me, and I am left is these godawful women's spaces listening to fat morons talk about their fat moronic kids. Tbqh I still envy them. I wish I had fat moronic kids and could still catch a dick as a fat moron. But I'm trans, the only dick I can catch is perverts, and I can't have kids.
>>43388134>You'd be seething too if a cis woman did that.Like I said in the OP, feminists have been banging on about this for generations. Women's spaces are fucking boring. And we're not allowed in men's spaces. But I can't just stop being a woman. You think I can but it doesn't work that way.
>>43388159If drawing attention to your pussy is a requirement for you then you will never be welcome in male spaces again. I guess you forgot how annoying it is to be discussing hobbies only to have some foid join and make it all about herself and her pussy that everyone has to worship. Feminism wont help you there either since youre trans you are shit out of luck
>>43388184>Just pretend to be a manI did that for 20 years. Angry ball of hate that was a danger to myself and others. It doesn't fucking work.I want to be me, but I also want to go into my old spaces and talk about the stuff I like to talk about AS ME.
>>43388147The reproductive dysphoria is strong. I'm sorry Emily.Unironically I own existing in male-dominated spaces. Lots of men love a tomboy. But you need to find women to talk to that have more in common with you.
>>43388206>But you need to find women to talk to that have more in common with you.Where the fuck are they tho? I'm not even convinced they actually exist outside of youtube. I watched Blaire White's latest vid which was just teachers unironically talking about how much they suck at their jobs, and the whole time I'm thinking "is this literally society now? Is this what I'm supposed to be friends with?"
>>43388221>watching Blaire White
>>43388228Valid. I honestly never make it more than halfway through before her grift becomes so obnoxiously obvious I'm in the comments section telling her off. Doesn't change my point tho.
>>43388233Based on your original post, I'm assuming you're mid to late 30s?I'm younger than you so I don't know as much but the friends I have around your age I met through mutual interests. Work, mtg (yes there are cis women who play), and concerts, among others. I'm not really into the bar/club scene but those are still options. Your social life doesn't end in your 30s! At 36 you've only barely been an adult for half your life.
>>43388262Close enough, and thanks for the sentiment, but bars are too expensive, and concerts are totally out. I'm telling you, as a woman, even an ogrehon, past a certain age you get stuck at the old lady table listening to boring women talk about their boring kids. Church, group therapy, work, always the same.My broader point was about the terf criticism about trans women trying to gain access to women's spaces. And I'm just saying that as a trans woman there is nothing I want less. Women's spaces aren't a validation, they're a prison.
>>43388283If those are the only places you're meeting women then you need to get out more. Of course those spaces are going to attract mom types.Personally I love being around children, but mothers fill me with a deep longing sadness. I know one day I'll be like them, but it won't be the same.
>>43388343>get out more.Yeah coz that's just so fucking easy. Listen, I'm telling you, the girls table is a punishment for being born with the genitals I wasn't even born with. Maybe in the trendy suburbs of the inner city with lots of money in your 20s it's different, but middle age in the suburbs is hell on earth.
>>43388416Girl I grew up out in the suburbs and I'm currently unemployed. I don't have much but I'm happy. You can be too. But you need to stop assuming things about people and making yourself envious.
>>43388465No, that's not good advice. I'm doing my absolute best to find ways to include myself in society. Society just sucks.
>>43387380hi you made a comment on my post about being 10 years hrt and autistic and life not improving and my troubles at work. I still think about what u said. and how u clocked me as autistic immediately.
>>43388891I don't remember that, but I'm sorry if I hurt your feelings. I'm autistic too and shit sucks balls. Also I don't actually want to be an eceleb.
>>43387380you're not that same Eo4 who believes in like licorice estrogen, right?
>>43388901you told me that you work in the autism industry and told me the idea of neurosafe. the image was the mr burns pointing at sign meme. you didnt hurt my feelings it was just really sad to me
i hate ou people, you're so fucking retwrded and you literally justify what terfs think. youre living justification. actually fuck all of you. the level of misogyny you are espousing is simply beyond retarded when moids are by and large soulless rapists. >>43387544>As I've gotten older it's become very obvious to me that women, at least cis women, are obnoxiously boring people, misogyny>>43387380ur literally sperging out at cis women because they aren't into reddit marvel capeshit and video essay tier world events. Catch bus
>>43387380>I want to talk about how disney daredevil is so much worse that netflix daredevil. I want to talk about how real time satellite surveilance makes a contested amphibious landing in both Hormuz and Taiwan impossible. I want to talk about how the rise of Ai is constrained by global electricity generation and how there's a hard limit on how much electricity the earth can provide called the Kardishev scale. I want to talk about how the theology of transgenderism is completely different to the theology of homosexuality.incredibly malebrained and I would not talk to youyou know when I talk with all my cis friends we talk about our classes, stuff we like to read/do, video games some times (one plays a lot of league), and generally fun things to talk about when you're with people, sometimes we even talk about men and kinks or yaoicis women really aren't as boring as you imagine them to be and nor are they as pearl-clutchy, they tend to be degen angels just like us
>>43388939Licorice ROOT EXTRACT works. It's worked for thousands of years before bioidentical estrogen was discovered. It's just dangerous and expensive. >>43388965Yeah I don't remember any of that, and whatever. >>43389084Women are fucking BORING. That's just a fact. I want to be back on manside, I just can't lie about what I am to do it. >>43389369> I would not talk to youThen don't talk to me you fucking Jew.
>>43389410>Then don't talk to me you fucking Jew.wait is it you who keeps calling me a jew off-trip?it would make so much sense
>>43389084>cis girl is cringe and insists on hanging out in typically male spaces because shes not like other girlscringe but okay>trans girl is cringe and insists on hanging out in typically male spaces because shes not like other girlsKYS KYS KYS TRANNY YOURE SUCH A MYSOGYNIST YOURE RUINING LIFE FOR US TRANNIES YOURE PROOF THAT TERFS ARE RIGHT YOU SHOULD BE KILLED YOU AUTISTIC RETARDED DIPSHIT
>>43387380>the theology of transgenderism>the theology of homosexualityWhat the hell are even those?
>>43389731obviously the theology of transgenderism is the concept that trans women are divinely gifted elves who have existed for tens of thousands of years as priestesses across Eurasia
>>43388584>It's not me!>It's JOOS like >>43389410 some mid bi tranny that posts rabbits!!>I'm not accountable!>My social problems don't stem from my behavior!>Or the fact I look like a refrigerator in a dress!It's you, by the wayYou're the problem
>>43389628invariablyyou've seen "her" pictures, too, right?
>>43389628I literally stopped talking to you once I figured out what you really were. Why Jews seem to think blatant anti-semitism is an invitation to conversation is not a question I need answering, it's just one more fact about you that makes you annoying.
>>43387380>young women today have interests, but they're still dull af compared to men. because they don't need to be anything more>Men are so much more interesting. ALL of the subcultures are dominated by men because men are interestingbecause the ones that didn't demonstrate enough worth didn't reproduce
>>43388088>I was banned for being trans and not hiding that fact.nigga you used to pretend that you're a man (I assume), you've gotta know how much we hate women pulling the>as a *GURL* btw tee-hee (give me attention) I loved Slop 9: The Slopvengencecard. tvniggers just have an easier excuse (trans TDS etc) to get the casul out of their nogurlz treehouse when you do that, learn how to girl in boyspaces - the less obnoxious cisfs have shown the remarkable capability to learn and not be attention whores in those spaces, you might be able to do it too despite your being a woman disability
>>43387380>I'm not sure where all my old friends went but I miss them.Assuming your personality was always like it is now, it's not surprise that they were happy to be rid of you
>>43391970surely that can't be realwas she the nazi one?>>43392212ok but I'm not jewish
>>43393469yep that's the one, it's a horrible troll that should be permab& but oh well
>>43393481I try to avoid any threads about lolcows, part of me has always felt like they were fake
>anyone who finds me repugnant is a jewcan't wait for you to get hatecrimed
>>43393974>reported for trolling my own threadFMLYou're literally the only person who ever fucking talks about me. I've seen you accuse other people of being me after months of me not tripping and barely posting. You are not a group, you are excellent manipulator, and a master rhetoritician, and all that your bullshit on this board has actually achieved is getting more and more trannies to realize it was the zionists the whole time. I didn't do that. You did that. That's what all your impressive skills have actually achieved. Jews would literally be better off if you personally had never been born.
>>43393453Yeah I understand, and I hate it. You don't actually know what you're asking. I wasn't the one who broke your toys, they were my toys too, and I guaran-fucking-tee you I was madder about that than you were. Scottish drinker man used to rip my posts off almost verbatim. I was the first one to point out that franchises don't die when the fans get mad at them, they die when fans can be bothered getting mad any more. I was the first one to point out that once a franchise is dead it can't be ressurected (star wars is not coming back, it's over). But you're asking me to put the mask back on and that's not possible. Even a lesser version of the mask I can only tolerate for a few hours. Ironically the very autism that makes me want to be, and deserve to be, in those spaces, causes the behaviour that keeps me out of those spaces. Fuck my life.
>>43387380You sound petty coolt. fellow oldfag that has been here since 2006
>>43394267I really do miss the old days. I don't miss the dysphoria obviously, but /b/ was sooooooo good back in the day. We just laughed all day.
/b/ is just gross now
>>43388221do what you like and talk to the women there. I've met a few cool women at jiu jitsu.
>>43397435I like playing video games about tanks and magic and stuff. There are no women there.
