Does anyone elses dysphoria almost feel like a biological imperative? Like your own body simply insists on transitioning no matter what?I personally have little personal interests in transitioning, but I also feel like I have no other choice but to do it. When I'm saying "no other choice", I'm definitely also referring to some dysphoric feelings, but I'm putting more emphasis on the fact that transition feels like something outside of conscious control. Like as if my body imposes it's will upon myself and forces me to actively transition, leaving me with no other options but to comply
>>43387572Sounds schizo
>>43387662Yeah, I think so too, but I'm not actually a schizo. I really don't know how I'd phrase this without sounding schizo to be honest
>>43387572yes i kinda get that. no matter how i rationalize it i cant get the idea out of my head
>>43387761I can't either. There's genuinely zero rational reasons as to why I should be doing any of this
>>43387572Kinda yeah. I can wake up fine but then dysphoria sinks in after a few minutes.
>>43387902Every time that I wake up and I remember that I’m a disgusting moid my day is immediately ruined, even before I’ve gotten out of bed.
>>43388054Ah for me it's like "I'm fine as a guy" and then I'm suddenly not fine.
>>43388057That's very relatable. I'm basically "fine as a guy" as long as impertinent to my life, but from the moment I have to consciously engage with the fact that I really am a guy, I immediately am filled with dread and feel as if lead is filling my veins
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>>43388246I feel more like my body demands to be female, instead of having a conscious wish I were a woman
>>43388158yeah...I think it's how I was able to rep so long. Basically just dissociated from everything.
>>43388576It's extremely difficult for me to even tell when and whether I'm dissociated. Especially because I have no reference point for what is a normal amount of dissociation
>>43387572that's just what gender dysphoria is tho
>>43389251Did I really? Cause I can't really remember reading other trans people saying anything similar when talking about their dysphoria. In most cases it was a straightforward "I hate being my birth sex, and wish I was the other one"
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>>43387572>forcefemmed by your own body
