>realize way too late I am a submissive fag who loves dick>too fucking old now (31)>cannot be a femboy>cannot be a twinkle>barely can find anyone to give me dick>super submissive and love being treated rough and hard by Tops>desperate to get throat fucked but cannot find a top because I waited too long to accept that I am a fagWtf are you supposed to do? Just kys or? Way back in eighth grade through sophomore year of high school, I used to get dominated and facefucked by my long time best friend. I was always pretty submissive. When we were both getting to the age of sexual exploration and shit we ended up in a scenario where I was his daily cocksucker for literally years. We would hang out, we were still friends.. he just made it very clear and was pretty demanding about that if he wanted head or get horny, I would do what he said and relieve him. We started off mild, but over time I kept telling him how much I liked it and liked when he was kinda mean, so over time he got wayyy more aggressive about it haha. The first time he had me swallow he did not even tell me. Just grabbed my head and held me down on his dick while he came and I panicked but swallowed. Later he said he thought it was awkward to ask me to, so he preferred to just do what he wanted. I only remember this specifically because I told him that it was awesome and actually I liked it and from then on he upgraded to be a lot more dominant and shit lol. Idk. After high school I just fucked around with women and shit. Now I am 31 and realizing I do not even really like women.. I like dudes, but I like to bottom and be submissive and now I have passed up the period where you can really engage with gay shit. Nobody interested in a 31 year old, masculine, submissive bottom who loves dick and getting used rough lmao. Wtf am I supposed to do? Just keep going for women at this point or what? This shit sucks, bro.
Yes, die now. Do not let this get to your head, that's how you end up like those insane degenerates who want to be pozzes, are 50y/o sissies, etc. Either die or find salvation through spirituality.
>>43389354Being a femboy or twink is actually annoying every guy who wants you just wants you to be a trans girl femboy lovers outside of weeaboos who are usually joking are gone
>>43389687Yeah, that is what I was leaning toward too lmao >>43389747I am not super hung up on the femboy thing. I only mention it cause it is something I simply cannot do, but also seems to be what a LOT of guys want. I am not an amazing looking model dude, but I have been told I am decently cute, idk. Mostly I just wish it was more acceptable to be regular friends with dudes and when they are horny they let you (me) suck them off or bottom or whatever. But it seems like everyone wants the femboy twink type even just for head, idk.
>>43389747Yeah shits pretty cooked for us, me at least. One of these days maybe I'll find someone who genuinely likes me outside of being horny...If I can find time to do dating between work lmao.
>>43389839Pretty boy solidarity >*handshake emoji*
>>43389354I know a way how you get to experience the dynamics you crave but you won’t like it:>become a tRaNnY fufufufufufu>suck chaser dick
>>43389354I'd fuck you anon. I like masculine men, but I also love dominating them, and it's a rare combination. I promise I'm not the only one. Go out and meet other fags and be open about your preferences and someone will love you for it. Might be the freaky type though, since they tend to be more "atypical" in who they're willing to get down with in my experience. Would love to fuck you til you broke, but I'm probably too far away anyhow.
>>43389354>Wtf are you supposed to do?BARA
>>43390150Hahaha no way bro. I have natural red hair and blue eyes, but still there is no way I could be a tranny. Ngl do not think I would want to anyway, but its way out of bounds regardless. I am 31 bro lol..>>43390254You sound perfect, exactly the type I wish I could find lmao. May not be many like me put there, but there is even less of you ngl lol. Yeah, I am from Chicago.>Would love to fuck you til you brokeOmggggg yes yes yes yes yes yes ..but will you hang my head over the edge of the bed and throat fuck me? Hahaha. One of my favorites no lie lol>>43390498Yeah, but nobody wants a masculine bottom, even if I am submissive af (I am)
>>43390761>nobody wants a masculine bottomhow has society degenerated to the point people genuinely believe this? masc4masc is the most common pairing in gay relationships by far. by far. that masc4fem and fem4fem shit is heteronormative porn shit. gay men like MEN. most men are MASCULINE. ergo, GAY MEN LIKE MASCULINE MEN
>>43390803Then how come I can get lots of interest from different types of guys, but as soon as I reveal I am masc, they instantly lose all interest and often ghost completely? I am talking about before even showing a pic. I generally just send a pic right away now so they can decide if they are interested or not. Cannot even get someone interested in getting head. Idk. Maybe I am ugly? I know I am not good looking, but I figured I am just plain, you know what I mean? Idk. :(
>>43390943you don't look ugly to me. have you tried talking to men who are actually gay
>>43390983I mean are the guys on Grindr and Sniffies and shit not gay?? Ngl I am not super in touch with the whole LGBT scene, because as I said, I was pursuing women for years. I have not ever gone to a gay bar or anything like that, but desu.. I kinda dont know if I want to, is that bad? I just want a regular, masculine, dominant (bonus), gay guy to let me suck his dick whenever he wants and top me sometimes. If he likes to fuck rough and aggressive, even better, but not really a requirement. Where tf do you find that kinda type?
>>43391086>I have not ever gone to a gay bar or anything like thatThen go to one. It's where you'll find the exact thing you're looking for. Move to a different city if there's really no options at all in your area. Grindr and Sniffies are useless, they're full of flakes and insecure closet cases and (as you noticed) tranny chasers.>>43390943You even have the bear bottom phenotype. Just go flirt with some fags irl and they'll figure it out.
>>43390943you have a very severe case of gay face how the fuck did it take you until 31 to realize you're a homo
>>43391658There are plenty near me haha. You really think that is the way to go? Ngl all the gay people I meet ALWAYS think I am a top and I think it is because, like, socially I am pretty regular. Idk. What does that mean bottom bear phenotype? Hahaha>>43391770Nooooo what does this mean?? What is gay face? Yeah, I should have just gone with it earlier. Bummer.
>>43392159>What is gay face?it is a self-descriptive phrase. gay face. your face looks gay. science has proven that gay men have a particular phenotype and you have it.
>>43390943>bear smile
>>43394501No way that is real lmaoooo
>>43394820But im a bottom :( im not even hairy lol idk
>>43395199it's real https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/25550146/
>>43390943aww you are adorable also i immediately thought gay face before reading someone else already said it loltake fin to keep whats left of your hair though. its actually cute as is but dont want to go fully bald. you look sweet
>>43395648Omg lmao>>43395724Thanks haha. I actually do take fin haha. Hair loss runs in my family, so I started it early.
>>43390761Wish I could pound your throat, but I might not be long enough to reach back there if I'm being honest. I kind of have the opposite problem as you, faggy guy people think must be a bottom who's a dom + top only. I'm physically very masculine, but I act queer so people tend to make that assumption.
>>43396243Hot nlg haha. It suckssss I know how it is
cute thread desu
Why is it only about sex with these freaks?
>>43398748Because straight men on other boards definitely arent sex obsessed and constantly posting softcore porn? lmao get mad thirdie
dude youre only 31, hit the gym and get a masc4masc boyfriend that will dom you
>>43389354i'm 35+ and i get men, i'm also masculine enough to be a day walker, go to anime conventions or something and find men from there, just be careful of std's
>>43398748Wdym? As opposed to hand holding or dating? Those are easy.. why would I ask about the easy shit if that is not where the problem is..?>>43398791Lol>>43398818Ngl I have no idea how where tf do you meet, like, casually chill regular gay dudes who like to dom bottoms sexually?>>43398820Do you just walk around with a shirt that says >I am a submissive bottomOr wtf am I supposed to do? :( idk
>>43389354Become a muscle bottom.>Nobody interested in a 31 year old, masculine, submissive bottom who loves dick and getting used roughYou're just a dumb AGP that doesn't understand that gay people are androphilic.
>>43389354OP if you still have your hair just take HRT and be a femboy in your 30s its completely doable if you just want to look like a feminine male there are 55 year old boomer sissy crossdressers on grindr happily getting topped by other 55 year old men the version of this you can be at 35 is FAR superior if you learn how to take care of yourself and spend a few years on E
>>43399643this website cannot be topped at giving dogshit advice
>>43399629Is that popular? Should I even bother googling AGP or is it gonna be something truly insane and deranged? :(Sorry if I am acting like one, idk what it is desu.>>43399643Mmm while I am sure you are well meaning, I would not even try at my age ngl hahaha. But idk if I would want to be anyway? Why do bottoms need to be feminine to be desired (even just for sex) why cant I just be kinda regular guy.. And also take dick like a slut and have lots of fun and enjoyment being on my knees or getting face fucked and sucking a big dick..? :( idk>>43399650LMAOO
>>43399663masc2masc is incredibly common. You just have straight people brainworms thinking that one partner should be fem and the other masc.Simply mentioning that you're not fem on your grindr profile would already give you more clicks.
>>43399681Probably a little bit of that, but I dont really want to be fem, and I dont want a fem top, so idk. I mean, if it was a dealbreaker for me to be completely smooth or something with a cool, dominant, aggressive top who likes to have fun, rough sex.. then sure, I would do it. But I do not think I would ever be, like, fully fem, idk.I do have masc submissive bottom on my grindr profile :( I am telling you guys, I am in a major city with what I thought was a big gay scene.. idk. It honestly feels like gay dudes do not even use grindr and shit. Like, it feels more like it is DL bi dudes and "straight" guys, cause they all want femboys and transgirls and shit. Like I said, I know I am not really good looking, but I dont think I am THAT ugly where I should be in a spot that I cannot even find a top. :( Honestly I am super chill too. I engage messages, I try to match energy.. So if they are more chill, I will be more chill, and if they go straight into more horny shit, I match with slutty behavior and horny convos.. idk. Maybe the apps and shit just blow and I am gonna HAVE to go to a gay bar or something. But then I feel way out of place cause idk wtf I am doing. I cannot even tell when someone is a top and Idk how to flirt with them anyway.. Like wtf do I do? How do I project to tops at a gay bar that I want them to buy me a shot and then take me into the bathroom and fuck my face? (Jk, but you get my point lmao)
You seem cute enough to sexually bully but posting your literal face on 4chan is too deranged even for me.
>>43399758Really? Hahaha no worries, I get that lmaooo. Gonna be real, I only did that cause I actually wanf advice from people who know wtf they are talking about instead of all the mountains of absolute trash you get from, like, a Google search. I kinda just dont gaf anymore. Idk haha
