I hate the feeling of erections. My bf even says that he is 'fine' with my penis until SRS (I am small at least), but it doesn’t help>kiss bf>feel something between my legs>feel gross and ashamed>bf slaps my butt>feel stiff down there>feel gross and ashamed>bf looks down during missionary>feel gross and ashamedyou get the idea
>>43390539All women are whores
>>43390539its just a fuckin penis calm the fuck down
>>43390544did picrel trigger you so bad lol
>>43390539Is he sucking on your penis to get the treats yet??
>>43390547and it’s gross. Women aren’t supposed to have a penis. It’s masculine and vulgar. It's a constant reminder that I am wrong and no matter what I do until SRS, my body betrays me and shows off that man-thingSo what do you mean "it’s just a fucking penis"?>just
>>43390575and here you are announcing the presence of your penis to a bunch of strangers. if you hate it so much why are you sitting here talking about it with people?
>>43390539Does she think she looks like a guy on the left?
>>43390601Because I wanna talk about it? This isn’t some 5d chess mindgame, a lot of people vent or just chat on here
>>43390575>It’s masculine and vulgarNot necessarily. Moisturize and shave or wax.
>>43390630why do you want to talk about your penis so bad
>>43390631doesn’t matter, even completely hairless it’s gross. Soft it’s all wrinkly and erect is still a gross erect penis. I can’t grow a full bush anyway
>>43390650Because it makes me sad and mad and I want to talk about my feelings and situation with someone. Are you autistic or just never talk to other people?Like somehow the thought hasn’t occurred to you that people wanna complain or vent or share struggles
so when are you going to get it snipped off?
>>43390539tbdesu i wish cages weren’t so attached to a particular sexual niche for this exact reason. it would be so nice to not need to worry about getting erect when aroused. it would still be bad but i think it would be slightly better, my view may be tainted by being average sized though
>>43390679as soon as I got all the necessary paperwork to get it covered by insurance
>>43390675>Are you autistic or just never talk to other people?i don't "vent" to other people because all it does is lead to more rumination. by sitting here talking about your penis to random internet strangers all you are doing is centering your penis in your life more
if this can make it easier for you, one way to see it is to treat it as a cute little tail you wager when you get happy. it's very tiny and cute and shows how emasculated you are. I wish I had a small and cute cock but I'm pre transition so what do I know about it? well I've lived 5 years with a tranny who's got a very cute little gock
>>43390710it's not like not talking about it makes it go away in any of the aforementioned situations in the op post
>>43390539just get snipped lol
>>43390679>snipped off*shoved inward with scrotum to become the INNER GOCK
>>43390718I don’t see it like that. At all. Like I said, it’s masculine and vulgar. It is literally a bulging erection, something sticking up where it shouldn’t be. I don’t think of it as 'emasculated' I mean it’s LITERALLY a penis, the reason I am masculine. Don’t you agree??
>>43390725you're absolutely right anon, it doesn't really help much does it?
>>43390727I'm trying but it takes ages to get all the paperwork and appointments
>>43390765Wait that's awesomeI need to find a tranny with a twitching, vascular penis
>>43390781ew. Why are you acting gross?
>>43390765I never thought the gock of my ex as "masculine" at all, you need to chill down about nona. Nothing more cute than a little bulge in girl's underwear pictures
>>43390793maybe to a chaser or someone who is a GAMP… my bf is a straight guy, he doesn’t like penises
>>43390807well I'm a tranny and not planning on getting srs when I finally troon out unless my gocks hurts me badly on a daily basis and I'm sure a lot of trannies share my views. But if you really have gock dysphoria, sure go ahead, who are we to prevent you from getting srs?
>>43390847>when I finally troon outwhat are you waiting for?
>>43390807>straight >dating a trannylol no
>>43390807hahahahahahaohBROTHERthis cope STINKShe can TOLERATE a PENIShe can get into bed with a male WITH A PENIS
>>43390807>my bf is a straight guy
>>43390871just cuz you don’t get any doesn’t mean I don’t
>>43390865death
>>43390895>>43390898>faggots with fragile masculinity who can’t get laid
>>43390909I have two bitches, bud. The point is that no actually straight guy dates a tranny. Random grindr one night stand? Alright. Dating? No chance.
>>43390924>deflecting this hardyou're the one having gay poopsex in the poophole with your little boner throbbing about it, faggot
>>43390932People just don't want to acknowledge the ocean of low Kinsey bisexuals. It hurts the tranny narrative.
>>43390932we are in a relationship, live together and one day we'll get married even>I have two bitcheswhat are you, 12? hahahahahah
>>43390961>masculinity so fragile he is scared of buttholes
>>43390968Congrats. I hope you're happy together. That doesn't make him straight.>wahh don't call them bitchesLol. One of them my pet name for them is literally bitch.
>>43390994>not even denying he's just having gay poopsex ah so this is why you made a thread dedicated to your little penis. you're probably gooning right now
>>43390539Same please some tell what shit I can do to have an erectile dysfunction forever
>>43391119That's a "transman", you sexblind tranny
I love having a penis which is why I must rep
>>43390544all men are whores too, they just want to have their cake and eat it too
>>43390539>no facial hair>no top surgery >no bottom surgery >looks pre t I highly doubt this person gets called sir, he/him pronouns, etc. by other people. There's just no way. He's not ugly, he seem cool, but he really needs to work on his passing if he wants to be called he/him pronouns. People call people what they see unfortunately.
>>43391285>helook her up, there's no more pronouns in bio just porn in media tab
Try prone and cumming with vibro only while soft. If you break it a little with prone masturbation, which is, yes, fucking gross and disgusting to do, but it helps with killing erections. It works! So, cumming with vibro only while you're soft will also gradually condition your body to stop getting hard when horny.Some drugs like phenylephrine, pseudoephedrine, and some antidepressants I don't remember the name of also temporarily kill your erection. My drug of choice is atomoxetine, it's a non-stimulant ADHD med that can be bought very cheap in bulk from India. 30 minutes after popping a pill I can't get hard at all, not even a little, so pop it before sex and use it to condition yourself to be soft while horny. Prone if you get hard to damage the things that make it hard. That's the best way I've found to somehow deal with it if you're poor and dysphoric like me.
>>43391667>taking indian pills to make your boner not workjesus christ have you considered therapy
>>43391667Realistically how much time I have to do prone until it doesn't work anymore?
>>43391760Have you considered that no anyone can't fucking paid the get rid of it a thet the only thing we could have
>>43390539>he/him pronouns>shows off boobs on the internetdo i even need to say it
>>43391836I mean, I had my first tangible result after a month of doing it on and off, and I was very lazy too because dysphoric. But to totally kill it, I don't know. Right now I mostly never get hard, but when I do, I try to put it out with prone as fast as I can. I also started wearing even more tight panties to bed so when I sleep, if it gets hard, it will still be squished like in a prone position. I'm positive it works and I'm going to keep at it.
>>43390653my niggy ur raisin balls smell like pussy and ur pp is transitioning to an oversized clit lol
>>43390765I don't agree, having a penis doesn't feel intrinsically masculine to me and I have zero problems with it.
>>43390539i mean if youre trained well by the patriarchy you should be ashamed for your sexuality as a woman too. hope that helps. stupid tranny (as a chaser I feel I have an obligation to call you a stupid tranny)
>>43391937>Have you considered that no anyone can't fucking paid the get rid of it a thet the only thing we could haveare you drunk or are the indian pills melting your brain
>>43390539This is so real anon :(. There are times when I'm able to just ignore it, but it's pretty often that I'll be enjoying myself during sex and then completely taken out of the moment because something reminds me it's there. It's just feels so grotesque and improper. I was hoping hrt would at least make it stay soft but I don't seem to be so lucky.Also this thread is so full of autists and gooners my god, I know I shouldn't expect better here but still
>>43390575>Women aren’t supposed to have a penis.and therefore?????
>>43390575
>>43390614a very very very very very feminine guy with a baby face, maybe
>>43395424You've heard of honscience. Now get ready for chaserscience.
>>43390539Was like this for me too. Would cover my parts with my hand during sex or anytime I was naked with my bf. I felt super shameful the first time I held his hand or kissed him because of the disgusting erections.SRS finally fixed all of that; It's practically a miracle surgery desu. I'll never be able to relate to any tranny who doesn't at least kind of want it.
>>43395537You're living the dream nona. One day I'll be like you.>t. 7 years hrt
>>43391059>please some tell what shit I can do to have an erectile dysfunction foreverSRS...
>>43395537yeah. but now I have to go inside you to frot with your penis
>>43395579She doesn't have a penis you stupid chaser.
>>43395589It's still inside of herThey just shove it inward with the scrotum
>>43395602By that logic cis women have penises too since the genital structures are analogous.
>>43390539Why are you like this, I just dissociate and not think about it.I'm just saying you could cope better.
>>43395623Analogous doesn't mean the woman ever had a penis, lmaoJust something that could have become one early into development
>>43395560>7 years hrtSame.>>43395579>>43395579Eww... and that's also not how they did my surgery.>>43395651It's harder to ignore it via dissociation when you're in a sexual relationship.
>>43395785It really is impossible to ignore. I hate the idea of my bf even thinking about it, let alone seeing it or touching it. I feel so embarrassed.
>>43390575>Women aren’t supposed to have a penis.They're not supposed to have an SRS hole either>>43390898>>43390895If OP really passes, then her bf is 100% straight like me
>>43395839srs really did cure my depression.
>>43395854>100% straight like mehe says while literally lusting after penis and having a history of being a cocksucker...
>>43395854I don’t think I always always pass, but with makeup done and all I certainly do. But I am horribly self-hating and my bf has assured me many times that he never saw me as anything but a woman
>>43395929None of that is gay if it looks female
>>43390544fpbp
>>43390688i kinda want a cage thats designed to feel like a nonsexual medical device
>>43390765>It is literally a bulging erectionprotip if you up your E shot and don't allow it to get hard (abstinence, cages, etc.) for like 3 months it just stops working
>>43390718>gets off on feeling emasculated>not on hrtWhy do sissies keep pretending to be trans? Being a woman isn't "emasculating". There is literally nothing more faketrans fetishist than getting off on "losing your manhood". For me being a woman feels profoundly correct, not like I'm doing something dirty. Istg if one more theymab faggot tries to talk to me about forcefem then I'm anonymously outting him on linkedin.
>>43397890cool story, hsts-queen, you are more valid than us all. now leave the board forever.
even if you get it snipped you'll start dreaming about getting boners there is no escaping it
>>43397890>>43398991I think she said something very valid and relatable, not something like virtue-signaling. Don’t know why anyone would see it like that. That anon >>43397890is totally right
>>43390575>and it’s gross.wrong>Women aren’t supposed to have a peniswrong lol>It’s masculine and vulgarif you're not on HRT, then yeah lmaoHSTS are pathetic
>>43401241I've been post-op for three years, but I sometimes have dreams where I'm in my old male body and the girl who sexually assaulted me in high school is forcing me down and riding me... In the same dreams I also sometimes switch perspectives with her and do my best to ride "him" to completion... Maybe I'm kinda traumatized mentally desu.
>>43401871nah ive been post op for 5 years and I still ALWAYS have a dick in my dreams
>>43402227same and it's weird like i'll have a pussy and a dick at the same time
>>43402227I've been post op for 11 years and never do, always have my neovag.I used to get weird nightmares where the surgeon botched it and like I basically had a half dick where the clit is and I would be like desperately trying to get it fixed. But those stopped at some point.
big agree i dislike greatly the feeling of having a sexual weapon attached to me. it reminds me a lot of traumatic insemination like some insects do. ironically the times ive had nonsexual erections have been better because of other reasons (soft flesh makes me think of decay, harder stuff like bone (or boner, hah) feels more solid and reassuring) but i just want the whole thing gone. its so ugly looking down at it when im lying down is like looking at a fly with a proboscis and its just disgusting. its a violent part that makes me a threat to 50+% of the population and needs to be removed
>>43402520preach
>>43402483I must be fake trans. or maybe its because im a boymoder so I don't see my self as a woman
>>43402483for me it's usually it's a sex dream and i have my pussy but then i'm trying to have sex with a guy and my clit grows to penis size and gets in the way and is grossthen i wake up horrified and have to remember i don't have a penis any more
I wish i had cock but no balls. balls feel weird and is annoying.
>>43402520>the feeling of having a sexual weapon attached to me. it reminds me a lot of traumatic insemination like some insects do.That's hot. Rape is girl's #1 fantasy btw. You've been psyopped into thinking being a brute is bad thing.
>>43404891it's not a fantasy it felt really bad when it happened
>>43390539Fufu clips. Look it up. They're cheap and there are options suited for almost full time wearing. It's how I coped until SRS. The right size will also give a flat aesthetic down there which may help you mentally too.Also vibrators and higher dosage of E. You can condition your brain and body to no longer trigger erection when horny.>>43391667 is right about prone too.With all of the above by the time I had srs it had been over a year since I had no erections.>>43395537>I'll never be able to relate to any tranny who doesn't at least kind of want itBasically, yeah. And technically I'm faketrans.t. 7 years post op
>>43404931What happened?
>>43401360>he thinks women have penises and expects to he taken seriously
>>43405178he gave me some drugs and then put his penis inside me?
>>43405730Nice. Did he creampie you?
>>43406062no he used a condom so there would be no evidence
>>43406069Lame. Didn't even get you buttpregnant.
>>43405126>I'm faketrans.>t. 7 years post opHow are you faketrans Nona?
>>43406542i'm post op so it was my pussy sadly
>>43390539>Penis penis troon tranny>*Hot afab op*Every Single timeKys