i am a 35 year old man who jerks off every day wishing i was 18 again, taking estrogen and looking like a womanama
ugh samewhy was i born in the early nineties? couldnt i have been born in 2005, just ten years later?when i was 14 the most beloved athlete in my country was giving an interview on national television apologizing to the nation for fucking a tranny. i didn't stand a chance.
>>43391238this breaks my heart to hear
>>43391304pain
>>43391304I'm from 2004 but
>>43391388uncalled for
>>43391533My life isn't better than yours, though.
>>43391238I’m a 35yo intershit, remember how terrible the past was and how today isn’t much better?
>>43391581it's quite better
>>43391593I find meh desu it’s kinda shit regardless ngl
Wait did you used to look like one, but not anymore?
I'm a 21 year old repper who weighs 104lbs and is 5'6 feet tall but i will never troon out so get owned i guess.
>>43391304hrt is otc in Brazil it was easy mode still
>>43391618no i never got the chance to
>>43391238 I'm 24 5,4 , 200lbs how looks younger and have pretty skin who wants me
Play the guitar, play it again, my John50Maybe you're cold but you're so warm insideI was always a fool for my John50For the one they call John50Play it again, John50
>>43391238>>43391630I'll never understand conscious reppingAt the very least take your pills and boy/manmode. It's better than watching your body continue to get rotted by testosterone knowing full well you have options. You especially cismoid, the 35 yo repper I am closer to understanding but you haven't even hit second puberty and you're short and thin. That's like half the way to cispassing>t. HRT at 30 permamanmoder
>>43391853I keep hoping that it will go away
>>43391656>hrt is otc in Brazilhrt that gives you tumors and thyroid problems*
>>43391948"tumors" on the chest maybe
>>43391238Sad
>>43391901It really fucking wont
>>43391853For mw its because i have 0 dysmorphia symptoms.Theres a latent desire to look cute and i probably have an intersex brain defect but in day2day it's genuinely not that big of a deal.I've read some scientific literature about it and its identified as like a 3rd type of trannyism and a lot of people are like that. It's basically when your hormones in womb fuck up only a little bit so you become a tranny thinblood.Most of these 3rd types can live life as cis males but are just stereotyped as weirdos/autists and risk having a mental breakdown or are stuck in a cycle of brief moments of"FUCK I SHOULD.TROON I SHOULD TROON I SHOULD TROON" and the "I dont really care that much desu" as their prevalent baseline.
>>43391988it's probably just a fetish
>>43392003Basically it would PROBABLY increase my quality of life by a bit and is the right thing to do but i dont perceive the juice as being worth the squeeze
>>43392003>says he has 0 dysphoria>describes dysphoria symptoms>"wish I was intersex" copeYep you're like 3-6 months out from where I was before I took my pills. But keep repping though and hope it never ever gets any worse or continues to negatively influence your life ig
>>43391630you are a 21yo retard who should troon out
>>43392056I was told i'm a month away from trooning 3 years ago.It'll LITERALLY never come to be.
>>43392026Estrogen + needles is less than a $100 a year
>>43392100So then surely your quality of life has improved over that time since you're not actually trans right?
>>43392094Naaah
>>43392094some people wish to be a woman, not a tranny
>>43392188Not rly.Honestly my quality of life has consistently been 5/10 regardless of anything ive done to enact change.When i was working 12 hours a day it was meeeh. When i was in hs it was meh. Now im in college and it's meh. I used to run 20km a day and it didn't really do anything to improve or decrease my QoL.I guess i kinda hate balding but i dont ever go out so its not like it matters.I also take meds for it so what else can i do.
>>43392104Too expensive for something i dont care about
>>43391603It’s me again i wanted to ask why you don’t just castrate yourself and join a monastery
>>4339123817 years hard time. How does it feel?
>>43392003>>43392026relatable im also 18.5 bmi i feel like i have whatever this is
>>43392026>is the right thing to do repper caught telling the truth
im on e for the telomeres
>>43391304HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
