> 6'1, 160lbs, 28in waist, black larping as cismale> religious fundamentalist family would hate me if i transitioned> dysphoric> can get free HRT> i hold my mother dear and it would crush me if she were to hate me> AI secondguessed my gender when i wore makeup do I start hrt?
>>43391330yes.
what if i don't pass tho ... i don't want to be a lonely isolated brickhon lolz
>>43391330Avoid twinkdeath at all costs while becoming financially independent then transition medically. After some time you decide whether or not you'll transition socially.
>>43391330get bottom surgery
>>43391365do you prefer being a lonely isolated brickbodied male instead?
>>43391365Why not enjoy the religious traditions of your family and embrace your role in that? You can be surrounded by a big happy family all your life, the elders in your family will coach you what to do, sounds easy and nice.
>>43391330if it hurts so much consider asking loser girls on 4chan then yes do it even with all of that. dysphoria only gets worse if you do nothing to address it
>>43391441good point but at least i won't be a pathetic excuse for a "woman" if i never try
>>43391485lol
>>43392968im just so scared of taking actionand my mum i can't disappoint her i love her so much
>>43393535you don't need to be a "woman". most cisf won't even attend every requirement on the "gender checklist". yet, they still live their lives, expressing their femininity and not giving a shit about being "100% woman">>43393567you clearly know that you want this to yourself. and you know that repping only makes it worse, stop avoiding your own desires, especially when it's something that will improve your life quality. also, don't use you mom as an excuse for self-sabotage
>>43395410I AM A SISSY BIMBO I WANT TO HAVE BIG TITS AND BUTT
>>43395541THEN GO FOR IT!!! YGMI!!!!!!
>>43395410you're right but it's js obv not the same esp societally which is Effectively what dictates your qol here loleven if it's hypocritical ppl will treat u diff as a transperson even if you're basically the same as a cispersoni'm more worried abt the risk of me not passing and such becoming more dysphoric, miserable and lonely as a resultand it's not an excuse i really don't want to lose my family i genuinely do love them
>>43395541op herethis wasn't me btw LOL
>>43391330yes, start hrt, ygmi <3
>>43398588yes, i understand. trannies are and will be subjugated to this societal pressure. i just don't think it's fair to avoid taking a import step into improving your life, because the world's full of shitty people. yes, it's difficult living as a trans person, but none of this difficulty is your fault, so you shouldn't be the one getting punished>i'm more worried abt the risk of me not passingthat's fine. i think pretty much every tranny i know feels the same (including me). the thing is, you won't be 100% sure if you pass, unless you start hrt>and it's not an excuse i really don't want to lose my familyfair, i'm just worried you're doing more for you family than for yourself. at the end of day, the most import person in your life will always be you>>43399082lmao
>>43391330Heres an idea that you likely wont hear here: dont do it. Theres no point in it, and it will not make your life better. If i am being honest, the odds of you truly not being able to survive without hrt are close to 0. I would assume you have ROGD. I am also 6'1 and 160 and i was always handsome and now more dimorphic. I was on hrt for a while when i was young, and i still got to my height and managed to have a good frame. If you are in this same boat, stay a guy. Get comfortable with it cuz its genuinely fucking lit and wayyyy better than being a tranny. I could talk to you about this properly, but take my advice and just dont do it.
>>43399540>the odds of you truly not being able to survive without hrt are close to 0you can search it anywhere, hrt does reduce suicidality. i'm not saying op is going to kill themself or have any suicidal intention. but saying hrt "does nothing" is simply stupid and shows you're just pulling info out of your ass>I would assume you have ROGDrogd isn't real. it's an hypothetic disorder invented by transphobes in order to induce more anti-trans panic. no serious health organization believes it, and most professionals won't recognize as well
>>43399617>>43399540>>43399540>>43399617i've had gd since i was 11 and i've expressed desire to be a woman since i was like 7 lol this is not "rapid onset"
