>>43392838
Well either make peace with that or die

>>43392846
I'm really trying the former but the latter is becoming more appealing day by day

>>43393038

Thats because the impulse to troon is itself suicidal in nature. You dont want to suicide because youre a troon, you want to troon because youre suicidal.

First youre attempting to escape the pain of being yoirself by pretending to be an inversion of yourself. Then youll graduate to actual suicide.

Nothing you can do will ever make you a woman. However difficult being a happy man would be it is infinitely easier than that which is impossible.

Everyone you know knows youre a man. Your own brain keeps telling you youre a man. You are a man. You will always always be a man. The other men pretending to be women only encourage you hoping for encouragement in return, needing it because they know theyre men exactly as you know you are one.

>>43392838
are you perverted tho?

>>43393669
I feel perverted no matter what. My soul is tainted

>>43393645
Trvvvvkee
I still can’t accept it tho bc I hate myself too much self hatred like central to my whole identity

>>43394161

Actually self hatred is just a lazy crutch to prevent you from the work of becoming someone you could admire, ie. forming an actual self identity.

Presumably there are men you enjoy and admire more than others. So do what you can to be more like the ones you admire. Your whole woman larp is just a cope for the dofficulty of becoming a better man and its retarded because youve chosen the impossible over the merely difficult.

>>43394388
and what if I don't want to be a man?

>>43394388
that’s partly true but the problem is my self hatred also comes from immutable characteristics like race and also my values around what makes a good man are so wildly different from my own natural inclinations that I’m constantly fighting myself and I already had a whole mental breakdown from that

>>43392838
Same

>>43394161
I feel the same way. My whole "self" has been forged only through self hatred