>Be me cis man>Book appointment to get estrogen because I think Im trans for some reason>Give myself gender dysphoria by spending way to much time thinking about whether I will pass>End up in talking stage with girl and desire to transition completely goes away>cancel hrt doctor appointment>stop talking to girl because we’re going to be in different cities over the summer and I know Im way to insecure to do anything long distance>start going back on 4trans spaces>desire to transition creeps backAm I an Incel who just needs to have a normal social life and Il be fine. Is female validation a long term cure my desire to transition or would it come back after the honeymoon period. Either way I know Im not true trans and have no idea why I want to transition other than being able to see myself as desirable.
you're not going to stop wanting to transitioneven if you got a gf you'd start wanting to transition after a few weeks anyway
>>43396944are you by any chance bipolar?legit question, certain episodes can induce GD>t. bipolar tranny
>>43396944When you know you want to be forcefemmed but can’t understand it
>>43396944if possessing boobs and female traits does not give you gender dysphoria you are not a manpossessing boobs and female traits from thyroid problems has given me gender dysphoria as a man and it was pretty much instant as soon as I could recognize a female trait on my bodyeveryone gets one kind of gender dysphoria, things can make it go away, what makes it come back is what defines your genderit is possible to ignore the pain, for a while, when things are good, but it always comes back in the dark if you possess the wrong physical traitsAnyway I really, really fucking need top surgery but my boyfriend has a fetish for manboobs so I can definitely relate to how that makes it go away for a bit
>>43396944My personal experience is it returning between relationships. If only relationships lasted forever.
>>43397027this!i only feel dysphoric when i'm in a depressive episode or between episodes. so about half the time i feel okay then it becomes unbearable and i start crying and spiral down the tranny hole and then i suddenly zone out of it and feel fine again for a bit,
At this point I know Im not cis but I think I would be happier not transitioning. The month of my life were I told myself I was going to transition was the most miserable I had ever been since I spent so much time thinking about all the traits I had that would stop me from passing. Also you should breakup with your boyfriend if he doesn’t want you to get the surgery you need.
>>43397146see this guy? >>43393867that's the future repression and staying in the closet bringsyou can have a white picket fence, a wife who loves you, 3 kids who think the world of you, and you will still be suicidally depressed if you're not living your life as who you truly arethe wife who loves you, the kids and the nice house only have meaning and worth if you get to be yourself to enjoy it
>>43397130yep, that's pretty much my case as well. the thing is i've started to feel dysphoric more often and with higher intensity, so i just gave up and trooned out. i still fear that i'll somehow regret, but repping is still worse, desu
>>43397187yeah. "reverse dysphoria" is way less bad than actual dysphoria
>>43396944Stupid
>>43396944Has it occurred to you that when you're in relationships with women you use that as a sort of escapism to distract yourself from your dysphoria?Like you don't have to think about how much you like or dislike yourself when you're immediately preoccupied with a woman you love and like being around, you don't have to make any hard decisions in the moment bc you can just 'lose yourself' in someone else who embodies qualities you wish to have and attain on some level.
>>43396944gender curiosity is relatively normal and has nothing to do with whether you're getting pussy or not.
