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executive dysfunction 04/28/26(Tue)05:54:12 No.43399154

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executive dysfunction Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)05:54:12 No.43399154

i need to transition
i want to be a woman so bad but i'm so afraid that i won't pass and i'll be an abomination and it'll all have been for nothing
and my family will hate me so much
i literally have access to free HRT but i'm just so afraid
i'll lose everything and everyone, is that really worth brickhon status?

i think maybe i can live with dysphoria because it only gets rly bad in like social scenarios when someone reminds me of my like heteronormative societal role or when my parents bring up marriage
if i'm all by myself it isn't really that bad
just gets triggered when i see pretty much any woman

am i making the right decision by doing nothing?

or will i look back in 10 odd years thinking i was a fool
i'm only 16 i still have time but

i'm just afraid
and i lose time every second i do nothing

and it's exhausting hiding myself from everyone i know nad care about knowing that if they knew about me they'd hate me