>be me>gay>get mouth and butt raped by brother as a kid>grow up>try and masturbate>the only thing that turns me on is rape and incest>specifically brother on brother>I can't fix it>I want it to happen again>I turned 18 so he lost interest>contemplate suicide
You can train yourself to like normal sex again. You just have to let yourself be bored and refuse to cum unless it's to normal stuff. If you are willing to deny yourself unless it's to normal stuff you will slowly retrain yourself.
>>43400624harder than it sounds. he conditioned my brain into liking it. the first time i came was because of him, rope might be the only answer because i know I'm a sick faggot
>>43404045I was molested as a child too. It is fixable. If conditioning fucked you up, conditioning can fix it.
what about hiring someone to kidnap your brother and then taking him to a warehouse, physically strapping him down to a bed that is bolted into the floor, giving him sedatives and then sticking your dick in HIS mouth and but to get revenge?get the person who kidnapped him to film it so you can use it as blackmail/fap to it later
>>43399674my brother just layed on me one time and ive been chasing that feeling ever since ._.
>>43406164real honestly. I think i only miss it because of the adrenaline the fear gave me...maybe i should start snorting cocaine
>>43399674Just try to date a guy that looks like your brother and call him bro all the time
