We’ve been together for 6 years. My partner just trooned like a month ago. I have a much higher sex drive than her which is fine, but we’ve also just gotten less and less compatible sexually.I’ve always been a strict bottom, and she’s always been a switch. Lately though she’s just subby and bottomy and I hate it. I feel really bad, I love her, but even when we do have sex it feels like neither of us are fully into it. She’s even apologized for having a lower sex drive which of course I dont want her to feel bad about. She never initiates anything beyond kissing and groping, and I feel guilty for always wanting more. When we do have sex it’s so disappointing I’ll sometimes cry after.I haven’t seen her as my boyfriend for awhile. I’ve been working on getting her to start estrogen for like 1.25 years. I miss having a boyfriend so bad. I want a big strong guy to make me feel small and pathetic. I want him to ask for head and for me to call him daddy. I want to feel facial hair when we kiss and watch him do preformative “manly stuff”. I’m bisexual, but I think I miss dating a man. And having rough gender affirming sex with one.We’re poly for now. I don’t want an open marriage so the plan is to just slutmaxx during our 20s, and then shut it down. Soon I’ll live in the midwestern trans mecca. Soon i’ll find a boyfriend and be a cringe poly puppy girl on the side.Idk I'm such a stereotype, my therapist has floated the idea of me being a sex addict a couple times. I hate how much I crave sex, how much space it occupies in my brain. Maybe i am an addict, or maybe it’s because I'm 22, or because of stuff in my childhood, maybe I'm just wired differently. Fuck it, lol
>>43404105why not tell her you're not a lesbian and break up and go find a guy to date?
You're 22You're a childBreak up with this person you're incompatible with and find someone you're actually able to enjoy a committed relationship with, or just whore around, but don't waste your time on whatever this is
