I will learn to accept that I am a cis man
I will learn to accept that you are a cis man
will you?
>>43404975no, she’ll instead attentionwhore and not take any action towards fixing her current situation like always
Today's music rec: Love by Angel Brügger / Sado Rituals / Olion / Silver Dovehttps://gatesofhypnos.bandcamp.com/album/love
>>43404975I do feel increasingly desperate and exhausted, and I genuinely see no way forward for me. I still don't know how to come to terms with it allEver since I've started making these shitty threads, I've only come to feel increasingly detached, confused and jaded. I'm just so exhausted Sry for the vent
>>43405032You're right about the latter part, but I think it's funny to call this attentionwhoring when I barely get any replies
>>43404968Thank you
>>43404944if it's not who you really are then you can't be happy like this, so what will it gain you>wife and kidsWRONG, John 50s leave their family because it's not enough and still dont get to be happy because they waited too long>loveNOPE, how can someone love you when you're not being yourself, it can only be superficial>acceptance from familythey dont love you if they dont love you for who you are, they love a possession in the shape of you, is acceptance as less than a human to them really enough of a reason?>careernever ever gonna make it in life by pursuing a career to the detriment of self, just a total failure of the human experience, you deserve exploitation and wage theft if you do this, like any other robot>freedom from persecutionwell, this one exists in the real world, however, what really happens is you let your oppressors win by not resistingrepression is a slow suicide, with maximum suffering
Mental
Play it again, play it again, Johnny 50Maybe you smile, but you’re breaking insideYou learned to live like the world said you had toHide the truth you keep out of sightPlay it again, Johnny 50
>>43405584>who you really areI can't really believe in such a thing, at least not for me. I have a very hard time believing that I even have an identity. Everything you've described about repression feeling like slow suicide is just how I have always felt, and no matter what I have tried, and how much I've struggled, I can't remember anything making even the slightest difference I really hate being a doomer, but I don't have it in me anymore to be hopeful. After all, what is there to hope for?
>>43405762yeah...
>>43405842>The most blatant dysphoria induced DPDR ever seenyou're obviously gonna kys either way you might as well take the pink pill
Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:00:35 No.43404944▶>>43405584I will learn to accept that I am a cis man>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:03:57 No.43404968▶>>43405493I will learn to accept that you are a cis man>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:05:12 No.43404975▶>>43405032 >>43405443File: smug-anime-girl-v0-7npkag(...).jpg (26 KB, 640x360)26 KBwill you?>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:10:50 No.43405032▶>>43405480>>43404975no, she’ll instead attentionwhore and not take any action towards fixing her current situation like always>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:41:49 No.43405373▶File: 1000127392.jpg (87 KB, 700x700)87 KBToday's music rec: Love by Angel Brügger / Sado Rituals / Olion / Silver Dovehttps://gatesofhypnos.bandcamp.com/album/love>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:48:47 No.43405443▶>>43404975I do feel increasingly desperate and exhausted, and I genuinely see no way forward for me. I still don't know how to come to terms with it allEver since I've started making these shitty threads, I've only come to feel increasingly detached, confused and jaded. I'm just so exhaustedSry for the vent>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:52:35 No.43405480▶>>43405032You're right about the latter part, but I think it's funny to call this attentionwhoring when I barely get any replies>> Anonymous 04/28/26(Tue)18:54:07 No.43405493▶>>43404968Thank you
>>43405986So, is anything I say attentionwhoring? Just filter my threads and report them. I'm actually surprised I haven't been banned yet
>>43405974It's hard to believe that I do have DPDR cause this is just my normal, but even if I do experience it, there's no certainty that it's due to dysphoria. Plus, I've already taken the pinkpill, and it doesn't really make me feel any better. If anything, I'm doing worse now, which is basically the whole reason I started making these threads
