>>43410134
nice i'm successfully off for 2 weeks now let's make it 3

>>43410197
you a strong biddo

>>43410134
almost 4 months for me. longest ive gone

>>43411046
how are you feeling

>>43411052
still feel lost everyday. i ebb and flow between trying to learn how to deal with being a male vs. a strong desire to just be pretty and proud of myself even though it complicates every single relationship I have in my life

>>43411113
how about emotionally, is your personality intact?

>>43411119
besides the increased insecurity and self hate? I don't think HRT changed my personality in the slightest

>>43411202
That's good at least yur still yourself

>>43410134
lol didn't you wake a thread about you was leaving everything behind a few days ago?

you need to learn to live with not being perma horny gooner imo
also what do you mean when you say that your personality changes on HRT? If you start feeling more calm and passive then that's kinda normal while your brain gets used to having new endocrine system, you should give it a few months before calling it quits imo

>>43411376
Honbrained, ngmi
>>43411046
8 months for me, it sucks once the masculinisation really kicks in

>>43411345
sorry that was rude, but yeah i just post a bunch of shit

>>43411376
lol, I don't mind, I look down on you too for being a gooner who lives a purposeless life of yearning without decisive action and self control, but I still find you interesting, as I do with all MEFs, and no matter how much you feel that opening up would make me realise how boring or repulsive you actually are, I'll always find you to be a curious cat from what has already transpired.

So, why do you challenge yourself to try and give a concise and coherent answer, personally I've fallen into the trap of just leaving my unprocessed anxieties and idle ideas in my mind without proper analysis, only to realise that the solution was obvious the moment I bothered writing it out to another person in straight forward and honest terms.

>>43411647
thank god you're not hurt.

i think that human personality is built on a social contract, so if I told YOU this, a relatively harmless online person, I would not tell you the truth. the truth is to fear being punched in the face or falling out of ranks in the social hierarchy. so maybe i should tell my troubles with the window panes and wrinkles and how i take HRT for that reason to my Jew Rapist, and have them make me go through it. I suppose that's learning through humiliation rituals(?)

>>43411647
>as I do with all MEFs
nta but what's your beef with MEFs? What did we do to bother you so much?
t. MEF