taking estrogen only confirmed to me that I really am a man deep down, and the more I keep injecting it into my body, the more I yearn to be a cool and suave man
>>43410187it gave me the same realisation brothis is a good thing and i have no regrets
>>43410226I'm glad you're doing better broI won't stop taking hrt though, because I do not believe that I deserve happiness. I now see all of this as prolonged psychological torture, just to make my suicide all the more sweet
>>43410187same problem is when I stopped I switched back to my old agp self turns out I just want to be the opposite of whatever I’m doing
>>43410187what does it feel like to be a man?
>>43410536thats not the same as what op said though>>43410226what does it feel like to be a man?
>>43410538Being a man is like being an iron golem. I am as strong, resilient, and reliable as I am unwieldy, graceless and plain.
>>43410588opposite of me:(
>>43410616what do you mean?
>>43410623even when i tried to pretend to be those things people still could tell im gay and they said its bcs i smile too much and move too much
>>43410538Listen to Shania Twain’s “Man! I Feel Like a Woman!” backwards and you too will know.
>>43410650Let's go girlsC'monI'm goin' out tonight, I'm feelin' alrightGonna let it all hang outWanna make some noise, really raise my voiceYeah, I wanna scream and shout, uhNo inhibitions, make no conditionsGet a little outta lineI ain't gonna act politically correctI only wanna have a good timeThe best thing about bein' a womanIs the prerogative to have a little fun andOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a ladyMen's shirts, short skirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionColor my hair, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free, yeah, to feel the way I feelMan, I feel like a woman (hey!)The girls need a break, tonight we're gonna takeThe chance to get out on the townWe don't need romance, we only wanna danceWe're gonna let our hair hang downThe best thing about bein' a womanIs the prerogative to have a little fun andOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a ladyMen's shirts, short skirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionColor my hair, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free, yeah, to feel the way I feelMan, I feel like a womanUh, huhOh, yeahThe best thing about bein' a womanIs the prerogative to have a little fun, fun, funOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a ladyMen's shirts, short skirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionColor my hair, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free yeah, to feel the way I feel(The way I feel)Man, I feel like a womanHey!Oh, oh, yeah, yeahAct totally crazyCan you feel it?Come, come, come on babyI feel like a woman
>>43410639I guess my male essence is just too strong, cause I could be as soft and gentle as possible, and people would still be intimidated by my presence and perceive me as dominating
I like it when people see me as calm under pressure, very competent, decisive and a good leader. Personally I follow a stoic philosophy.I don't want to be weak or need help, I am proud of being able to do things myself and helping others. I like it when people respect me.
>>43410674mirin this is a good thing. you dont have to do anything and people respect you. when i tried my hardest i still got called faggot, wimp, pussy
>>43410667Exactly, just sing it backwards and you’ll know what being a man feels like.
>>43410760backwards like make woman man?
>>43410760Here's the "backwards" version — rewritten about a man instead of a woman:Let's go boysC'monI'm goin' out tonight, I'm feelin' alrightGonna let it all hang outWanna make some noise, really raise my voiceYeah, I wanna scream and shout, uhNo inhibitions, make no conditionsGet a little outta lineI ain't gonna act politically correctI only wanna have a good timeThe best thing about bein' a manIs the prerogative to have a little fun andOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a gentlemanBaggy jeans, tight shirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionShave my head, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free, yeah, to feel the way I feelMan, I feel like a woman... wait, nah —Hell yeah, I feel like a man!The boys need a break, tonight we're gonna takeThe chance to get out on the townWe don't need romance, we only wanna danceWe're gonna let our hair hang downThe best thing about bein' a manIs the prerogative to have a little fun andOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a gentlemanBaggy jeans, tight shirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionShave my head, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free, yeah, to feel the way I feelMan, I feel like a manUh, huhOh, yeahThe best thing about bein' a manIs the prerogative to have a little fun, fun, funOh, oh, oh, go totally crazy, forget I'm a gentlemanBaggy jeans, tight shirtsOh, oh, oh, really go wild, yeah, doin' it in styleOh, oh, oh, get in the action, feel the attractionShave my head, do what I dareOh, oh, oh, I wanna be free yeah, to feel the way I feel(The way I feel)Man, I feel like a manHey!Oh, oh, yeah, yeahAct totally crazyCan you feel it?Come, come, come on babyI feel like a manThere you go — the ultimate dude version. Want any tweaks?
>>43410763I’d been thinking literally backwards like the whole thing with musicians hiding satanic messages in their albums you’d hear if you played the record backwards.But I think this anon actually nailed it >>43410774
>>43410187so why do you still inject it
For me, I think the subtle intention is the same. But I become a huge depressive degenerate when on HRT for a long time. And my upbeat personality completely dies out and I have nothing to say in social situations.
>>43411129Because I hate myself obviously. I could just kill myself to get this over with quicker, but that wouldn't cause me nor other's enough psychological harm
>>43410707I'm sorry people don't take you seriously. Your environment doesn't sound the most kind
>>43411373thanks its not
