For context I have been out of addiction for a while now, but when I was in addiction men would always just take advantage of me and make me do things I don't want for drugs. It's not fair and is fucked up. I want to take it all back but I can't and it makes me want to never go outside or let people see me.I am jealous of other girls who can get boyfriends but I hate men so so much I can't even talk to them without getting scared. I want a boyfriend though so I can get a normal life again.Is there any way to actually fix this or did I just get my entire life ruined.
They didn't " take advantage" of you, you chose to do things for the drugs you wanted.
>>43410341I had no choice you don't understand addiction or what it's like
>>43410358You absolutely had a choice. You're going to relapse if you continue to deny the agency you had while doing drugs
>>43410365I was having withdrawals a lot of times. I couldn't just stop using.
>>43410376The same way you got out of addiction now, you could have done before. It's not an excuse. You made the choice back then just like you made the choice to eventually stop
>>43410386It isn't that simple and you're just removing agency from all the guys here who knew what they were doing and tricked me and forced me to do things. It's not all my fault
>>43410391Unless someone straight up raped you, they did not trick you by trading drugs for sex
>>43410399They lied about how much I agreed to do and wouldn't give me my stuff until I did way more and let them get videos and stuff. And I did get raped by lots of guys when I just was supposed to do one and they kept pushing me back on the bed even though I was crying and trying to leave. So how is that my fault
>>43410338Alcoholics pay for themselves and have no sex drive. Choose the good kind of addict
>>43410406Did they lie or were you too drugged up to remember what you agreed to?
>>43410407There is no good addiction
>>43410413They were lying and just tried to trick me because they thought I was stupid and would do whatever they want. Being on drugs doesn't magically destroy your memories.
>>43410338Exposure therapy, maybe? Hiding yourself away from luck probably isn't helping.
>>43410621It's just hard because I'm scared and don't know how to talk to them at all and being around them makes it worse not better
>>43410338Why would a man even what you retard. You produce nothing, you cannot start a family. Just go far away and die alone fucking selfish sex clown faggot. Stop bothering normal functional members of society with your sex craze shit.
>>43410672Well obviously they want me enough so shut up. And I don't even like sex anymore because of all this so don't say sex craze like that
>>43410691Delusional absurd retard.Nobody really needs you, they can just jerk off for pleasure so fuck off to a remote place and focus on yourself and thats it. You can lead a comfortable life alone easily for 50 years then you die thats it. Stop involving others in your mental illness.
>>43410710What the fuck is wrong with you?
>>43410338I mean, I'm fairly certain you're so far away that dating isn't an option, but if you want to simply talk to 'a man', I'm more than willing to assist you in becoming comfortable with it, unless this is an exclusively in-person issue. Regardless, I hope you're doing alright.
>>43410717Nothing. Im completly right. What is wrong with you that you want the public to participate in your stupid sexual fetish lifestyle. A man does not need you mf deal with your mental problems alone. And let society operate smoothly, let functional members of society make families and you fuck off to exile without taking any other human being with you to share your miserable unproductive infertile life.
>>43410836NTA, but that's not true, greedy afoid. Trans women can be normal and well adjusted without it being sexual. 2/3 men between 20 and 29 have no gf anyway. It's not like most men are even going to get to be fertile in the first place. Are you afabs really so threatened by men having more options that they think we should all just live alone and rot? Pleanty of men would benefit from having anybody else in his life. It's not like afabs think men are useful anyway. You just want men to remain an underclass. If men just stop wanting to rape your pussy, then suddenly you lose your free ride feminism carved out for you by removing all the parts of feminism that were a detriment to women, and leaving all the ones that benefit women at the expense of men.Well, congratulations, asshole. You sucked men dry. There's nothing left for you to take from men, yet you won't even let men have relationships even though you've abadnoned them anyway. Men can't even have a slight chance of being happy without a "ligitimate" woman. Trans women are not a threat. They aren't going to do anything, because they're so few. I don't even want them. But you afoids want complete control over men's sexuality. You'd have men lead the same "miserable unproductive lifestyle" as you'd do trannies. Why? Because men are rapists, deontologically. And you are a victim deontologically.It doesn't matter if OP got fucked up. It doesn't matter they were raped. It doesn't matter they were drugged. They're still a filthy moid rapist according to you who only wants sex. Under no circumstances can an amab take afab reasources. It would be better to waste the reasource than have an amab get it, according to your misandrist ass letting all your eggs dry up anyway. You'll end up just as infertile, by your own choice, so you'll be even worse than trannies because you chose it. That's why you fucking hate them so much. Have you even actually seen a trans woman? They're not real. They're a psyop.
