I detransed, got dysphoria and bought hormones again. Now the tranny thoughts are gone and I panico at the idea of girlmoding, what to do? I really like how I looked pre detrans but maybe i was groomed for real
>>43410593i am so fucking tempted to start hrt again. why is this even a thing
>>43410630Why are you tempted? Why did you detrans?
>>43410593maybe the tranny thoughts go away when you take hormones because... because it's curing your gender dysphoria.
>>43410752I didn’t inject
>>43410593welcome to the mtftmtftmtftmtftmtf cycle
>>43410593This is why after my first detrans cycle I just decided to full send
>>43410749>Why are you tempted? because i loved my body and felt very happy with myself>Why did you detrans?transitioning felt vain and selfish and excessive
>>43410839stop repping
>>43410863easier said than done
>>43410839It is not wrong to love yourself.
>>43410954You can inject whenever you want girliepop
>>43410966>It is not wrong to love yourselfit is when it gets in the way of other people loving me>>43410973I still wouldn't socially transition. So I would just be an infertile, narcissistic failed male, which would just make me a unlovable social pariah
>>43411002It would still make you physically cute. You can socially transition much later once/if you start passing. What do you have to lose, seriously?
>>43411015I am desperate for love and I think HRT gets in the way of that.
>>43411051maybe you just need to find someone who will love you anyways
>>43411051Anon we are very similar…>>43411015I passed already
>>43411002My god you remind me so of much myself, my main problem with it was being infertile and missing being a gay boy in some ways, hrt made me feel so good but idk if I can risk losing a family over it
>>43411065im almost 30. men/chasers are inconsistent partners. and women would probably want to have a family. I think I should have just learnt how to play my role as a male
>>43410593"The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence" but make it a dystopian body horror.
>>43411102It's basically a monkeys paw situation