Sure, dysphoria is hell, but the thought that you actually can escape manhood, because your internal identity aligns with being a woman sounds sublime.I definitely hate being a man more than anything, but having a male body and being seen as a man is the only thing that also feels right for me. I have tried transitioning, and I just couldn't do it, because developing female secondary sex characteristics and the thought of being perceived as a woman were making me have panic attacks daily. I am trapped being someone and something I despise being
>>43411904Were you having panic attacks from experiencing dysphoria or panic attacks because of the unfamiliarity of change?
>>43411904same! lets create a new identity together?
>>43411926Aren't they the same thing? If I were actually trans, the changes would've felt right, and whilr I may have worried about social consequences and such, I should have been happy because of the changes. Instead I had panic attacks because I feared not being a man anymore
>>43411904sounds like a theymab to me
>>43412077this board told me thats not a real thing
>>43411926Not OP or that other person, but any ideas on how to differentiate the two? Cuz im in the middle of it rn and have no idea :c.Sometimes all of the HRT effects make me quite happy. And i think i started to like how i look a bit more now.But then other times i get anxious about it (esp breast growth).
>>43411904I admire them a lot too
