>injection day>draw from vial with 18 gauge >switch to 23 for injecting >intramuscular shot>needle comes loose and all the e just leaks out>god fucking damnit>discard needle>rub excess e on nipples because I hear it helps with breast growth>grab new needle>this time just use a 23 gauge >2.5ml (or mg idk the difference at this point i'm retarded) a week because 5.0 a week made my levels stupid high>can't draw anymore than 1.0 or else it's nothing but fucking bubbles>fuck it, i'm hondosing myself today>i have band-aids on 2 spots on my thighs now and used more injecting supplies than I wanted toIn my 2 years of doing injections I've never fucked up this bad until now
>>43424253I had something similar last night it’s okay although im only 2 weeks in also im not feeling anything at all is this normal im 6mg een should i lower or go higher?
>>43424253>rub excess e on nipples because I hear it helps with breast growthwhat
>>43424308I doubt that een could actually be transdermal but even of it was that just raise your chance for breast cancer.
>>43424323i just fucked myself over, didn't i?
>>43424338No, pretty much none of it will actually be absorbed because it needs to be dissolved in an alcohol to actually permeate the skin barrier.
>>43424305Help…
>>43424463Its a slow process in many cases, after a month you should get your levels checked and see where you are. You cant rush a rebirth, sweet girl.
>>43424253retarded on multiple levels
>>43424471Oh okay cause the stories i hear is that you start feeling good after the first week but that was on r/mtf from many moons ago so i probably fell for hon propaganda
>>43424752I mean, ive been on an off transdermal estrogen HRT and whenever I start back up, the first dose always feels so damn good. I feel warm, giggly, soft, held, very fuzzy. This is from a 4mg transdermal dose using opengate labs spray , so one full spray. Over the next few days it will even out and feel more normal but I will say that doing the spray each day, does 100% lead to this feeling pretty often. I guess the spray is much more "peaky" than a single injection would be, as I am redosing daily, and thus, peaking each day. To me, I knew estrogen was right because it feels amazing, if you dont feel anything, I would ask you to look back to the day you injected, you 100% should have felt something.
>>43425061Well i did feel much calmer for like 2 days after injection things that would usually make me mad didn’t really effect me that much i was feeling much more mellowed out but i just convinced myself it was placebo desu
>>43425518Also i did feel pretty mellowed out after injecting last night but i was also pretty sleepy so idk
>>43424305you're only 2 weeks in you moron. wait nigga, wait!>>43425061I mean, ive been on an off transdermal estrogen HRT and whenever I start back up, the first dose always feels so damn good. I feel warm, giggly, soft, held, very fuzzy.placebo
