how do i stop bedrotting all the time?ive stopped taking care of myself and i dont even really care anymore
>>43435816i can tell you’re a dumbass white nigga. the rest of us have to work or else we starve
>>43435840im fortunate enough to have someone pay the bills in exchange for cooking, cleaning, house chores. unfortunately ive been utterly cast out of the local employment market and its been over a year since i last got employment that wasnt a few weeks work from pulling some strings. i want to work. nobody seems to want me to be able to work.
>>43435816Suicide?
>>43436325im not at liberty to do that, and its a pointless act anyway
>>43436338Arguably, everything is pointless, including suicide.
>>43436344i can find a point to live in another mans arms but, its not like such moments can substitute for a life
its a hard cycle to break
>>43435816run out of money
>>43435816I bed rot bc I’m too noncommittal to kms
>>43436636i have no moneyim a kept faggotim just entirely without hope or purpose or means of my own
