and when did you become, at least in your mind, too masculine to pass?passing is straight gene lottery kaiposting unrelated
>>43437053>when did you become, at least in your mind, too masculine to passit was over at 16
>>43437053how old is that girl
>>4343706717
>>43437053heightsomewhere between 15-17 I think
>>43437053Well I didn't learn about medical transition as something that was real and not a tabloid thing until I was 15 but even then thought it was just via surgery I could never afford so about then, yeah
I trooned at 16 and it was too late, its literally all my face. Last time my face looked like it could be feminine was 13, so then.
>>43437075how tall
>>43437053Idk i just started
im poor
>>43437053>whats the main trait that is stopping you from making it?skull>and when did you become, at least in your mind, too masculine to pass?9 or 10
>>43437096six foot two (and a half)
i starte blockers as a early teen but was too late for a successful transition
>>43437053As an FTM I have everything going for me but my voice is slightly bad
>>43437053In order of importance:heightribcageshouldersReally they’re all pretty much equally bad.I had my growth spurt at 13 and none after. By that point my body was already fully developed except for body hair and it was too late.>>43437226Hey, my same height.twins :D
>>43437053Idk, face wise never but body wise it was over by the time I was 12-13 I guess
>>43437053Shoulders > Face > Ribcage
>>43437053That twink has decent fashion and makeup
>>43437751the best, i would say99% of /tttt/ wouldn't be able to pull this off
>>43437053from the ME single child and i don't want to break my parents heart
Romanticizing my own suffering. thinking it was some deserved retaliation on the part of the universe for all those things that people told me about myself, and internalizing the things they said until I genuinely believed, when I figured out being trans was a thing, that I was just tricking myself for the sake of trying to explain my depression. If I could explain it I might be able to fix it, and I supposedly deserved it, so being able to fix it must be impossible, so trying to find an explanation must be self deception etc etc
>>43437053My set of internal symbols that I use to think about myself and events with are fundamentally masculine therefore I cannot behave authentically feminine, rather just emulate the effeminacy from sheer pattern recognition
>>43441881also I'm autistic too 10 years of HRT doesn't really matter if you're just autistic
I make up for my honness with severely terminal behavioral MEF. I don't look that bad but still my proportions are off. The moment I start acting like a fruit everything is fine.:)
height, ribcageif I could be a breedable little twinkhon I'd be happy
>>434370534
>>43437053Autism, avolition, disassociation, depression, dysgenic genetics
>>43437053everything
probably 13 for me. i was 5'9 by 12 ish and finished most masculinization by 13
>>43437053people have hangups about starting hrt now? i literally started after binging on sissy pmv and fast forward 6y no one knows i used to be a boy
>>43437053>jew starOh im laughin
>>43437053>whats the main trait that is stopping you from making itdebilitating executive dysfunction since early childhood due to several cucking factors
>>43437053Idk probably when I turned 14, because then my body became super masculine. Surprisingly my face is still in twinkhon territory.
>>43437053Disgusting lanky ectomorph shoulders and arms that set off my uncanny valley. Definitely would not
>>43447763i would hope you wouldnt considering this is a minor
shoulders and face: 16
>>43437053>whats the main trait that is stopping you from making it?voice which i fucking hate bc even with voice training i sound like a tranny to everyone>when did you become, at least in your mind, too masculine to pass?16-17
>>43447763fuck you