After living as a transwoman for 11 years I've come to the conclusion it's a humiliation fetish. Literally any trans porn it's always "yeah look how small my cock is compared to yours daddy" all while wearing high heels in fucking bed, and I've done that without even thinking about it. I don't think that's female sexuality. I've only been with men and I like them for the most part, not the fact they all act like players or pretend they are Soldier Boy from the Boys show, but it seems like I'm doing it to appease some other person in my head like a watcher who wants me to degrade myself for pleasure. I pretty much am a normal woman in my daily life but God damn if I'm on a date I become some kind of bimbo whore slut and I can't wrap my mind around it. Is it men's pheromones? Are pheromones even real? Is AGP real? If I have agp every other tranny must have it too, especially those peice of shit trash transbians.
>kaylahmmmm....
or maybe you just have that fetish and it's not really related to who you are
>>43437233I have a fetish for the "big package" women's panties like that
I have lesbian sex with my wife
You have a fetish and the rest of us are normal
>>43437233the trans porn I read is like "let me hug you and tell you everything will be okay and I love you" and then I cum
>>43437233>we analyze people's behavior based on how they're coerced into acting by a highly abusive industryhmmmAlso yes trannies have a stronger than average reaction to androstadenione or whatever it's called. Boysmell is real.
>>43437408waow
>>43437409straight tranny cope
>>43437430Actually it's real. Trannies regardless of orientation show an elevated hypothalamic response to androstadenione once puberty starts prior to any HRT.
>>43437478Boysmell makes me do stupid shit. Like I take a whiff of a dude and i have his balls in my mouth in an hour.... and I'm still std free can you believe that!!!!
>>43437233Are you choosing to embrace this identity or are you trying to reject it? There's a route where you continue doing as you are, but decide it's not about humiliation.And there's also a route where you accept and embrace the reframing of everything in terms of humiliation.
>>43437505I haven't been that affected by boysmell in a while but I think it's because of Dutasteride or something. But also sex freaks me out so I instead just go home and cry because I'm afraid to make a move on a guy.
>>43437233>it's a humiliation fetishIt certainly was for me as I trooned for MEF reasons. But now it's not that anymore.
>>43437561>humiliationWhat part was humiliating to you? What's it like without all that tying you down?
>>43437233>i’ve carefully analyzed porn and determined that it’s an accurate representation of human behaviour very normal woman coded indeed
>>43437585>What part was humiliating to you?Well, I wanted to be a submissive straight woman. So I actively sought dominant men who would put me in my place. The thing is that I wanted that and enjoyed it (and still do, at least sexually).But since the initial motivation was emasculation, living as a woman felt humiliating until I made cisf friends who socialized me and taught me how to woman. Slowly, over the years, I got to soulpass (to use this board's language) so now it's no longer humiliating.
>>43437233everyone knows you’re a weird fetishist, kayla, you didn’t have to make a thread about it
>>43437625>put me in my placeIt's kinda silly how it feels like this entire board is all harboring secret desires about being put in their place.
>>43437644>secret desiresIt was nothing secret in my case. I was very honest to myself and to the men I approached about what I wanted.I don't think the entire board is like that, though. Plenty of transbians and hsts. Nothing against them either, though they do hold it against me.
>>43437233You don't think wanting to feel small, claimed and implicitly-protected by the guy you're fucking and arousing, is female sexuality?
>>43437233I would have fucked you like 10 years ago. You were a hot little slut.
>>43437692Nice tits id still fuck you then nvm
>>43437692Shit, there I go I'm a fucking slut waht the fuck is wrong with meI need a daddy to shut my whore mouth up with his fat cock and makenme his wife
>>43437692Okay, i've decided i don't care about the whole humiliation ego crisis. Kayla deserves to be pinned, before she even has time to take of her heels. That's just how it is.
>>43437233>I pretty much am a normal woman in my daily lifeI believe this>>43437233>God damn if I'm on a date I become some kind of bimbo whore slutwere you like this before you transitioned - like a sex fiend?And whats your view on trump right now?
I've only worn soft panties for over 12 years even when I was a guy ._.U know what happens to a pp in panties for that long?
>>43437692
>>43437729Gatt daym
>>43437729>>43437742My search for the perfect woman is over.
>>43437742Kayla, was this thread just an excuse for you to fall into your depths, or are you surprised to find yourself fallen like this?>U know what happensYou shrink. Become more like a woman.
>>43437742what happens
>>43437803Ur pp becomes soft and girly>>43437775Only as long as ur 30 to 45 years old. That's my dating pool
>>43437692I refuse to believe this is natural trans breastsThis is a picture of a cis woman
>>43437644it's not a secret at all...
>>43437843There's lots of openness, but half the time even the ones that don't admit to it are also daydreaming about it.You're being open about it, but did you know, when you admit things like that, you're prettier when you smile whilst doing it.
>>43437923>You're being open about it, but did you know, when you admit things like that, you're prettier when you smile whilst doing it.this is just a trick to get me to smile anyway just because I'll admit stuff here doesn't mean I'd easily admit I want to be put in my place irl
>>43437974>trickTrick? No trick. I'm just letting you know that everyone else will be happier with a pretty face admitting something like that. You're admitting something you confess is embarrassing, it's obviously being done for everyone else's benefit. So they can know what you are.Give it a try, next time you leave a message like that, put a little smile to let them know it's for their benefit.
Right so basically it's established we all wanna be fucked in our ass and told were good girls
>>43438038Of course, cutie. Just be a good girl and smile. Let him handle the rest.
>>43438103Squeaky noises
>>43437818>>>43437692I am. So, when can I start latching on those milkers?
>>43438167There it is, we don't need any of that stupid talking business. You've built that body to let him know what you want. To be held down and fucked and assured that you're doing exactly as you're supposed to. That you're a good girl. Because you are.
>>43437408
>>43437233retard alert
lets see you dressed like this Kayla.
>>43438383Man. Slutty transgender women really are gods gift to the world.
>>43437233its almost like its porn made for men retard.
>>43438383Vlad straight up scares the shit out of me because I called it day one. I've saw his first fucking time cross dressing and knew it from how fucking happy he got. Just like I called out "Joe Goes" when he did that trans dress up service in an attempt to mock them and basically he literally fucking ended up passing better than them even with mannerisms Really crazy how many men really can be women on a hair trigger. Anyway I do dress like that silly Billy
Do I look better with a tan or when I'm creamy white?>imagine if I really went cockless
>>43437233at least you are honest about being a fetish. we need to ban trans """healthcare""" to troon chimps
>>43438474No replies means I should lose the cock, snip snip
>>43438527you bragged about getting the snip on this board and even posted a relatively convincing pic.you're such a liar, kayla.
kayla might be a self hating, mentally ill, agp shitposter who cant transition out of being a 4chan user but at least she knows her place as a receptacle for chaser cock
>>43437233>After living as a transwoman for 11 yearsappeal to authority, strong start>Literally any trans porn it's always "yeah look how small my cock is compared to yours daddy"stop watching that shitty porn>all while wearing high heels in fucking bedsee above>and I've done that without even thinking about it.why?>I don't think that's female sexualitycorrect its porn-brain sexuality. porn for men tends to feature such things, cis or trans.you will never find lesbians shoving the stilettos they walked in up each others coochies irl but in porn that's table stakes>I pretty much am a normal woman in my daily life but God damn if I'm on a date I become some kind of bimbo whore slut and I can't wrap my mind around ithussy moment>Is it men's pheromones? Are pheromones even real? Is AGP real? If I have agp every other tranny must have it too, especially those peice of shit trash transbians.youre hsts honim a transbian and ive never debased myself for a woman (female or otherwise)get some standards
>>43437233I have a big cock and I like being teased about that, it's the opposite of a small penis humiliation fetish. A girl I'm in love with one time in bed asked me what a pretty girl like me was doing with something this big and I got really flustered
>>43438383how in the hefl are they shapped like that?
>>43438456he stills sounds like a six foot russion
>>43437233>That little bit of bushHNGGGG IM ON SUM KING OF THE JUNGLE TYPE SHIT.
>>43437750
>>43438474cockless with white skin
I've been repping for 6 years and you're still larping about srs, crazy. See you in another 6 years (I will still be repping)
>>43440424Hot
>>43440424This place is giving me raceplay worms, and I don't like it >.>
>>43437505>>43437233I hate you so fucking much you are a disgusting late transitioner due to a fetish and projecting your paraphlic fetishistic tendencies onto others. Have some fucking shame and decency
>>43440630Well im a redhead so my skin changes color like crazy. If I use the right sunscreen i can get deep tan and in like 3 months I could be snow white again and then be red as a pig.
>>43437233>Is AGP realThis sounds like bimbofication. Tell me are you secretly a conservative politician?
>>43438383Nice man arms
>>43438474An angel doesn't clip it's wings>>43438988
>>43440884Angels would sacrifice their wings for the common good
>>43440884>>43440891Can't labia be considered wings?Anything is better than the preparation for anal
>>43441049tfw a tranny isn't fibermaxxing
>>43441058I'm full carnivore
>>43441088no wonder...
>>43441120What does that mean?
>>>>43437233idk sounds like a you problem if you're enjoying porn made for straight men>>43437644me wanting to get beaten up isn't a "oh i'm so pathetic" thing i want a respectful and loving relationship where i can safely indulge my masochismim agp as fuck and somehow less of an insane freak than all of you wtf is happening
>>43438456Sandals in the bed!? You are filthy
>>43437233Idk what schizo rambling this all is idc. I wanna pound the bitch's throat until she somehow ends up even dumber.
>>43437478Say this again in common American so I can understand
>>43441213Those are literally fuck me shoes that never go outside, i have seveal pairs for when guys come over. I don't wear shoes in the house at all. I leave my shoes by the door. But I guess a transbian like you couldn't wrap your head around trying to appease your bf because you either date a fat cis female goth pig who's into invader Zim or you date another horse faced troon with an Addams apple the size of a fist
>>43441331>Staying barefoot in the house.Good girl.
>>43437478Do tboys on t have that? Please tell me they do
>>43441331Fuck me shoes implying those arnt the ugliest nana sandals you can find
>>43441370Holy fuck its casting a shadow
>>43437233The "pornified" look on a cis/trans woman never appealed to me. I like my women more plain.
>>43437505My gf makes me go on dates with men
>>43437818Small , limp, premature, sensitive
>>43438527If you do anything to that cute little penis I will kill you.
>>43441847I'll probably get snipped unless you claim me
