I dont know what to do somebody please help Hi 4chan Im back again. It all ends the same, inevitably itll always end the same I know it, I knew it. Its been weeks now since my ex broke up with me, he was so nice, I dont know why he wont accept my apology, he inists that I did nothing wrong. I know I did, says hes busy especially now that hes taking t and isnt able to treat me right. He hasnt messaged me for the past few days, he always checked up on me. I said I didnt want to talk to him but turns out I just didnt want to face him. It all ends the same, I told him it would. There was this girl too, when I was in middle school, 8th grade, we were dating for a bit, this was when I was living with my grandparents. She was cheating on me, I think I knew deep down, I knew that she would leave too. At the height of our 6 months together she insisted, I dont know if she did, it was on the bus, making out, one thing led to another but it didnt get very far cos her stop wasnt far. So then it was one time, she was in a bad mood and it was crowded. I did it I did it, I did it I slipped my fingers just like before. It wasnt long before I realized what I was doing. She said I raped her too I think I dont know I dont know I really dont, and Im too afraid to face it cos Im a fucking coward. I think I killed my dad too, they say its cancer but I think I killed him too. Its all selfish, I cant love, I say Im doing all this to make people happy but its just a cheap way for me to get off. No matter what I do itll always be this way, because thats who I am and thats what I want to be, a pig dog rapehon living piece of the lowest scum desperately trying to prove to herself that she isnt. I dont even deserve to be called a she. Im so sorry, I really didng mean to. I think he hates me. I wish that someone would rape me instead. I dont care what I didnt do, it hurts so much, I dong wang to hurt anyone.
>>43441290hello friend you should try taking a breathe and working on an activity you enjoy while your emotions settle i don't intend to be invalidating
>>43441290Put it in a greentext retard.
>>43441695>non-consensualy stuck a finger in his 8th grade girlfriends butthole on the bus because she was cheating on him>prayed to jesus that his dad got cancer then his dad got cancer and died also he stuck his finger up his dads butt non-consensualy>boyfriend was busy researching jawmaxxing techniques and ignoring OP so OP stuck a thumb up his butt. unclear if this was consensual or not but now ex-bf is not returning OPs calls, this may because it was a non-consensual slippery finger or because the BF is engrossed in his research
>>43441290>chatgpt tldr for anyone not interested in reading this garbage:A person is spiraling after a breakup, blaming themselves for everything, obsessing over past actions, and convincing themselves they’re fundamentally a bad person who deserves punishment.
