>>43458787
same way you get yourself out of other executive dysfunction holes: split down the task further and further until it's trivial enough to do the chunk with a nudge that you can generate
e.g. first you need hormones
if diy, you need to order them
if you need to order them, you gotta know where
if you don't know from where, ask in the right places
also figure out what type to get, so get your ass to >>/hrtgen/ and ask
(if you can swing informed consent or legit, first step is to be able to get to the place and schedule an appointment)
continue that further until it's "dial this number and read out this autism-tier script that gets me to appointment scheduled" or "go to this url, add this to basket, push order"
if you need grooming to that effect, post disc and I can be of service, I helped another anon a few years back and now she's out to her mom, on the legit mones and smiling and doing irl friend stuff (last that I heard from her, long story with me being a piece of shit)

>>43459014
Okay sure I'll explain my situation more through discord

My user is de4mative

>>43459082
cool cool, I've sent you a rq but I'll write tomorrow since it's late af here and I should be catching some sleep for work and all

crazy. i knew at 11 but i failed to get puberty blockers in time and decided to have kids instead. cracked at 21 because im literally a homosexual male with extreme dysphoria. now im a manmoding hrt repper and iwnbaw. idk why im comparing myself to you but that’s life nigga, move with sacks to the sun

>>43459014
thank you

Call up your mom and say, "Hi mom, I'm trans." And then immediately hang up.

She will call back and start asking a ton of questions but don't think about that. Just focus on the phone call. You don't need to explain anything, you're going to immediately hang up afterward. You're safe. Just keep thinking about that.