i cant believe that i took my handsome male face and body and decided to give myself tits, a surgical vag, a fat ass from estrogen, and let the hrt change the entirety of appearance all just so i could seduce hot straight men...... like, i cant even get pregnant. so what was the point of all this? why did i do it? it all feels like a mist that could only rise above my eyes until after i got srs. now here i am. a woman
>>43460576Of course you have penis envy now, you’re a woman!
>>43460576Nice bait, op
>>43460614im fr. i dont regret it though, just feel existentially confused. i got what i wanted in the end and have been dating handsome guys that would never have given me a second look before, but i feel like it was forces beyond myself at play to get me here. regardless, it was just gods plan. i feel like i can completely melt into a man now.
>>43460661Wait do you feel like you transitioned primarily to score hot guys rather than to be a woman? No judgement either way, just don’t think I’ve heard that one before
>>43460717yes, the first crush i realized i had was on a straight guy friend who played baseball and he would kind of flirt with me when i was a guy which i loved but it hurt me so bad every time he would choose a girl over me. i remember feeling so broken about it and i wondered, "is this how the rest of my life is gonna be? just yearning endlessly for the attention of a straight man who would throw me to the side so easily for a girl?" i felt such strong jealousy and as if my body was broken or not good enough for him. and back then, so many gay men would flirt with me but i was completely turned off by them when they talked in that stupid gay voice (even if they werent a twink it still turned me off). so my gender dysphoria started there and i decided to transition to never feel that way again with another straight man and here i am. a woman. that same guy i used to have a crush on hits me up now too, but my standards for men have now raised. i guess i didnt transition necessarily for hotter men, but i did 100% do it only for straight men. and now i have access to them, but whats left of me is an existential feeling of surreality over it all. why couldnt i just have been content sleeping with straight men as a gay guy, the pleasure of turning a straight guy gay must have been so immense. but the novelty is less now that theyre in abundance to me, so like every other woman i have become extremely picky on only dating a hot chad.
>>43460576Weird larp, but uh okay.
