Is it too late to change my (gay) hikkikomori ways? I feel like society doesn't especially want me to participate and is happier if I stay out if I won't "follow the rules" which means total social submission.
>>43461142I wish I had a gay hikki to financially support
>>43461150haha yeah that would be nice
>>43461142these things make me so sad
>>43461160he wouldn't have to follow any societal rules just let me spoon him while he rants about his autistic interests
>>43461235I know she probably didn't write any of her own songs but "Everytime" by Britney Spears is probably the song that sounds closest to being written by here, and apparently is about the aborted child she never had when she got pregnant while dating Justin Timberlake and he urged her not to keep it. The lyrics are rather heartbreaking in context:https://youtu.be/8YzabSdk7ZA>>43461246I want to hike and travel and have someone else to do it with. And I like writing. My autistic interests are like conspiracy theories about pop culture and religion and ancient civs I guess and figuring out weird secret overlooks in remote areas. Also, you are probably a tranny, but DAMN I wish I could find another gay to rescue me from perma-hikki-time.
>>43461142if you're aware of society's hostility toward you and you're not into submission then sociopathmaxxxing might be for youmask, lie, cheat, steal, have fun. the systems have developed to benefit us.
>>43461275>then sociopathmaxxxingso that's the other thingI'm totally unable to do tht stuff except in like emergencies. I feel really empathically connected with others and have a hard time keeping quiet when something is wrong. I've learned to shut down, but when I'm on, it sometimes troubles others. I've also been the target of so much pointless cruelty I would never do that to someone else unless they started something with me first.
>>43461273I'm a fag although unfortunately not in the position to support my stay at home husband yet. I like walking outside but when people say hike I get scared about it being hard. I love some good conspiracy theories and I have some interest in history and context for modern geopol shit. also I'm a top if it matters but I'm kinda an anxious neurotic mess when it comes to relationships
>>43461316my body is semi disabled and I cannot walk especially far but yes, it is still hard, hell even walking through a show cave is a good workoutthe hard part is like when you have to sit down and go down a rock where there's trail 5 ft down below, or going over fallen treestheres lots of agility stuff, it's unavoidable, but it's still not like hiking for multiple days straight, that's another world >but I'm kinda an anxious neurotic mess when it comes to relationshipsI want a guy who has interests and can maintain a conversation without me doing the heavy verbal lifting. I like to talk, but my experience has been most guys sort of use me like a toy and don't invest as much as I do in the relationship.
>>43461331I was 50% joking, I've done a few hikes and I do like them. I have interests and I can talk with people I get along with but I'm certainly more of a listener, but an active one who asks questions and stuff. I feel like I'm way more likely to get overly attached to you than treat you as disposable I'm pretty lonely too. btw you don't happen to drive a porsche boxster do you?
>>43461375>I was 50% joking, I've done a few hikes and I do like them.sometimes you are at the edge of a cliff and it's scary I mean you joke but wussies won't make it>but I'm certainly more of a listenernopeneed to find a guy who talks and has interesting things to say#1 bf goal I want to find someone who can offer their own input without being contentious or hostile or patronizing. >btw you don't happen to drive a porsche boxster do you?no
>>43461275>sociopathmaxxxingnta and not hikki, but i think my experience with GD + being cocsa'd made me an actual sociopath incapable of deep attachment.
