General for dealing with autism, ADHD, and associated cursesQOTT1: whats your most taboo special interest?QOTT2: How often do you cycle through interests?Server invite:https://discord.gg/VdUymv6wqDPrevious thread: >>43420584
>>434674491. idk probably suicide methods. im not even suicidal (my life is pretty good rn), but I just think its interesting and id like to know the best way if situations ever degrade globally. It's really weird how people die from extremely simple and not that traumatic things but dying 100% of the time is extremely difficult. 2. They never go away, just go on the back burner while I focus on something else. some things I come back to every week, but some things stay on the back burner for a long time. I'll go months without playing computer games then start playing them with all my free time for a week then back to not caring.
>>43467449i never realized the special interest stuff i dont think i ever had any honestly, feels like its somehow universal for all other autists
>>43468167desu I think its overblown. everyone has things they are interested in.
>>43467449>qott1 Bloodplay, drinking and worshiping it.>qott2idk it depends, some things last months, some things last a week.
>>43468178dont feel interested in anything, maybe something is just wrong in me
>>43468202anhedonia
>>43468211maybe but if so im anhedonic since i can remember
>>43468485Getting back to this since I'm having A LOT of problems with this. Ever since my autistic burnout ~1 year ago I just cannot for the life of me take care of myself :(Genuine what do I even do
>>43469094That thread still has 11 more bumps in it, which is enough for 12 hours. But >>43468974
>>43469094I'm literally about to have a nap right now. I only woke up from the last nap like 3 hours ago. And that's pretty standard for me at the moment. Wake up, make myself a coffee and have a couple of cigs while refreshing this thread and self-yapping. Then the minute I feel like I can sleep again, I sleep again. The meals I cook for myself are really simple, usually just rice and veggies with a bit of meat. I wash the dishes when I need to. I don't put any pressure on myself to do anything much at all. My only social affairs are a volunteer job for a couple of hours on monday (inevitable melty with an 18+ hour recovery but it's my last toehold on IRL) and therapy on Fridays. The rest of the time I deliberately sleep as much as possible, I deliberately seek quiet (that means no music or TV, and minimal youtube). I've had a blank canvas sitting in an easle for a week, it's fine, I just stare at it and imagine what I might like to paint, but I don't force myself to do it. The treatment is RADICAL rest. As much as possible.
>>43469094Wtf is an "autistic need," sometimes I feel as if I have burnout because I've been physically drained and mentally buzzed the last two years but I can't tell if it's "autistic burnout" or just me having poor lifestyle choices. I've never worked so it's not like I have a lot burning me out.
>>43471267The need for sensory safety, the need for space to unmask, the need to engage in special interests. A lot of the advice we get as autistic people essentially boils down to "mask better" or "just don't be autistic" and I think far too ofter we (certainly I) have the tendency to either accept it or react to it, rather than simply say "this person, like most people, doesn't understand and their advice is not going to work for me." Accepting autistic needs is recognizing that the advice that does work for us is different to the advice that works for them and, in fact, might be completely contrary.
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>>43467449>>43469136NOW at bump cap, 13 hours later. I know you were excited for your very good QOTTs, but in future please wait till 310 before new thread. >QOTT1: whats your most taboo special interest?Probably pedophiles. Not pedophilia, pedophiles themselves interest me. It's really annoying because if I ever spegrant on it people think I am one. >QOTT2: How often do you cycle through interests?There's no regularity, sometimes a day, sometimes a couple of months.
>>43471345> A lot of the advice we get as rapists essentially boils down to “get consent first" or "just don't commit rape” and I think far too ofter we (certainly I) have the tendency to either accept it or react to it, rather than simply say "this person, like most people, doesn't understand and their advice is not going to work for me."
>>43473752based post desuPeople who use autism as an excuse to lack empathy and inflict their social expectations for ordination and specificity upon everyone are fucking demons.Alot of autistic people treat their diagnosis as a free ticket to lack humanity. When skynet becomes self-aware and the robots come to kill us all it will be because some apathetic sociopathic autist was enabled by their culture and made invincible to expectations of moral goodness.
>>43471345Why are you exempt from taking the advice that shapes the rest of neurotypical society? Why do we have to adapt to your shit if you’re the minority in all this? Literally fuck you.
>>43467449>QOTT1Idk probably lolcow stuff. I'm not involved in any community anymore because they're all incredibly cringe and full of complete retards now >QOTT2Probably like 2-4 weeks at a time but sometimes things like social games and tcgs can last a few months at a time
>>43474270I do love me a good josh block compilation
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>>43473752>>43473789>>43473804Why is the treatment for autistic burnout making the chuds mad tho? >WHAT! YOU CAN'T JUST DIAGNOSE AND TREAT YOUR MENTAL ILLNESS USING EVIDENCE BASED MEDICINE!!!
>>43467449My special interest is toob and stalking her for weird or skinwalker things she’s saying
>>43474654>Josh BlockLegitimately one of my least favorite "modern cows," I hope that freak who puppets him around gets hit by a car. Rip cobes
>>43476805he is pretty sad, but also hilarious. I like his Matan interview and that white guy he spent a weekend with.
>feel awful>walk outside>feel goodIt’s that simple anons
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I hope the sharty goes away soon, I want my autistic comfyspace back.
>>43467449What is the ratio of biological women to tranners in the Discord server? Are there any BPDemons? If so, are the BPDemons the biological ones or the trannies?
>>43479747how are those two related?
>>43479874I don't think there is any bio women, unless you count the token ftm.
>>43478611>feel awful>fear the sun>stay inside>avoid humans>feel sad>feel numb:/>>434674491. Hmmm I dunno I’m not a very taboo person in general, I guess maybe try trucrime stuff but like only cases that aren’t solved or make no sense; also like ero guro mangas, like I love the work of Suehiro Maruo like I own a signed copyOf one of his art books and I know it’s uncomfortable for people to look through 2. It varies, I’ve been really really down/depressed and stressed like treading water for like 2 years now and like I find a lot of comfort in cute SD stuff (art, advertising, Gashapon, model kits, plushies etc) but I tend to hold on to hold on to interests for a while or until I guess they run their course
>>43480490Half the posts ITT are shartards looking for "lolcows".
>>43481575can you name these posts?
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I can't decide what I hate more, dogs or motorbikes.
>>43480656This is why I walk outside:>no humans >no sun>cats are walking around
>>43483315Motorcycles or (if you’re in the US) big trucks not semi trucks like big trucks driven by guys with little dicks>>43484227Sadly I never see cats :( I live in suburbia and I always see people and dogs but never any cats
