I really only want to be a woman when im alone and isolated. My “dysphoria” is just intrusive thoughts that spring up when my mind isn’t being stimulated. When I’m out among other people and socializing as a man I feel fine being male and don’t think about gender at all. Only problem is I have severe social anxiety so it’s hard to be around people constantly. But if I could fix that then all my dumb gender thoughts would go away for good
being a neet and going on the computer 16 hours a day and being told by my computer thousands of times that being a man is bad and being a woman is good made me want to be a woman, except i dont actually and i hate this shit and i want to make it stop but i cant no matter how much proof i gather of what a fucking phony i am
>>43471035same too real