i'm not a woman. every single aspect of my existence is designed to remind me of this fact. i am not a woman. everything i do to learn more about what it means to be a woman and whether i really am one or could become one only serves to reinforce just how much of a woman i am not and can never be. if i really was a woman, womanhood and femininity would come naturally to me, and it doesn't. this has all been a mistake. i've been lying to myself for years, for nothing. i disgust myself. i've never really wanted to be a woman. how this thought ever entered my head i don't know, but theres nothing to be done about it anymore. i am not a woman. i can never be a woman. i do not want to be a woman. maybe if i tell it to myself enough i'll believe it someday, just like i managed to make myself believe i wanted to be a woman in the first place. its pretty obvious though that theres only one real way to make it stop. heres hoping i get the balls (ha ha) to do it sooner rather than later. just a pathetic man, so pathetic
>>43471190You just need a good fuck to become docile.
>>43471190Transwomen aren't literally women.They have male bodies and male minds with some body plan incongruence, feminist psyops, and at least partial homosexuality.That's it. You can be a transwoman too.
>>43471255i do not want to be a woman. i am not transgender. i promise
>>43471332uh huhSounds like you need to become an estrogenized male with she/her pronouns
>>43471354i feel sick no matter what i doif i think of myself as a man i'm sickif i think of myself as a woman i'm clearly not and i'm sick
>>43471190You will never be a man
>>43473272i'm a man, i've always been a man, i'll always be a man. my confused desires are meaningless
