Why not just accept yourself as a gay man, instead of insisting you have to waste your life pretending to be a woman?

>>43471306
requesting thoughts on voice
voca.ro/1omoldNLO3pt

>>43471362
you sound like a man your voice is deep why are you asking repgen

>>43471362
your voice is very pleasant idk about all the rest of that though
but speak some more

>>43471388
idk nona
>>43471430
https://voca.ro/15R8qXC91SlM

you ruined it

>>43471306
no drivers license rip
>>43471362
from what i know your voice has to be real fucked up for it to not be able to train it to something that's fine with a bunch of practice. you'd probs get more knowers asking any other thread
i have too much fun having a bit of a fagcent though

how do u cope?


Do u use escapism? try to find a creative output for your pent up emotions or do you wallow in misery.

>>43471795
NOBODY in repgen has a fagcent

>>43471807
what, i've just been trying to take gincel's extremely helpful advice

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>fixing dad's pc
>remove at least 50 scammy chrome extensions
>instantly a million times faster
>wonder where he could be getting this shit from
>open history
>its filled with shady streaming sites and ad clicks from them because he cannot into torrenting
>and sissy hypno
>so much sissy hypno
>second most popular porn category: transgender
fuck
this shit runs in the family, doesnt it

>>43471907
what the fuck?? Istg i feel like trannies have been quietly uprising. at least pornwise

>>43471907
ahAhahahahahaahhhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha genuinely this happened to me too when i was 14
note to geeps: do not borrow your dads ipad

>>43472217
my dad is just into normal "barely legal" cheerleader porn and really boring suff
and im just a normal effeminate gay guy

why do we all know our dad's porn habits. maybe the conservatives are right

Just so you guys know i have no clue what my old man's porn habits are and im not interested in knowing

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>>43471362
https://voca.ro/1lvUqWgmjKEb

>>43472285
he asked me to fix his pc all the time

>>43472231
giwtwm

the difference between makeup on a moid skull vs a feminized gayfaced one and how they relate to transition outcomes

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someone write the paper

>>43471907
>this shit runs in the family, doesnt it
It does. My dad told me unprompted that he'd be okay if I troon out.

>>43472917
so do it already

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I haven't drank alcohol for 1 whole day

>>43471907
>>43472917
>repper dads
when i told my brother I was going to transition, he told me "he had similar thoughts at that age" and he's big, masc, married and has a kid.
Reppers, please don't date and reproduce unless your partner knows and understands the possible outcomes.
>>43472917
you should do it

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How to repress not having a penis when I look at so many asses presented to me :(

I don't drive after my car was totaled by some cunt trying to bypass me on a through roundabout on a motorway.
Scariest shit.

so you're lowreppingly telling me I can't be an anime girl?

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>>43473678
you can, but you will need a different kind of therapy

femrepping fathers make agp daughters

>>43473585
>he told me "he had similar thoughts at that age"
ooof
does he seem happy? how's his married life maybe this is hopefuel

>>43469938
this thought is scary. it's especially scary though imagining if my daughter was trans and having to go through some first hand experience of this id probably end it

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>>43473537
Repping without substance abuse is peak human experience

>>43473875
if I had money I'd buy this. Not LYING I want to look down and see boobs so bad.

t. poor neet who lives with mommy and daddy despite being 33

>>43473989
You can make VR glasses with a phone app and some cardboard you can buy online for like $10.

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It must be nice to wear a skirt in public

>>43474033
Just like you can make a phone with two plastic cups and a string.

>>43471306
take your HRT, retards

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In this economy I just don't see myself having the money to do the things I want before I hit 50, I am doomed to become a sissyhon

It would be nice to have hairless legs, I always wear jeans cuz I hate looking at my legs

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idk why im on the fag board anymore tbhdesu. i guess its just habit at this point. yeah technically i still have the tranny thoughts, i dont think they can truly be gotten rid of, but im pretty much over it at this point so there's not really anything for me here anymore

>>43474704
no <3
>>43475031
look i get what thread we're in but this is maybe the most fixable of all of the problems. buy some nair i believe in you

>>43474704
1.9m tall, wide ribcage, brow bone, why bother

>>43473989
I have a meta 3 and you can be an anime titty bimbo in VRchat but its kinda mid honestly. like its not real enough

>>43473903
Id have a hard time if I had a ftm daughter, but one of the reasons im still repping is that I genuinely would like to have a daughter or even maybe a son
I think I'm gonna freeze my sperm

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who remember those?

I should just kms, maybe in the next life I'll be a woman

it takes some getting used to to look down when i’m in bed and see boobs

>>43475681
I had a big folder of like 20 of them but I lost them all.

>>43475681
my fav is the one of the tranny who tells you to repress and how the other repressors she helped to transition were different to you

>>43475681
Guys looking at this bug eyed nigger art puzzles me. So this is the reason you want to be a girl?

>>43476657
No. I want to be a girl because during core, identity formative years of my life boys and men treated me as an other while girls and women treated me as a friend. However, as a male socialized individual, anime was the only socially acceptable form of femininity for me to indulge in.

please make it stop

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>>43476657
It's the ultimate expression of beauty for the sake of beauty

>>43476817
no it's just neoteny. they're drawing long-limbed children and calling it beauty.

>>43474852
this looks really sweet when you think about how the western equivalent is a bunch of bald white men dressing up like prostitutes

>>43476677
That's no reason to throw your life away, because anime lol come on guy. Didn't you have any masculine interests?

>>43476915
>Didn't you have any masculine interests?
i did tinker with computers a lot, which is considered pretty masculine, but i have a feeling that's not what you meant.

>>43476915
I'm extremely masculine and anime has very little to do with my feelings, repression just isn't working anymore

ive never watch anime what is a good one

i dont want to keep hrtrepping i wish so much hrt did anything im no different than when i was just repping its all so doomed help

what did i do wrong to deserve this

guys just stop watching porn its fine when you focus more on real life than the fantasy idea of life you can never have

>>43477720
betrayed god and country to wank off wearing your mom's panties

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Being a chud repper is like the worst feeling in the world. Knowing I'm a revolting worm and nobody would empathize with me even if I was open and honest about my problems just makes it that much harder. Why the fuck did god even make me.

>>43477947
i don't watch porn!! i've felt this way before i'd even tried to watch porn, as i was raised christian. ya got better solutions?

>>43477947
dumb nigga

>>43477125
Ranma 1/2

>>43475031
even when I shave it grows back in like 2 days because I'm a Mediterranean beast
and when I do I can't wear shorts around the house because my parents will get pissed off if I do gay shit like not having gross legs

>>43473585
>Reppers, please don't date and reproduce unless your partner knows and understands the possible outcomes.
Well, that'd be me. I reproduced and my wife knows.
>>43473212
I have a clinic appointment. Worst case scenario I start next month. Actually no, that's the second worst scenario. The worst case scenario is I change my mind again.
I don't wanna be a transbian but I also don't want to age like a man. And I'm already fembrained. And get mistaken for a woman sometimes.
Le sigh.

I've been taking to secretly flipping off the women I want to look like the most; it's kinda satisfying, even if it just means I raise my middle finger by 2 mm
it's childish, I know, but if I could properly regulate my emotions I wouldn't be here

it's like i have to have my leg amputated to keep gangrene from killing me but no one can even saw it off for me

Hey repperanons, any of you cut?

Probably going to try, not really sure if there's a meta to it for the thigh area to make it safe or whatever for avoiding veins or nerves or whatever

>turn 29
>libido goes down
>/giwtwm/ thoughts go way down also
the chuds were right

>>43481105
For me this shit really started when I hit 29

>>43473585
>he's big, masc, married and has a kid
If anything this is proof that successful repping is possible

>>43480914
been awhile, i would always just use my outer thigh because it's easiest to cover. never really cut that deep
there are some important veins on the inside of your thigh but you'd be more groin area at that point. also don't do anything close to joints, i have one on the inside of my arm close to my elbow that healed in a kinda fucked up way because bending my arm would open it a bit
would also recommend not starting obv

I would have killed myself without antidepressants. I was getting really close to it. I guess I really do have something wrong with my brain.

>>43481222

I see, thank you. I tried it once years ago on the outer thigh, but would always be paranoid that my hand would slip while holding the little blade. I even taped two rulers to it, so that a sharp corner only stuck out a little bit. Even so, I was fairly scared and just did light nicks on the skin, barely cuts. The urge has developed recently due to life being painful, worse than the urges to have tried it years ago. Thank you anyways for the information anon, if I do it I'd have done it anyways without your information, so don't take it as anything bad you did.

>>43481324

I feel you anon, though sometimes it feels like all the antidepressants do is numb everything.

I think the lack of female contact for over 27 years on this planet is starting to mentally get to me and giving me these weird periodic trannie thoughts. I dont even mind it when i look in the mirror or have a beard...Maybe im just depressed or something lol

>>43475161
how did you get over them anon?

>>43481800
np, and i will say that i feel much better for not cutting anymore, the emotional release is nice for a bit but overall not worth

>>43481105
that's kinda happening to me at 24 but I think it's just extreme depression and losing all hope, the dysphoria is still really bad but it's harder to imagine myself as anyone better

no i'm not misogynist look i know this porn is very degrading to the woman but i'm only looking at it so i can imagine myself as her so it's okay. where are you going come back

women are awful people
homosexuality is the ONLY ethical living system otherwise you are enabling toxic foidsimpery

>>43481932
1% of KHVs get randomly oneshot with intermittent AGP and science has no explanation for it. I'm sorry brother.

>>43482172
its weird tough, my agp is very sporadic (like max 2 times a year and for less than one month). I dont know how to explain it but the rest of the time i feel fine

>>43482133
>>43482140
synthesis: where is my bear bf to punch me during sex

>>43482194
That exact thing happens to me too. I can't talk about it with a therapist because it's such a non-issue but it's not *nothing* either. So I just ignore it and try to avoid tranny spaces when it flares up.

been on antiandrogens for over a year, looked in the mirror and i still look just as ugly and moided as ever because i had a really bad starting point, its like 10% better at most. its seriously over. i will never forgive my parents for giving me ugly genes

>>43482372
if you dont mind me asking anon, how old are you? And yeah i feel the exact same way except that i feel like if i bring it up with a psychiatrist it will elevate this whole issue into another proportion

>>43482229
yes, hello, here
Do you like to top, miss?

>>43482229
>bear
why do all the girls here like bears

>>43482515
hairy person dating shaved person is the truest deepest essence of heterosexuality

>>43482506
getting punched while topping seems logistically difficult
anyway no
>>43482515
want to feel small, difficult unless he is large

>>43482542
why does it have to be WHILE?
couldn't the punching very well be a separate activity?
you are REPPERS right so using your MALE PENIS shouldn't be a problem since none of you are TRANS WOMEN defined by their refusal to use their male genitals sexually
right?

>>43482551
least annoying bottom chaser
anyway sorry for derailing the thread back to regularly scheduled depression posting

i can't take it anymore

I say I can't take it anymore, but I probably will.

holy shit my teeth are falling out aaaahhhhhhhhh and im fucking balding ass man large man i feel like demi moore but in the substance specifically after she fucks her shit all the way up

This shit aint nothing to me man
I'm reppin that shit that made Ted K lose his mind

Mom and dad, i-i need to take hrt. I'm serious I need to look like a girl!! yes i know im 33 and I've never displayed feminine behavior before

*dies*

>>43484438
>is 33
>thinks what mom and dad think actually matters
you got bigger problems, anon.
grow up, for crying out loud. this level of infantilization is depressing.

>>43484603
based boomer

>>43484611
I'm 27. Not being a child at 27 makes me a boomer now? grim.

>>43484603
It gets harder and harder to get your life on tracks, until then people will stay more infantile in their 20s, 30s and even 40s

>>43485550
sorry anon but I'm simply not buying that.
if a dysphoric hrtrepper retard like me living in the shit-tier part of europe could do it, then there's really no excuse other than purposeful choices.

>>43485566
Honestly it's more luck than effort/talent

>>43485566
do you pass?

>>43485655
bullshit cope
getting out and meeting people is not luck, it's a choice.
learning to control your marginal (and objectively uninteresting) obsessions and not blurt them out in public (thus weirding out 99%+ of humans) is a choice, not luck.
keeping a decent sleep schedule so you're awake when most others are and thus improve your odds at keeping a job and no longer be a rotting weirdo shut-in is a choice, not luck.
stop making excuses for retarded choices and start making superiour choices.

>>43485719
as a pooner, maybe, sometimes, lol.
most often I'm clocked exactly as what i am: a somewhat feminine faggot. I get clocked as more feminine if I open my mouth (weak puberty and quite fembrained by default).
iwnbaw but I'm so glad I no longer let that stop me from at least enjoying some parts of this life.
idk if estrogen made me more willing to approach men or w/e but i can't ignore the correlation either.

>>43485739
Not everyone has the gifts you have.

>>43485739
>had the drive for go-getterism
>did everything I could have
>life went to shit anyway
>lost my drive because why bother
Simple as