I've wasted my whole life being afraid of what others think, trying to appease everyone and everything. Failed my transition cause I spent all day here instead of making friends and trying to put effort into my transition. Ignored people that wanted me around, fell for memes. 24 and still alone still stupid with my actions. I want it to be over, I just wish my family loved me growing up. I wish I could've been happy, but I've just grown into a weird schizoid with a slipping grip on reality
sucks to suck
>>43473022Real
>>43473006saving ur picrel bc I haaaate being the ugly race
>>43473006I too have become a schizoid after years of self isolation and basically zero human interaction. I became so entirely inept at socializing, that at this point I am just better off just staying alone
>>43473114Which ones the ugly one to you?>>43473137I feel the same mostly but I keep trying to make connections and then completely retracting every time. I keep hurting people because of it. I don't wanna be alone but I feel like it's all I'll truly be comfortable with
>>43473137yuuuuup. actually made a couple friends last year i talked to regularly, have since ghosted them because i'm a piece of shit who gets what he deserves
>>43473006Yeah. Family is the worst. You have to live, no more surviving.
>>43473006literally meee except I’m 28 and have been like this forever
best time to start was yesterday second best time is now
>>43473336Smar and I'm thinking about doing it again>>43473563There is no life in this world>>43473601I don't see much better for myself in 4 years, I'm just scared ig. I wanted more but just don't think it'll happen >>43473835Kinda true but it's the consistency part that's hard for me
>>43473006Sounds like a community of reality denying schizos isn't the healthiest choice for you then.
>>43473891Idk what even is "community" I just post here cause I'm lonely and scared of people
i will never be a wasian
>>43473979I ain't either but a lot of people think I am
>>43473006>IwnbawYou know those rich billionaires who are on deaths door? You know what they have been investing in for decades? You think they have much time left before these investments bear fruit? Essentially, we are approaching an era where body modding will improve dramatically, due to rich people not wanting to die. These things will trickle down to the plebs eventually. Who knows what form it will be in, but you will very likely be able to become a woman at some point within the next two decades. Gender affirming care will only get better from this current point.
