Years ago I wished to look like a woman, and for once my wish was granted. I was very happy because whenever I went people gendered me as a woman so I shoved the “bdd” thoughts that I was ugly and masculine deep down and tried to believe the hugboxers for once. That is, until a friend took some pics of me showing me how ugly and unsightly I am when seen from any other pose than the selfie camera.I detransed and now I’m more miserable than ever, but sometimes I go look at the pics where I did pass and look cute seething at what could have been if I hadn’t been a disgusting, manly freak
>>43473930yes we know. record yourself from a far away distance to know what you look like and how others see you
>>43473938I look like a gremlin and an ugly fat freak
>>43473954yeah, i look like a bony goblin freak i get it. most people think they look much better than they do to be honest, and our "bdd" moments is just us realizing what we're actually like. are you able to change your appearance? if not, just give up on this aspect of life. getting a partner, the self image, find something that's still able to make you happy and live to experience that.
>>43474069Not even ffs could save me. I’m worse than Sophie
>>43473930Looks like kris
>>43474264LmaoKris mogs imo
>>43474379She's somehow cuter but still not passing, quite the odd corundum.Perhaps that's the platonic ideal of the Twinkhon, mogging all cis women but still looking obviously a natal male in a non-offensive, undefinable way.
