Is it even possible to find a handsome alpha male who will abuse and discipline me?Tall, smart and emotionally intelligent?Overwhelming majority of these guys seem to be straight.Is my better bet finding a gf to cuck me with a person like that?
It's possible, but you have to be attractive, not exude poor energy and hang out in classy places, not be a flamboyant fruit, have average IQ at worst, dress yourself well. You can be a tranny, but you have better odds as a cisoid.
>>43477980But I am poor. I don't have money for brand clothes. I'm a student.What kind of classy places
>>43477740>abuse and discipline>emotionally intelligentWaiter! Waiter! Another serving of fried ice please.
>>43478017You don't need expensive brands, just dress yourself well and don't act like a neurotic poorfag.
>>43478086>you can't be mentally illAh yes, this is where it all comes crashing down on me
>>43477740That's a long list of criteria to meet. Gay BDSM tops exist. Smart and emotionally intelligent guys exist. Tall guys exist. But all of those in one person? Possible, but so rare you're basically trying to win the lottery.The thing about people with specific interests is they're not only rare, but hard to build trust with, and just as picky about partners as you are. But if you keep that in mind and occupy spaces where they hang out (irl or online), you improve your odds of meeting someone who's interests align with yours. Just be willing to settle for less than perfection, because humans are never perfect.
>>43478116You can hide it, but since you're so uncertain in yourself it's unlikely you in particular will be able to.
