are trans women in a constant state of panic in public that someone is going to clock you? like you'll be found out and that something terrible will happen?this is how i'd be feeling 24/7 if i transitioned which is why i hrtrep
They should learn to fear me.No one else gives a shit, they're like, "oh it's a transwoman" or, "why is that gay guy wearin--ohhh".But II shall abduct themand get them as erect as possibleand feeeeeeeed
>>43486449No because I've always been different everywhere I go anyway. What does it matter if I physically look different? Still getting harassed either way.
>>43486449No, I'm stealtht. hrt 11 years
>>43486481so you've never felt that way?
>>43486512Sure, I felt that way early on, but aside from accidental misgenders it was unfounded... These days, I'm socially anxioys about other things lmao (and I misgendered even accidentally anymore)
>>43486655do you think someone with severe anxiety about this shouldn't transition
>>43486449not really, but where I live is pretty safe and queer friendly, though you don't have to go far to find right wing people eitherI feel I'm fairly clocky but most people just think I'm pretty regardless if they know I'm trans or notI also get misgendered a lot but appearances are whatever because all the people in my personal life respect me and treat me how I like
no I don't live in Brazil no one is gonna rape and murder me for begin a twinkhon
>>43486685just transition because any anxiety you have pre-transition is worse without the clarity from post-transition; if you're living as yourself, your true self, you will at least feel more grounded and if you really do need hormones, you will feel way better for taking them
>>43486708i am on hrt but unironically due to agp so i'm not really a woman, more a guy with a fetish, don't really know what to do
>>43486449I don't pass so I know for sure people clock me
>>43486761but how do you feel around people
>>43486772Like I want to be away from them
>>43486753either you gaslit yourself into believing that or you just live as a guy or nonbinary, simple as thatthough it sounds like you want to experience another side of life? since you're hrt repping like lol
>>43486792how do you present? would you be happier presenting masculine so that nobody pays attention to you
>>43486809i wish i was a woman but purely for fetishistic reasons yes
>>43486815I sometimes present masculine and sometimes feminine depending on amount of effort I can put in to get ready. I feel about the same either way. I do not pass as cis of either.
>>43486825so try living as a woman you freak
>>43486853i don't want to as like i said in the op it would make me anxious 24/7
>>43486861whatever, no one can fix you but yourself so just keep living and you'll find answers... or not.... just remember you can always try if it feels right
>>43486685I had a lot of anxiety about it, I boymoded for the first year and a half... Got my feelings hurt plenty for being misgendered, but now that kinda stuff doesn't bother me and it happens like maybe a few times a year.I honestly was considering just staying on hrt and pretending I was male, the hrt made me feel so much better on its own. After enough time passed I malefailed as much as I got clocked and figured I'd go for it, now I'm stealth and have been for like... 8 years I think.
>>43486449I feel like this as a hrtrepper also
I have anxiety, OCD, and CPTSD. Guess.
>>43486449are you as a hrtrepper in a constant state of panic in public that someone is going to clock you?
Im starting to have that fear go away as Ive been girlmodding without getting clocked. The biggest learning curve for me was piss-passing in the public restroom
>>43486449Didn't read but nice Blackfooted Ferret I got to take some pictures of the ones living in the Badlands national park they're pretty cool
>>43486449Im stealth but sometimes if I'm having a bad day I'll get anxiety about something specifically like voice
I think of myself as putting on a show and I don't mind if the locals want to examine me.People respond to your energy. If you don't give a fuck, they don't give a fuck. Or at least they don't feel threatened. If you give a fuck, they definitely give a fuck. They might not even know what is off about you, but if you go around looking paranoid and scared people are going to look at you and infer that maybe there is something to be afraid about.
