My transitioning failed, finding friends failed, finding a lover has failed. I can't deal with this anymore, how do people even cope with this shit? I've been out as trans for my family for about a year now, but my dad still calls me by my deadname accidently or just refuses to say any name, and hrt barely does anything to my body. I don't think that I'll ever be able to do anything else other than boymode, I'm just too ugly. My best friend left me about 3 months ago, and my exboyfriend(?) cheated on me. I'm not even sure how to deal with my trust issues, everything is just getting worse
>>43487672when it rains it pours
>>43487672You need to leave your family behind they’re having negative effects on your health obviously you need to move away and rebuild yourself from the ground up don’t boymode fagmode or honmode boymode just leaves you stuck at least with honmoding/fagmoding you get past the awkwardness and just get explore presenting feminine and stop calling that person your best friend because a best friend would stick with you through thick and thin they wouldn’t just leave you also idk how you live rn but clean up your diet eat proper 3 meals a day get on a consistent sleep schedule and start exercising more work out your butt and thighs for your figure get off the internet in total just go out and be in nature social media and the internet in general only serves to keep you down so don’t be on it as a baby tranny come back to it when you feel you’ve matured and get over your boyfriend they come and go it’s apart of life unless you’re somewhere it’s dangerous to even present as gay or femme never boymode it will literally ruin you more than anything else
>>43487672wanna be my friend
>>43487756what is fagmoding? and how is it different from boymoding
>>43487836Presenting as openly gay with your outfits and mannerisms boymoding is just wearing a hoodie and jeans like a fat kid in middle school lol
>>43487756>You need to leave your family behindI want to, but I would neet to get in collage for that, which I'll get to know in about 2 months if I got in, if I didn't then it's just over, I'd have to stay here. I'm also very mentally ill and I can't take care of myself alone.>don’t boymodeI don't pass, and like this I can at least blame the fact that I don't try enough, so that's the reason I don't pass>stop calling that person your best friendyou're right>eat proper 3 meals a dayI can't do it, I'm not good with eating, as much as I want to eat I'm just not able to eat a lot>work out your butt and thighsI used to do squats very often but lately I've been losing motivation to work out, I won't ever girlmode anyway so why try>get off the internetno thanks, where I live there are no third spaces that I could go to>don’t be on it as a baby trannyI've been trans for about 2 years now, I'm not a baby tranny>unless you’re somewhere it’s dangerous to even present as gay or femme never boymodeIt's dangerous here>>43487757yeah sure, but I don't hold my hopes high to be honest
>>43487869do you have a discord i could add? im nice i promise
>>43487869where you from?
>>43487920senko0402_36168>>43487928eastern europe, hungary
>>43487869If you’re from hungry not much i can tell you sorry
>>43487950ouch, im from greece and its a shithole for trannies here 2
>>43487920how did it go
