I really don’t know hot posting here works, but I just wanted to share how I’m kinda miserable right my boyfriend, who is gay, and I am bi. Both of these are important to what’s been weighing on me, because I think I’m trans and I really don’t know what to do. I try to avoid thinking about it but before bed every night it haunts me, why can’t I be pretty? Why can’t I just have been born a girl? And the sort just press down on me more and more every day. It’s bad to the point where I hope my friends joke about me being a “foid” or say something that makes me feel girl-ish. Every day I yearn more and more to be something I can’t be, whether it’s because I don’t want to break my boyfriend’s heart, or because of my family or friends or whatever. I came here because I know other people are miserable too and I was hoping to find solace in that.
Accidentally made a typo in the title as I was uploading it (vm) and one in the first sentence (accidentally said “hot” instead of “how) sorry:(
>>43492737Bro just go anywhere else.
>>43492737you should transitionrepressing for other people will just make you more miserable in the end
>>43492737repression only makes things worse in the long runyou need to have a talk with your boyfriend. Maybe he'll be okay with it, maybe unbeknownst to you he's bi or pan, maybe everything goes bad, but you should talk to him about your feelingsand while I won't say you absolutely should jump straight to transition, it's not an unhealthy thing to explore your identity
>>43493739I would but there’s already a lot going on in his life too, and I don’t want to make things worse for him
>>43492737please please please PLEAAAASE get off this website while you can. it wilö do nothing but fill your brain with worms and radicalize you into self hatred. if you have any respect for yourself you will leave and never return.
>>43492737You should not be on here for your own psyche's sake
If you're a woman you're probably not going to be able to stay with a gay guy unless he's a big old chud
>>43495121>>43494415>>43492756Listen to these anons, this board will only make what you're dealing with worse. If it turns out you are in fact trans, there are better online places to find community and support. This place is literally just people bitching about how they'll never pass + should kill themselves, and feeding each others worst habits and insecurities. There's nothing here for you.
>>43494389say you give him 10 yrs to get his life happy and then he leaves you right after, would it have been worth it to wait
>>43492737stay here if you want to be miserable with the truth.
