After decades of struggling, I've decided to leave this life. I've tried very hard to make myself work, and many people tried to help me, but nothing really worked out. I recently turned 40, and at this point it's clear that I can either continue living in horrific misery, or I at least end my life with dignity.Let me be clear: I don't encourage anyone to do the same. I truly believe that life IS worth living for most people, and that it's an incredibly good idea to try things like therapy and creative projects, changing your environment, exercise, even psychiatric meds. My decision is 100% personal and I would not suggest this to anyone. I will also not share my method of exiting because it won't be a "gesture" but rather a peaceful, efficient, and dignified way to leave this life.I have some thoughts and ideas that I do wanna share with the world, and I wanna spend some time with the few loved ones I still have. I will also quit my job and change my legal name and gender, so they legally have to bury me with my real name (I hope).As for this board ... as cursed as it is, it helped me meet a few interesting people and also provided a place to share experiences and vent. Idk if lurking and posting here actually helped me in any way, but it did made me feel less alone fwiw.Goodbye and see you on the other side, nonas.Pic unrel :p.
>>43494216I wish i wont be next, i still have plenty of time, im 21..
You WILL be back.
>>43494216May you find peace
Do a flip
>>43494216I hope your last days here arent badCya on the other side
>>43494474Gogo, you have so much in front of you at 21 :). Make it count.>>43494476I mean, maybe? Like I said this is not some meme acute emotional decision I'm not like crying and then making a "gesture" by trying to hang myself with an extension cord :P.>>43494486Thanks anon.>>43494708Lmao>>43494773Thank you, I hope so too.
>>43494216>recently turned 402 and a half years for me, but I know I'll wuss out and just degrade furthergl anon, may you find peace
>>43494216even though I'm not that old yet, I'm reaching to the same conclusion. its just not worth it. better quit and maybe reroll if its possible
>>43494216ive attempted 3 times in the past. Obviously our situations aren't the same but if you wanna talk about anything I really would love to listen to you :(
>>43494216>I have some thoughts and ideas that I do wanna share with the worldplease don't leave with this stuff left undone.you matter and the things you want to say matter, and there are people who want to hear them.also, have you considered cryonics? if the issue is that under current conditions you don't consider your life worth living, and there are conditions you can imagine under which you would consider it worth living, i would look into it. the likelihood of success may be low, but the conditions under which you get a successful revival are likely to be much better than the current world. failure just means you stay dead, which is what your current trajectory is aimed at anyway.
>>43494216i turn 30 soon and feel similarly, wisdom jades you, good luck nona
If that's what you want, then good luck and goodbye, nona. I hope you find relief from your suffering <3
>>43497956Fwiw you don't have to do it. But good luck to you too.>>43497997I personally don't believe that there is a reroll desu. Definitely not something I would count on.>>43498059My alt discord is suspiciouslysoftqt if you wanna talk, sure, even though I can't guarantee to be very talkative or interesting or anything like that I'm afraid.>>43498098Thank you, it's very kind of you to say that. I found that a very bitter silver lining to hitting my age while being a loser is that you eventually see all your ideas being realized by someone else. What I have in mind is more along the lines of a few blog posts that I'll show to people. I'd call it a "manifesto" but sadly this carries some very disturbing connotations today.I dont have the money for cryonics haha but it's an interesting thing to bring up.>>43498432Real. GL to you as well nona. But you're still very young btw, you will only realize how baby late 20s is as you get older. I suggest you give it a decade.
>>43498761>But you're still very young btw, you will only realize how baby late 20s is as you get older. I suggest you give it a decade.maybeeach of us have their own stories and considerations for why we wish to concludewe will see how i tolerate, suicide is seldom planned in excessim in no rush, for now. i wish you the best
>>43494216Since you're going anyway, let's see those limited edition titties
