Trans women should be kinder to each other. Going to be real with you. If you spend too much emotional energy caring about "rapehons", other trans women, or transbians.. it is because you're 1,000% insecure in your identity as a woman. You waste too much mental space on them. Gigapassoids aren't insecure, they just touch grass and live their lives. You're probably not a pretty gigapassoid. Some people judge you, have judged you, for similar reasons.. so I don't understand being cruel to other trans women. There's incidentally being uncomfortable when a trans women is awkward, but commenting, thinking about it too much, or consistently disparaging people is an extension of your own weakness. Those actions are all a -choice-. You guys spend too much time online. Attractive, normal people, do not have disdain for others in the way that you do. I know this because I talked to many people from the tranny discord servers and got to know them more intimately. *Most* people who are hard on transbians and hons don't have good lives. When you don't feel in control of your life, taking it out on others is the easy way out. That is internal weakness. In my opinion.. be excellent to each other.
>>43494680>Gigapassoids aren't insecure, they just touch grass and live their lives. yes>You're probably not a pretty gigapassoid.also yes>Attractive, normal people, do not have disdain for others in the way that you do.also yesso you figured out that people w/ good lives don't have to be cruel to others to vent , because they don't have enough to vent out to resort to such meassures...no shit??? are you just realizing this now?what do you expect me todo? yeah, i vent my frustration through idiots, what am i supposed to do abt it? how do you expect me to return kindness when i didn't get any?
>>43494868>how do you expect me to return kindness when i didn't get any?That's just a toxic cycle you're digging yourself into. It's just choosing your own pain. There's no honor in hurting others, there's another person on the other side of the screen. It facilitates more toxicity in the world. I guess ultimately, this is a game theory decision. You believe the world is cruel, no one owes you anything, and you don't owe anyone anything - if we all think like this, civilizations die. The overall good of humanity improves if we play the game the right way and become better together. Being kind does indeed make a difference in the world.
>>43494902nta and i dont verbalize my judgemental thoughts on others, but i just cant be happy in the body im in. i cant make a positive impact on the world when all i can think about is how hideous and undesirable i am. im sorry
>>43494932Trust me I went through a hellish life and I believe all of those reasons are still a personal choice. You have governance over your own mind as well. Despite that, I wish you well. I appreciate that you don't verbalize the thoughts. The thoughts are both wrong and unhealthy for you.
>>43494961some people dont have governance over their minds.
>>43494902what do you expect me todo? i'm miserable.how tf would i even do what you said? how am i supposed to vent my shitty life? and i have todo that to stay sane (unless i cope and lie to myself, which i refuse)
>>43495133talk to a therapist, sometimes they are free. there are a decent amount of free resources for lgbt people. try engaging in community. touch grass. don't care about hons, don't care too much about anything, just be carefree t b h. there's also a ton of spaces for trans people lol. in my opinion, there is a lot of support. if you don't feel comfortable talking to a therapist, grow some rapport with a friend and share mutual vulnerabilities. ultimately, take control of your life. -therapy-improve nutrition-get sunlight-touch grass-make friends-have sex-go back to school/get a better job-learn new skills-read-be happy-have fun-enter relationshipsit's easy and this list is pretty much free except for therapy. you can go on low cost dates, like the park. If all things fail, clean your home twice a week, brush your teeth twice a day, floss once a day, make your bed every single day, follow this no matter what and your life will improve. then eat better and hit the gym. >all sounds insurmountable because I think I'm not pretty etc excusesno one really cares, but if they do, you don't need to care lol. 100% of your problems are battling your own psychology. Once you realize your psychology is wrong, you are free.
>>43495327oh my god. fucking explode. you have such an easy time with your thoughts if you think doing any and all of that would solve anything.
>>43494680Trans women (particularly transbians) are actually too kind to each other, that’s why they’re the single most annoying demographic.
>>43495374it does lol i'm a biohacker. you can game your neurology, physiology, psychology very easily. jordan peterson is right, just making your bed does affect your brain chemistry. you need sunlight, babygirl.
>>43495399you can never be too kind lolwe should all aspire to be like jesus
>>43495425i do everything you listed except be in a relationship (when i was in one, id make him feel awful because of how mentally ill i was and he couldnt do anything to shut me up or make me happy). so explode please.
>>43495453oh and "be happy" what the fuck kind of advice is that
>>43495453there may be something else going wrong in your life so try to advance in your career, looksmaxx, keep focusing on improving. once again those mean thoughts are just unproductive. focus on being productive, an outstanding member of society, and hella up your net worth.
>>43495469lowkirk being happy is a choice lol! you are indeed in control of your inner monologue. you're also in control of what media you look at, spaces you exist in. my inner monologue"wow i"m so blessed""wow I have so many things to be grateful for""wow the world is such a wonderful place" "wow people are chill once you get to know them" if all else fails join the progressive church and be christlike. or what naruto and get inspired. he got the shit kicked out of him in life and is still the nicest guy. he literally me fr. naruto is lowkirk a buddhist retelling of the story of jesus christ.
>>43495488why am i arguing with someone who doesn't know what mental illness is and thinks anime is real life
>>43495327>-therapycan't afford>-improve nutritioni'm already doing that and it's not even that bad rn>-get sunlighti do>-touch grassi do>-make friendsi'm constantly trying, but tism says no>-have sexi'm constantly trying, but my mirror once explained to me why that's not working out>-go back to school/get a better jobi'm actually in an education to get a better job atm>-learn new skillsi do that>-readi do that at least sometimes>-be happyhow?>-have funhow?>-enter relationshipsi'm rly not in a place in life to enter a relationship, even tho i wanna have a bf badly (also i'm an ugly gorilla ogre rapehon)>Once you realize your psychology is wrong, you are free.i'm an autistic bpd schizo, that knowledge didn't improve it tho
>>43495505I was actually severely mentally ill and dysfunctional throughout most of my life lol. My father and elder brother kind of perved on me, I blocked the memories. My whole family was extremely emotionally abusive to me. Then I had autism, adhd, and avpd. and bpd. I still have 100% untreated adhd and I just powered through it with sheer will and braintricks. I don't really have any symptoms of disorders anymore except autism. Unless you have really bad ctpsd from some immense fucked up shit, it can be fixed. My personal pain is not unique or special, most of history was exceptionally cruel and 99% of people lived grueling lives. We're incredible fortunate to not straight up be slaves. I could be a human trafficking slave right now. I just put my own situation in perspective. Not saying your feelings aren't valid or anything. I worked on myself. You grow more emotionally mature, realize the crazy shit you did as a kid was wrong, then grow up. You still carry your trauma for life and it's obvious that I had a traumatic background if you psychoanalyze me. Life kicked the shit out of me so much I no longer care. my personal conclusion is compassionate nihilism - nothing particularly matters, so you should be a good person anyway. consider reading marcus aurelius' writings on stoicism.
>>43495609cbt does not help me and never will. fuck off
>>43495607try to research with AI if there are free therapy resources in your area for women or trans people, there are honestly a lot. some of my friends got free therapy. how to be happy - do things you like and have a real good time, with friends is a plushow to have fun - do things you like and have a real good time, with friends is a plusunless you're exceptionally deformed, or you have cognitive disabilities, you can certainly live a happy life. and yeah I think an unpassing trans woman can be happy, someone like Caitlyn Jenner is probably happy. focus on careermaxxing lol some of your problems may be money, but pushing forward in life builds momentum and hits your brain with massive dopamine
>>43495643can you try more advanced stuff?
>>43495643your own brain is sort of a death trap suffocating you. seriously consider reading meditations by marcus aurelius. philosophy may also ground you and put things in perspective. Try meditating and doing positive affirmations. Everything will be okay. Everything will get better. Always have a supportive partner or friend by your side.
>>43494995Everyone does lol! A buddhist would strongly, strongly disagree with you. Just become a christian and practice buddhism on the side. I'm planning to attend the local episcopalian church myself one of these days once I settle some other affairs in my life. if you don't like religion just be a secular buddhist. you don't need to sincerely believe in god to be christian either, you can be culturally christian.
my diet which is guaranteed to fix your life 100% of the timeit's simple probiotics and prebiotics are everything, the gut bacteria communicates with your brain and changes your moodsteel cut oats with spinach and berriesbuy some dried koji berries and add it to your oatmealeat kefir and greek yogurtsnack on protein bars and almondseat ezekiel breadeat miso soup for dinner, with bok choy, and veggiesyou need legumes, leafy greens and stuffbuy organic stuffbasically if you eat probiotics and prebiotics you'll be happy. coming from someone severely mentally ill I abused the absolute shit out of my first boyfriend.
>>43494680I agree but I got rejected becayse Im fake so I think trannies should gatekeeper more becayse I don’t deserve to eveb speak to you as an incel faketroon male on hrtKindness should be for the ingroup only and you should never allow people like me near you I will kill myself.
>>43495823you're not fake lol, you're just trying your best. your friend group was just insecure. be a genuine person and continue being kind. I'm kind of a fake bitch ngl. kindness is a set of actions you should do even if internally there are no incentives. i believe in quasi kantian ethics but making it compatible with pragmatism >doing it to be liked>fake>doing it to get aheadWhatever excuse they come up with, it doesn't matter, you're still doing the right thing.
>>43495883I still agree with tou that kindness is good morally but I don’t exist in it’s worldI’mA fake person my identity around sex gender and my whole self is fake and that makes me miserablePeople like me deserve nothing more than a painless deathIn it at least we are true as a corpse unlike the life we pretend to live.No my group was based and true ti themselves and kind for even allowing my festering corpse to be near them. I deserved nothing more thst their begrudging agreement to me wanting to join their activities when I know do little and am eveb less.Inauthentic through and through.That’s me.
>>43495883And I’m not trying my bestIf I was I’d be differentIm just pretending to tryIm I’m nothingI’m sorry I made you reply. It just feeds my ego and depression.
Sry about to go to long meeting so will reply after lunch >>43495911Sounds like you are trapped by your own psychology. Nothing here is remotely true. You’re a kind person getting brutalized by a callous world. You’re certainly a woman to me. I can tell you are very traumatized, but you aren’t a man and you aren’t a bad person or fake person. >>43495925You are trying, you’re enough. Most people are trying.
>>43496010I’m a man thoughYou shouldnt encourage my delusionsCya
>active people are treated better so they have a more positive view on others>unattractive people are treated worse so they have a negative view on othersit's not rocket science OP
>>43496037I’m unattractive but I think people treat me bad becayse I deserve it and they allLargely foid people otherwise as evident by how they treat anyone but me
>>43495653>try to research with AIkys>if there are free therapy resources in your area for women or trans people, there are honestly a lot.not in my eastern euro shithole there aren't
New tips I just thought of -desire to change is the first step-blast your brain with healthy sources of dopamine to brute force fixing your mental health-take cold showers and run the ac to be blistering cold like it’s the office>>43496037Nah.. looks are subjective. Not going to comment how I look anymore because it just reinforces toxic hierarchies in trans women & women in general, or I try to at least lol. You can work on many of these things and you can get ffs in the future. I believe you’ll be treated well if you just look nice. Carry yourself with confidence, don’t be a degenerate, look like you are physically healthy and fit. Have immaculate voice training & that will make a huge difference. Transgender success is very genetic but you can do a lot with effort. The correlation is there, pretty privilege is a real thing but I can intellectualize that most people are troubled yet still love them. The christian framework has embedded an incredible amount of social intelligence, consider reading the bible even if you don’t believe in god, there’s a lot of wisdom. I don’t at all have a positive view of people, but the difference is how I internalize it & emotionally process that. >>43496032>>43496084I just don’t agree with that, no one is ugly to me. Why do you feel you deserve less dignity as a human being for your appearance? >>43496435Lowkirk I feel like you’re beautiful but crazy & brainwormed. Eastern Europeans seem to have decent trans genes since they’re a little bit Asian looking. >kys Firstly you should never say that to someone online, you never know what they are going through. Honestly I’m the last person on Earth to desire this no matter how hard things get. If I went homeless and lived in my car I could meditate through the struggles and plan on how to get back on my feet. I don’t even think it is possible for me to feel depression.
>>43497207>Why do you feel you deserve less dignity as a human being for your appearance?because im not human and hurt people by pretending im not male
>>43498720Who hurt you? ;w; You do not hurt anyone at all, anon. You’re kind of psychologically battered into feeling like a cornered animal. You’re certainly a human being. You lived a very hard life.
>>43498999No I didnt live at alli just didnt other to trythat why i tried ti transiton to get asecond lifebut its not how it worksim tired now
>>43499027hope things get better for you, my friend.
you are nice op you should join my cult. we have to reform the trans community into one where we can all work together. the divisiveness makes us weak.>>43495488do you go to a progressive church yourself
>>43499798>you are nice op you should join my cult. we have to reform the trans community into one where we can all work together. the divisiveness makes us weak.Honestly, very good idea.. We need more collusion so we can become more powerful, influential, diabolical. I won't accept not being the cult leader, though, I refuse to follow you. >do you go to a progressive church yourselfNot yet as I'm more focused on my career but once I settle some affairs in my life, I'm intending to join the local episcopalian church. I'm also considering the catholic church. There's unitarian but that's too woke for me.
OP when the miserable modern day eunuchs aren’t going to have their misery cured by normal therapeutic means Idk how common it is in the 21st century but a lot of trans people 100 percent need to pass to be happy there’s really no getting around itMaybe you can cope with your looks after a certain point but 50 percent of the population are cis women who you would just be an unpassing inferior imitation ofOh and most people hate you off rip for some reason Yeah.
>>43499858>I won't accept not being the cult leader, though, I refuse to follow you.um im not very interested in being a cult leader. if you have what it takes you can take on more of that role instead. my problem has been not being able to find anyone who has what it takes. personally i think we should assemble a council and then we can nominate and vote who should be the matriarch, sort of like how the pope gets selected .. though there is a part of me that is also fine with there being no leader over the entire thing but rather a decentralized network of leadership idk>intending to join the local episcopalian churchthat is cool also are you a christion or is it more of like a community thing>considering the catholic churchdo those guys rlly even accept trans people
Sorry for the delayed response as I was making and then subsequently eating din dins>>43499946Firstly, thank you for the cult invitation offer, it's actually incredibly flattering. I like everything you're saying except the last part. I'd say having a leader is mandatory in creating maximally efficient group cohesion, coordination, dissemination of information, decision making, considering logistics, etcs. A council is a great supplement. We should get some royal advisors that are eunuchs. We also need scholar-officials and bureaucrats. I figure we could kind of start our own country.>that is cool also are you a christion or is it more of like a community thingI'm kind of dabbling, I wouldn't say I'm a christian yet. I have a complex relationship with the word faith. I'm more of an admirer of christ. Ultimately, I'm indifferent to the existence of the metaphysical, I have no emotional stake in it. So yeah, you could say it's more of a community thing. >do those guys rlly even accept trans peoplenah lol they absolutely do not. I just don't care. but it's not like a cardinal sin to be "gay" or get sodomized. It's like a tier 3 sin. catholics don't outright believe you will go to hell, they'll see you as troubled. I think southern baptist is probably the worst.
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>>43494680but OP wouldnt it take you way less effort to call me a rapehon than whatever this thread is supposed to be? Seems like you are insecure if you waste this much energy convincing losers in the internet that you are better than them
>>43501407na. i'm not better than anyone. everyone is equal to me. a king is as good as a hobo to me. >wouldnt it take you way less effort to call me a rapehonno that's just cruel. and I'm just having fun chatting with my frens.
>>43501449whats more cruel is wasting my time with this fake charity bullshit
>>43501462there's no charity I'm just having a good time chatting lol
>>43501173>I'd say having a leader is mandatory in creating maximally efficient group cohesion, coordination, dissemination of information, decision making, considering logistics, etcshm maybe.. the way i conceived things, the major authority would be divided between the fiscal and spiritual leadership. the fiscal side would be a hierarchy of councils with the bottom level consisting in the representatives of worker cooperatives. the spiritual leadership meanwhile is meant to be semi-nomadic so that they can spread the cultural influence of different localities to other ones leading to deeper group cohesion. if there is a matriarch she would be at the top of spiritual leadership. so more fiscal planning is largely achieved in a fractal localist fashion with the spiritual leadership providing guide and vision>I figure we could kind of start our own countryyes ive thought about this, though i dont think it is necessary to start a literal country. we can have a network of supply lines and interaction overlaying the current world order, and we can always consolidate or further disperse if need be. maybe there can be particular regions we can acquire and develop for our own towns and such though
>>43501805 (cont)>I'm kind of dabbling, I wouldn't say I'm a christian yet. I have a complex relationship with the word faith. I'm more of an admirer of christ.i see i see that is cool. im not really a christian either though i see some overlap in my theology with sophiology and i have incorporated christic themes into my practices and myths (alongside other faiths such as buddhism, traditional witchcraft, etc).. although i do have a particular goddess i worship i wouldnt mind letting actual christians into the cult. ideally they would adopt sophiological theology and we can bond based off of that>Ultimately, I'm indifferent to the existence of the metaphysical, I have no emotional stake in itthat is fine. i think literal believe in certain things happening is less important than cultivating a particular way of life, and developing a qualified relationship to Being. i am very much influenced by heidegger on thisoh yeah i forgot to say. maybe a leader might turn out to be really important. at this stage though i wanna try and recruit as many high initiative high altruism trannies as possible who are able to see beyond the dumb divisive stuff that's trying to separate us and move forward to what is in all of our own best interest
soz im gunna sleep soon so im just going to leave this stuff here related to the cult stuff ..https://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/zine/lithp.htmlhttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/zine/aspcte.htmlhttps://hidwehproject.nekoweb.org/pages/zine/pisas.html
You can't make people change nona. They're going to have to act on the exhaustion and emptiness they're fostering by obsessing over this genuinely tragic and infuriating circumstance they all share. They can only imagine their own internal landscape as some cathartic hell that they deserve to suffer for some vague and pseudo-poetic reason.
>>43494680I'm kind and I don't hurt anyone (except myself) cause the world is shit already. But I'm still miserable cuz I'm lonely AF and I can't connect with normal people including normal trans women, that's why I visit this place.
Kindness is an Abrahamic psyop and part of their slave morality. Always be extremely horrible to everyone
>>43494680people don't understand you know the rape in rapehon means something right I wish this wasn't the case and I wouldn't say it in front of a conservative but yes a small subset of trans women are really rapey and it's not really "a concern of identity" it's I just don't want to get raped and don't put myself in situations around those kinds of people >Most* people who are hard on transbians and hons don't have good lives. When you don't feel in control of your life, taking it out on others is the easy way out. That is internal weaknessI'm hard on transbians and hons because I tried being nice to them and it doesn't workthey don't respect you as an ideal of what trans women could be they just hate that they aren't you and are willing to sabotage you to feel better about themselves we aren't mean to hons out of spite, they can be pretty cool, it's just that they make me feel unsafe
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