Feeling sad, a pit in stomach and like a never-ending Dune worm is eating my soul out.I'm nearing my one year anniversary of taking E (yay?). in the midst of getting through hair removal. boymoding in an office job. I moved out of my parents house about a year ago when I came out (it was ugly). I feel a bitter pit of sadness. by all accounts I am a truetrans mofo. but pre-coming out, my mother and I had such a close relationship. we'd go and watch all sorts of movies together in theaters. one of which was Dune and since 2021 we've always been looking forward to seeing Dune Part 3 in IMAX ...and I am so excited for it but also I'm so deeply, deeply sad that I'll not watch it with my mom. ofc she was so excited to watch it with me before I came out. trying to see it with her now is out of the question. she'll just misgender me, imply I'm under a mentally ill phase and piercingly look at me as a "boy" and tell me repeatedly how I'm exactly like Timothee Chalamet (she's very boy-mom-ish).I want her to be happy without denigrating myself. I want to hug her without it feeling as if she's hugging me back like I'm the mentally ill one. No duh: I accept my new life now. There are bumps of sorrow like this, but I also am finally fucking alive. But jesus h mary christ. The trough of sorrow hits really hard. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry, but I already cried really hard when I left my mom. I lost my Mom and my Dad to just be myself, what a cruel life. Anyway, how do I fix my mommy issues and who do I go to Dune Part III without bursting into tears like a dumb bitch in the theater?
Damn nigga, We really are as cringe as chuds say we are wtf is this post. Shouldnt you be upvoting some transbian slop on r/traaa or whatever
>>43511959go read the actual dune books, you will enjoy them more than the films (and you will enjoy the films more once you read the books)
