When did you first realize you were different to the other boys?
meteor would likely say this so good job
>>43522612How do you know
>>43522599playing sports. I never really was as hype or even entertained by the whole thing. I only ever did it because my parents.
probabl yaround the time i was starting to get bullied and humiliated for not fitting in around other boys and i went online to get groomed
>>43522599When I started wondering why I enjoyed wearing makeup and women’s clothes more as a kid and when I started finding other guys attractive
>>43522662idk but i could see him asking that question to some fuckass npc having an identity crisis
>>43522599i've been spergy loser since i can literally remember starting to socialize with people. i developed too fast (precocious puberty) but my idea of sexuality and anything related was pretty much stunted until my mid teens so i just denied it for a while lol. i started trooning out at 16 and only then actually started finding clarity.
>>43524845cute
instantaneously. in kindergarten i only wanted to be friends with and play with the (other) girls, the teachers had to shoo me over to the boys
>>43525619poor nona
>>43525619Same. I also remember feelig that way when i had to put on a swimsuit
>>43522599when i realized that when my friends said they had a crush on a classmate they didnt mean they wanted to be them or be best friends forever with them
>>43522599When my dad used to tell me before I was old enough to remember, "don't you want to grow up to be big and strong?"The answer was not really but I guess you're expecting a yes so here you go
>>43525923at summer camp when i was 11 or 12 some kids made fun of me for being fat and having tits, i knew they were being mean but it felt strangely affirming, like my embarrassment was due to exposure from not having a top
>>43526007at the pool i shouldve specified, why i responded to the swimsuit thing. i do remember feeling very ambivalent about my penis, sort of confused and uninterested
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>>43522599very early onhad a "girlfriend" at age 5 who decided she hated me after a few months because I was too unmasculine
mommy and me class (pre pre-k)
>>43522599Idk like 5
did you guys also get treated like a doll by adults as a child?
>>43527697No, but that sounds like something you need to explore anon
>>43522599when they looked at me funny and told me to fuck off when i tried to play with them at school lol
>>43522599when I looked between my legs and saw nothing :(
>>43522599When I realized I was probably 17. But thats because I thought about the weird shit I would since I was like six or seven. I hated my penis. Used to try to "mutilate" in hopes it'd fall off. But Ive always been a soft faggot so it was less mutilation and more like awkward cbt. Probably why I am a freak with a rape fetish
