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Im gay

I look like the OP image but instead of holy robes I'm wearing nothing but my boxer briefs.

There's a girl I met from here recently and I'm totally head over heels about her but I feel like I have to play it cool and keep things platonic for a bit so she doesn't get scared off.

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>>43523264
as a leftist, I think liberals are sensitive little pussy ass faggots who just complain on TikTok and xitter without actually doing anything to benefit their cause. Hasan, destiny, Contrapoints, any tiktokers, are all performative worthless cunts who stand for nothing.

>Leftists sees a piece of media that isn't politically correct or taboo??

it's problematic and you should die for consuming/creating said piece of media

>"b.. but liberals are anti censorship!"

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Im worried im wasting what life I have on a dead end job and doing shit that will never actualize into a satisfying life. The subculture im attached to does not value me nor do I find joy talking to others in it. I love yhis tranny I met in jt, I cant tell if its puppy love or the real deal. I love her softness I love her understanding of me and to indulge her own kinks. But I dont think she truly feels the same, I think im a fun distraction for her two codependent trannies.

>>43523568
>you should die for consuming/creating said piece of media
>posts incest horror game characters
???

>>43523264
I feel like I'm incapable of feeling romantic love towards another person and I know that it's somehow the fault of my trannyness and gender dysphoria. And of course no one will ever love me because of the aforementioned trannyness. I'll be alone until I die.

>>43523264
I broke up with my trans gf because she moans like a man during sex. Her voice breaks and I just get the ick. I told her it’s because I want to have kids of my own one day because telling her the truth feels too mean-spirited.

>>43523532
Do you strive to be a more spiritually complete person each day tho?

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The possibility of being a potential rapist is very sexy.

I want to be feared, hated, and despised; the fact that I'm slowly becoming something repulsive and degrading, less moral and less empathetic, is perfect.

>>43523834
And just like actual rapists, you deserve to die

>>43523863
Ah, anon, there are fates worse than death, and living in Brazil is one of them. Not that you can speak ill of Brazil, Brazil is an empire, a true Latin power, but it's simply obvious that this empire is built on the blood of a few.

I really don't recognize myself sometimes, not that I would rape someone, probably, but being seen as just another ordinary man, capable of evil, just another one, is dazzling. Honestly, that feels like freedom.

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>>43523264

Irrationally jealous of this one t girl who got to go to the movies with her gf for her birthday, and then got boned. Wish I can get the princess treatment.

>>43523822
If by "strive to be spiritually complete" you mean "eat more bullshit and doomscroll until depression threatens my soul"... then yeah! :D

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>>43523706
Yeah. you should be allowed to enjoy whatever FICTIONAL media you want. My point is if someone likes the incest game, or any other taboo piece of fictional media, they shouldn't be bullied or harassed for liking it. That's my problem with my newgens (especially liberals), they deem as morally bad so they can bully them. It happens SO much these days. everyone (especially liberals) think they're on some moral high ground so it gives them an excuse to abuse people.

I fucking HATE the modern Internet.

>>43524033
oops not "my newgens"

I mistyped lol

>>43523264
Whenever I see jews wearing their stupid little hats out in public I make a point to walk by their car and slap the most homophobic, zionist, pro-genocide stickers I could find onto their bumper. Something the average retarded neolib behind them in traffic would be incensed by.

I think I'm in love and it's weird,. Tried to fap to my usual tranny porn and I couldn't even focus on the girl, I just kept thinking about how I wanted to do the same thing to Her and that got me going more than anything else

>>43523264
I have a long term online trans bestie who has always been kinda over the top about being confident in herself and especially her appearance, and the whole time I've just been assuming she was overcompensating and that she's probably just as clocky as anyone else.

I was wrong. I met her in person and she took my breath away. It was wild.

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I'm not an abuser and I'm not a cheater. Please stop DARVO'ing me, I'm not even in your life anymore.

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I'm only a chaser because it feels like straight otaku are easier to find among trans women

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>>43523264
I love jerking off so my boyfriend thinks I'm a huge gooner and loves having sex and a huge masochist, but in reality I have bad self destructive and suicidal tendencies and when we have sex it feels like flaying myself and the screaming gratifies my urge to hurt myself

>>43523264
I don't understand fat couples. Why can't you get in shape together? Honestly sounds like a great couples activity to do regularly. Work out, eat properly. If I wasn't forever alone I would definitely be more active with a partner. The idea of two people being fat together is crazy to me

Between the two of you you can't muster up any motivation to move your body?

>>43523264
im never getting srs because ive accepted after years of hrt and ffs that i will always be clocky and i see no point in getting it if i can't be a stealthoid especially since it's not a real pussy anyway and won't make me cis. i gotta play the cards i have which is keeping my sexual market value as high as possible under the circumstances, at least i can get a chaser husband so im not alone

I would transition to male if it made me taller and gave me a working 8 inch penis that I could get other women pregnant with. I don’t think it’s right but I get why FTMs cling so hard to the idea of sisterhood. I like to be all up in women’s spaces because they’re cute and hot and smell good. Not sure if I am a repressed transsexual or just an evil lesbian woman

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>>43525419
>Not sure if I am a repressed transsexual or just an evil lesbian woman
Have you consider being an evil repressed transsexual?

>>43523264

I have feelings for almost all of my friends I find attractive (various genders) and am in a years long committed relationship. I fantasize about dating and sleeping with them, and a few have/have had crushes on me. Being alone sucks, being around them makes me sweat.

I *do not* want to cheat on my partner, but god, the feelings I have aren't just slut horniness, I want to hold their hands and princess carry them, and take them on dates.

I hate being like this.

>>43523264
I look at myself in the mirror and in windows reflections all the time, many times a day. Every time I pass by one I have to stop and 'mire myself

>>43523264
i have a fantasy of having a trans girl ride me while i call her a faggot and not a real girl before she collapses after cuming and i tell her i love her

>>43523821
Real, are you me?

>>43525773
i wish more men were like this

I don't have the heart to tell her that while she does pass (to people unfamiliar with trannies at least), it all falls apart every time she makes basically any facial expressions as it seems to pull all of her skin in a way that looks unnatural, and especially when she reveals her teeth. her ribcage is huge too and needs desperate work, but she fortunately never reveals that in public

>>43526917
Tell her, keep trannies insecure or else they cheat or leave.

Avoidant guy who rejected me now trying to get back into my life, fuck off it’s so annoying.

>>43523532
i look like that and wear a thong

>>43527558
Always hilarious when trash that ghosted/abandoned comes crawling back.
You made a choice, live with it.

>>43523264
I'm a straight man and idk how I got this far

I stalk my ex on here and reply to her posts with positive garbage to keep her mind off of me since she can't get over for me for some stupid reason

>>43527001
mine did both!

I know we shouldn't be together but I don't want to be alone again

>>43530786
I don't care if we shouldn't be together! I love you. Always you. Only you.

>>43530842
Shut the fuck up you gay ass nigga who are you

>>43530786
this, that's why I'm with you all this whole weekend

I bait my gf into posting in my threads so that I can give her positive affirmations and make her feel better

That chinese food was actually too horrible to finish.

It's very strange how frequently she tends to bring up her exes in daily conversation

I knew you never loved me

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>>43523264
I wish I had someone I could apologize to.
I feel so much guilt all of the time, but I don’t even fully know why. I feel so guilty for existing around others. I feel guilty that people have to look at me or speak to me. I feel so guilty that my friends and family help me of all people. I feel guilty for being a tranny even though I know that I’m not evil for that.
But there’s nobody I can say sorry to, they wouldn’t get it. I could try to apologize to my friends or family but they would tell me I dont need to apologize and they’re probably right but I still feel so guilty. I hate feeling this way and I hate myself for thinking like this when people have done so much to help me. I don’t even know what I want from it. I wouldn’t think I deserved it if they said they forgave me or that I’m a good person.
I know these are very obviously mentally ill incoherent ramblings, but I don’t have anyone else I can say I’m sorry to.

>>43523264
>>43523491
I'm straight

t. In a t4t relationship

>>43525251
i work out and get fatter so i can have a bigger ass to facesit on my partner with >>>`

I knew you never found me attractive

I knew you never wanted me

>>43531913
>>43531903
>>43531805
I have never stopped thinking about you, not for even a moment.

>>43526841
i could be your man

>>43532029
you probably live 900 miles away

>>43532223
i hate that your probably right

>>43532237
well yea, what region of the world do you live in

>>43532385
australia, and i'm guessing your from the states

>>43532437
closer to there than australia, yea, sorry

>>43523264
I don't think I'll be able to handle the societal ostracization and shame of dating a tranny. I can deal with her not fully passing for my own sake, because I would love her

>>43533204
Where do you live where that would be a problem?

>>43523264
im not trans, all my friends are real women and im just pretending to be trans because i want to be a real person with an identity. but im just an ugly moid with boobs.

>>43533212
It's a western country. I don't think there's a country where this wouldn't be a problem. Most people would judge you for it. My family could never know. If we adopt, my children wouldn't know that side of their family.

>>43533439
I have no issue with this in California. We go out and no one cares, even when I grab her for a little pda

>>43533453
Might be internalized shit (muslim family)
And no tranny deserves someone who worries like this while she lives as a tranny 24/7

>>43523264
If I knew what transitioning was when I was a teen I probably would've been a girl.
I had feminine habits and liked feminine hobbies, but I lived in an extremely conservative household and community, so this was stomped out of me. I thought guys were cute too but didn't get why, and so never told anyone. I liked girls too, but didn't really have a preference either.
Because I was raised by this enviro I parroted pretty much any anti-gay rhetoric my parents or pastor told me, which drove away any potential lgbt friends I could've had.
By the time I knew about it I was already in my late 20s and comfortable in my sexuality and with my body. I "settled" for lack of a better term, but at the same time I'm happy.
If I could go back and do it all again, I'd have transitioned before I hit puberty.

guy ive known for 5 years and always made me think i wasn't a problem, every time i asked if he hated me said no never, i was always comforting to him, supporting him always, checking in because he's suicidal- the other night friend sent me a recording of him saying "i hate her" , and that recording took place 20 fucking minutes before he asked me to play games w him, and saying AgAIN** that he doesn't hate me, just lying to my face the entire time for sex... never felt so betrayed in my life... wanna kms so bad

>>43534165
That's terrible, I'm sorry nona.
It sounds like you might need to have a tough conversation with this guy.
If it's too painful, you can always ghost. Don't make any permanent decisions in response to a temporary pain, please.

i still carry you in the things i do everyday
pieces of your personality that became mine
maybe you were the last one and only one that ever mattered even if i refuse to admit it was real
hope you succeed

i have a huge crush on the girl that i've been hooking up with but she recently got out of a long term relationship and is extremely emotionally withholding and openly sees other people. we're not exclusive and have been going on dates casually but i really want more, but she doesn't want to connect emotionally. i just want to worship her and care for her. she's so beautiful and funny and smart. i don't even need her to care about me that much, i'm getting over trauma of my own, i just want to let her give her my love and affection. sometimes i don't even know why she goes out on dates with me or sleeps with me. i don't know what value i provide to her that these other girls don't.

>>43523264
It takes a total of three days worth of talking to make us fall in love :(

>>43523264
I'm 99% White and not 100% White :/

>>43534207
blocked him... over the years it was just me always reaching out and hoping hes okay and him giving bare minimum responses... we had arguments in the past but always made up, i genuinely had no clue he was lying to me the whole time, i thought he actually enjoyed my company at least if not as someone fun a shoulder to lean on.. i feel so worthless...

>>43526917
J.?

>>43523568
i'm still totally losing myself in laughter how during that one recent protest a bunch of them punched through an ICE checkpoint then they... backed away. The people who claim that ICE is concentration camp modern nazis had a chance to take it to them and backed away.

It's just embarrassing. I can see why the right wing laughs at us, I'd fucking be laughing too. Genuinely unserious movement full of people who are there to post a TikTok participation badge.

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I developed anorexia because i thought it was more fem-brained than alcoholism only for it to actually take hold of me by the throat with an addiction that's not only intensely strong, but free unlike alcohol.

Whoopsie.

>>43532437
You're*
Back to school, pal

>>43523264
before i trooned i knew i wasnt gonna like having boobs, i took hrt and grew boobs and i hate them.

>>43534546
You sound like a sweetheart, and definitely deserved much better than that.
You aren't worthless, not by a long shot, and you *will* find someone who will return all the good that you put into them, just hang in there, Nona. :)

i started talking to a girl from here and fell in love with her and recently found out after many sexual interactions that she is nineteen years old
i am deeply considering self-immolation

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I like little girls and boys

>>43535169
uni work has already fucked my brains anon </3

>>43523568
Isnt hasan supposedly a commie

My trans friend looks like she has really nice tits and I want to grope them but I can't let her know that. Like I don't want to have sex with her or anything like that, but her boobs just look so squeezable

>>43534546
Good job, nona. I'm proud of you, I know that couldn't have been easy. But you did right by yourself.

I wish my girlfriend was cis

i'm straight but sometimes i jerk off to gay porn and i don't know why

i should have just bought hrt online instead of trying to kill myself when i was 15. i confessed to my mother and my psychologist that i was trans in the psychward but my mother ridiculed me and my psychologist ignored me. i repped so hard after that it took me almost 8 years after to finally start transitioning

>>43537348
you're bi

>>43525419
penis envy?

>>43525419
literally me

>>43537589
nah i just want to suck their dicks, not kiss them

>>43537595
Kind of. Only aspect i don’t like is the fear of erectile dysfunction with age and performance anxiety. Cisbian sex can go for hours. If I had a transbian in bed without srs I would edge her a lot so she doesn’t finish early. So I see upsides and downsides of having a vag or penis. I’m a bit envious but my soul isn’t crushed.
I see too many depressed FTMs and the reality is I don’t want to be any man or trans man, I want to be chad. But I am happy not pursuing that. It’s not realistic for me at 5‘5 to even create the illusion of a chad. So I will be a perverted cisbian in female spaces instead.

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>>43523264
I'm relapsing on the Nazi stuff. I actually stopped caring about politics, but that apparently means defaulting to antisemitism, scientific racism, Führerkult fetishism etc. I spend so much time pushing back against my parents right-wing ideas after leaving the conservative scene, but I make them look like cucks again ATP. I hate that this appears to be my default, but pushing back against it constantly is just kinda exhausting

>>43538111
That's called being bi

>>43537348
I only jerk of to gay or tranny porn these days. I'm not LGBT either, because I jerked off to women exclusively until I was like 20. It's literally just porn addiction. Don't worry about it

>>43538157
You're bi too lmao

>>43538160
Nah, I'm normal. It's just a craving for novelty

>>43538113
lol, an ftm with erectile dysfunction would be so fucking funny

>>43538169
Yeah you're a normal bi

>>43538242
Bisexuality in men isn't even real. Dumb conversation, please be gone groomer

>>43538255
Brother, you're the one jerking it to gay porn here. How am I grooming you lmao

>>43538287
You're grooming by forcing the "LGBT" label on people. It's literally just porn addiction. I hate LGBTs, especially the political ones

>>43538296
You find men and women sexually attractive. Sorry you don't like it but that's what you are lol

>>43538304
No, I don't. I just got bored with straight porn and when I first watched gay porn, it disgusted me. I just stuck with it because it was novel and I got desensitized eventually.

>>43523264
Still in love with my highschool gf after 12 years

>>43533714
Uh oh.. 30y down the line your wife is going to be in for a surprise lol. Regretmaxxing

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>>43523264
I've not taken my hrt for 8 months now after 5 years of boymoding. I've been to depressed to care, haven't noticed any significant changes either.
Also going full drunkorexic again because fuck it why not make things more interesting.

I enjoy watching gay porn than fucking