Spices edition>Q1: What are your favorite spices to cook with?>Q2: What have you been cooking lately?Last: >>43471306
Salt onlyI had a chicken breast with some fries yesterday
>>43527399>cuminreminds me of unwashed taint due to an ex with... problems
dont take your pills
take my HRT, me-tard
Cayenne powder, garlic, Black pepper, paprika, chopped onion, rice seasoning
I love all the spices, I eat approximately a cup of spices a day My sweat smells like rosemary, citrus and cardamon
I like paprika and oreganoI make pasta every chance i get, cheesy and meaty saucesToday is a cheesy one
>>43527486>Salt onlyTry Garlic salt.
litereally just smoke meth and be a feminine gay man
>>43529490getting a stimulant prescription probably led to me getting on hrt for me because i stopped dissociating and got my shit enough to not live with my parents and get it over with
>>43527399>Q1:Cinnamon, lovely in desserts and goes very well in tomato sauces and other savory dishes too.Tonka beans are great for desserts, the taste is similar to woodruff but they're available year round.Also plain old white pepper, I much prefer the heat of peppercorns over chilli. Very nice pungent flavor too>Q2:Mostly just cook vegetable soups/stews with beans or lentils these days. Fairly nutritious low effort meal prep
>>43527399take your HRT, retards
>>43530506make me
why is grok hugboxing me?
>>43530649>5'3>smallish frame>big assdie die die i kill you die
>>43530722you've got nothing to be jealous about
>>43530809shut up little lady take your pills
I hate being old
i feel gross because my brain is fucked and can't decide if it wants to just be a normal woman or a woman with a dick
>>43530649>proven hugboxing by the supposedly musk-approved mechahitler AIwhat absolute dogshit
make me into a girl right now
Where do you all fall?
>>43534335Fuck wrong version
>>43534363Top left repchad
>>43534335>>43534363an unfortunate combination of top left and top right
>>43527399>Q1: thyme and s(a)ge>Q2:not really anything too interesting recently, today I just had salmon and rice
i wanna be a cute young twink or twinkhon fuck fuck fuck why am i 29 i never got to experience anything
what if you only started having sporadic trannie feelings starting in your mid 20's but never before?Idk why this is happening to me, maybe 27 years on this earth as an incel is finally starting to take its rot on my mindis it because i unironically have aspergers?
>>43527399omg i literally reorganised my whole spice shelf last week. ive been using sumac and harissa a lot lately especially with salmon so yummers. my fav is probably lemon pepper its amazing on literally everything.havent cooked myself anything special in a while, i made faux take out chinese on friday which is so good but kind ofnot special. beef and green peppers w black bean sauce but you velvet the meat the same way a take out does with baking sode and potato starch. its my fav comfort food. ive been baking and made some tarts and banana bread to bring to friends. i think ill cook something nice the week after next when i have some time to learn a new recipe
>>43535158autists usually have issues with identityi know lots of happy tranny autists though, they usually dgaf about passing. i wouldnt recommend trooning if your gonna be like that.
>>43535180im like the opposite, not only do i want to desperatly fit in, but trooning out would only even remotely make sense if i got to be a hot woman, which is somewhat of an indicator that i may just have a case of agp.
uh oh. turns out my new bf is into forcefem. i already said yes to boyremoval.
>>43535158There are a few of us here. The problem is that, if you are in this position, transition is like amputating your leg after stubbing your toe. I choose to deal with it as a side effect of autism, because trying to dig deeper into why you occasionally want to be a girl at 25 really isn't a solution to anything and brings WAY more negative than positive. I just fap or exercise it out.
Me 100 years ago>I wish I was female>I can’t>damn that sucks>probably live a regular boring lifeMe today>I wish I was female>ok do it then>fail and die probably
>>43535158>>43535625nta but fapping no longer works. I'm starting next week. worst case scenario I end up some weirdo manmoder with tits. but if it makes the tranny thoughts easier to manage, it's still an improvement.
>>43535180What kind of identity issues do autists usually have? I know exactly what I’m about in every respect except for this one
>>43527399not sure what to feel about my own gender identity. i don't like the fact that i'm "manly", hairy, gross and built like a human turtle, but idk if that's only body dysmorphia
>>43535356im going to need more information
be a HIGHLY effeminate gay man but only abuse cannabis, no other drugs (including estrogen)
>>43535654Im not sure exactly but its something to do with the way they conceptualize themselves and other people. Its the same reason you'll see autists who are obsessed with pokemon or something to the point their identity kind of merges with their interest. Being a tranny can become that kind of interest as well, because they dont have a strong sense of self, they just kind of bleed into whatever identity takes their fancy. They become trannies for the same reason they sometimes become furries or weebs.
went on a giga passers instagram and jfc giwtwm but it never will be. we arent even the same species. she is a woman a normal woman irl i never will be it's quite sobering to remember this. i am not like her. i will never be like her. what makes me wish i was isn't the same thing as what made her transition and it be a success. she is [a] i am [ᶻ!z0𐰁]
>>43535158>>43535654I think going through life as a sperg is extremely demoralizing, eventually after feeling like an alien your whole life you start to hate being this low value self loathing man. At which point you might notice how much happier the straight up non self aware autists are and be a little jealous. This is what separates reppers/manmoders abd full blown trannies if you ask me
it was easy to "repress" because i always knew this truth. but then as you continue to masculinise it becomes easy to lie to yourself to make it stop however too little and late that action is. it was easy to "repress" because it's not really repressing. to wish you were something you are not. it's escapism, it's fantasy, it's a mental shunning of the responsibilities expected of you and choosing arrested development instead.
i didn't repress being a top student in school who's attentive and book smart, that just wasn't me. but then you make up excuses like oh i was gifted but i probably had undiagnosed adhd, yeah it's not my fault. i could have been that thing i just had unsurmountable obstacles in my path. i'm really a victim. and it's the same with trans desire. oh i could have started at 14 and been a young shit. and then all would be good in the world and life would be breezy. I wouldn't be an apathetic avoidant monster incapable of forming connection. it would fix all my social inadequacies. i would have thrived. in fact the only reason i didn't is because i didn't trans. it wasn't my fault. i am a victim. but i never would have transed young, it wasn't in my spirit. i believe in destinies, and how ensouled people are guided down paths that make sense in life from within. i'm just without a soul. or have a corrupted one and desperate to veer off my natural course whilst blaming everything and everyone around me for how i ended up here. when really it was always my fault and it was always my destiny
>>43537499I kind of agree, if I trooned out when I was supposed to my life and mindset would be so different I wouldn't even share the same soul with this alternate self
>>43527399>>Q1: What are your favorite spices to cook with?lemon, pepper, salt, has been my favourite so far,>>Q2: What have you been cooking lately?i cooked a poached tilapia with butter garlic lemon sauce with some roasted veggies on the side, it was okay i've had a total of 2 guy crushes during high school and 4 female crushes, when i had crushes on the guys i always had an innate desire to either troon out or become their feminine fucktoy, i feel like i would've ended up transitioning if it went anywhere with them during those periods
i finally took my HRTwhat now?
>>43537860you grow tits and not much else
>>43537003okay
>>43536985we've been dating for a month now and we spent the last weekend together just the two of us. he lightly dressed me up, we had a great time (the sex was a straight up amazing) and we talked about getting a lot more serious with each other.when I brought up the logistics of moving in together he agreed with most of what I proposed except a minor/easily fixable logistical and being his bf. He casually and assuredly said "you'll be my gf, nona" and I said "yeah, i'll think about that" and he doubled down "there's not much to think about, and you know it"fuck, he's right.
am i retarded or women obsessed with pantyhose, nylon and stockings? i thought it was just a porn thing, but actually when i look at women from different eras, what they wear for public and photoshoots, i can't unsee the pattern. even if photographer is a woman, she'll have a bunch of photos of other women feet, i've checked it.
>>43538415that's so cute ^^ how did you meet or start going out. im like more shocked that he's into like dressing you up too
>>43538493>how did you meet or start going outwe met at a hiking-related event. he hit on me and I said yes. turned out we live quite close to one another so we met every other day after work or just to chat and cuddle.>im like more shocked that he's into like dressing you up tooim not. im aware i give off fembrained energy. what i am a bit shocked of (although if i'm being honest with myself the phrase i'm looking for is "pleasantly surprised") is that he actually means it that he'd like me to be his gf.idk how this will work out (or if it will) but, fuck, it's now or never.
>>43538535Gahh Its Way Too Wholesome Meeting like that hiking. it is so cute too hope it works out for you two <33 now leave here and never come back
>>43538578>now leave here and never come backif I become his gf, for sure <3until that happens for real, i'm still stuck here, even though a biiit more hopeful. today I've been smiling like a dumbass for the whole day lol
>>43538535>>43538629this sounds like a horror movie in the making. hes literally trying to groom you into becoming a woman because he cant get one the normal way. Im not even joking please think about this rationally for like 2 seconds. The flags are more red than a tomato field
I’m unironically just not trans so I know I need to stop or at least try to stop but going back on testosterone is fucking terrifying
i'll settle for looking presentable in a dress at 6'3"
i wish i wasnt so lonely i wish i had any friends fmsrl
Smoking for years now and I still haven't gotten cancer yet. Good I wish I had the courage to just kms normally
>>43540743crab in the bucket comment
>>43541782from my experience talking to current 4channers and 4chan adjacent discord places you're likely to have like 8 really close friends and like 20+ friendslike get real, being an 4chan adjacent being used to mean something
>>43542136what? what are you saying please i dont get it
>>43542184not my fault you're stupid, or indian (but i repeat myself)
>>43542225i dont have any friends if thats what i meant im not saying this for no reason please
>>43542247so get somemost tranners and reppers i've talked to that said they had no friends have a vast security net of people that care for them, but that they don't consider friends for some fucked up reasonalso most ppl on this site compulsively liesbut you can get support if you seek it out if you aren't lying like those other bastards
sorry i'm drunk and pissed off :/
>>43542344im not lying and do you think i wouldnt have tried if i was able to, go get some is the same as just be happy
reading universal baseball association and haven't finished it yet but would recommend, about a shut in who gets too engrossed in his fantasies>>43542013nta - i mean it's cute but moving in together after 1 (one) month is uhgl nona
>>43543711>but moving in together after 1 (one) month is uhthis is probably a cultural difference.I live in a high trust society, not in an angloid shithole. And we already live very close to one another, we have common acquaintances and turns out my dad knows his dad so it doesn't quite make sense to continue to pay separate rents.Also, where I'm from, it's a given that life is short and the culture doesn't encourage brainworms like these with waiting forever and ever "just in case".
>he watched transition time lapses again
>>43543863>culture doesn't encourage brainworms like these with waiting forever and everi mean i think there's a distinction between waiting forever for multiple months, although i've never lived in the abuse free paradises outside of "angloid shitholes"gl tho!
you're not a trve pinkpiller if you won't pay for my surgeries
>>43545535They'll never go that far, they just want you to do a half added job so you're an ugly freak like them and share in their misery.Pink piller "take your pills retard" types are always ontologically evil
>>43538105Are you actually doing it? You are dating men and embracing your gay voice and identiy as a gay man and not thinking you need to change your body or "become a woman"?
I saw video footage of myself for the first time in probably 10 years and am shocked at how old and disheveled I look, but also how faggy my voice and mannerisms are. I had zero idea that's how I came across. It was like seeing an alien.
>>43546389I always feel like everyone can tell
>>43527399if karma is real i must've been a real evil ass person in a past life holy shit
