I remember one time I was 14, I bought bras on Amazon. I was curious and was sure about wanting to explore this, and I felt happy. A genuine happiness. Then when they came, my mom wanted me to open them. When she saw them, she made me throw them out.>”You have a dick. God made you a boy”She is not religious, and we’ve never gone to church. Why the religion now? A bit later, she explained how I was being influenced and that it will all blow over. I was 14, puberty must have confused me.Im now 18. I still feel the same way, and she knows. We both dont bring it up since it causes arguements, but she still swears Im being influenced. I really wish I could have grown out of it. I only exist as the son with wonderful facial hair worthy of praise. I cant hrt rep because ever since that accident she makes sure to know exactly whatever I buy online. “So it goes” as they say
>>43533443lol
>>43533443Order things to your friends’s place. Please don’t stall anon.
>>43533486Where I live people fly confederate flags on occasion, so I wouldnt wanna put anyone in trouble for my sake
>>43533443Order to an amazon locker, then just covertly pick it up
>>43533524Im still pretty on the fence on doing diy since if they were to find out I was doing fagpills I could be kicked out at worst. So picking stuff up and finding a place to put it is challenging since they know just about every inch of the house. Also, you can put non Amazon stuff in those lockers?
>>43533611Plenty of options to send to post office or locker. DIY ASAP if you're serious. I just DIYd at college and saw doctors after I got independence.
>>43533443You should kill your parents ASAP (in minecraft)But being real diy, VPN, get your own phone plan, whatever it takes. If you gotta walk 10 miles to get to an amazon locker to get what you need you gotta walk 10 miles to do so.Its tuff shit, and you really REALLY fucked yourself by getting found out early but its still workable so long as you have a roof over your head.
>>43533443Also never ever let your HRT leave your sight in this case. Make sure that there is no auto messaging from your pharmacy to your parents (thats how I got found out)Keep a case on you at all times with your pills and/or needles, get a messenger bag.
>>43533690What kind of fag of a male walks around with a glorified purse? That would make me look suspect. Also Im broke anyways and can’t afford to get diy
>>43533724Idk. When I was a teenager I always walked around with one of these things. Just say youre getting into military collecting idk, ur a tranny ur prolly autistic and could get away with it.
>>43533981I have never gotten away with any excuse I made when I tried. My mom can tell whenever I lie since me and my dad are aspergic and apparently lie the same. I have no opportunity
>>43533443you need to get away from her as soon as possible. every day you are stuck with her is a day you will never get back. your short term goal should be to get a source of income she does not control.>>43533611you need a plan for what to do if you get kicked out, so that you can avoid panicking and begging to be taken back under even worse conditions. start now. find resources for LGBT youth locally, figure out if there's a shelter or something. figure out if any of your friends would have a place for you to stay temporarily.
>>43534230>My mom can tell whenever I lie since me and my dad are aspergic and apparently lie the same. I have no opportunityshe's bluffing and you're falling for it by conceding immediately. on the off chance she's not bluffing and you actually are that bad at lying, you need to practice in advance any lie that you expect to need to tell. figure out every detail about the world that would be true if your lie were true, then when she is watching live in that world instead of the real one.
>>43534230Then dont get into a situation where you have to lie in the first place. Have so smooth a facade that you never have to have such a confrontation at all. If youre having a confrontation about it youve already lost and if youre lying about it then again youve already lost.Find a way to integrate it so thoroughly into yourself that you wont be questioned.
>>43534230>>43534706Basically this just unironically.
>>43533443classic agp experience it will pass dw
>>43534739I think the main issue from my view is that she knows if I have an opportunity to troon out I would do it. Not sure why stopping me if its just inevitable.
You need to move out. She’s fucking with your mind. You also could easily diy or get on it legally. Every month you don’t is a month you waste. You’re masculinizing more and more, you’re wasting your time on dumbass shit. You’re 18, she can’t do anything anymore other than kick you out. If she does, you need to know shelters and other places. Don’t ruin your life, retard. DIY or death and such. That or you’ll end up John 50. If needed reach out to me on discord f0xyaroslav_ I am also insanely autistic and have some weird autism interest with helping trannies diy.
>>43533443whats the source btw
