Ill never be pretty enough to be a real twink. I cant manage to starve myself for more than a day at most, and then i binge and gain the weight back. Makeup is too overwhelming and confusing, and im too depressed to do complicated skincare routines daily, so my face will always be an ugly, masculine, acne-ridden messMy hair is tangled and matted and fucked up from years of neglect because im too retarded to brush it daily. Im so fucking ugly i want to die.
>>43544583Then stop being a retard and start caring about yourself
>>43544621I would if i wasnt severly depressed. It wouldnt be considered a mental illness if it didnt impact my ability to do things
I haven't brushed my hair in two years but it doesn't seem tangled
>>43544636Then get help idk what you expect to other people to tell you here but most of their "advice" would boild down to what I just said
>>43544673Therapy didnt help me. Pills didnt help me. I dont know where else to go.
>>43544583>>43544684just die
>>43544718Thank you, I do believe a major part of the reason im so mentally fucked is because of my shitty appearance. I despise my appearance so much I often break down just thinking about it. And thinking about the fact ill hit twink death soon just causes me more stress and misery. If i just looked feminine and pretty, id be much happier mentally.
>>43544684The just forget about the other things and just focus on one thing first don't try to starve yourself and just eat less and don't fall on domerism if you fail and start overeating just try to do it again
>>43544739Just jump in with exercise and all of the other routines people have suggested, and stick with it long enough to see results. These things all take a while to pay off, and you really need to put in the work and "trust the process". You'll slowly feel better as you make incremental improvements.This stuff is all pretty straightforward. It's not something you can think your way out of, it takes consistent effort and boneheaded determination.
>>43544740Ill try that, although i do like the instant results gotten from starving. But i guess i can try just being patient.>>43544766I would hop on e if i could, but due to numerous reasons i cant. Ive already tried ordering e once but my dad found the package and threw it out. If he somehow found me ordering it again, i would be cut off financially. I am completely dependent of my father so if that were to happen, my life would be over. Plus, if i did somehow manage to get e, i would need to get bloodtests which would be impossible due to my fear of needles.
>>43544826get a PO Box or general delivery. Also order Ozempic while ur at it.
>>43545025Id need two forms of ID to get a PO box or general delivery. I only have one ID because i cant bring myself to get a drivers liscense
>>43545137Jesus christ do you need everything in the world fucking spoon-fed to you? Figure your shit out. You're helplessness is choice at this point.
>>43545214Ive tried figuring this shit out. Ive thought about possible alternatives for months and months but there is just no possible solution. You yourself cant even think of a solution either which is why your lashing out and accussing me of choosing to be helpless.
>>43545239This thread is full of solutions. Literally pick any of them and you’ll be better off than you are now.
>>43545275I already said i would do some of them in this thread if you actually read up a bit. I was specifically referring to the fact that there were no possible solutions in regards to the estrogen situation
Post height and weight
>>43545373im 5‘8 and 126 pounds
>>43545400CUTE>t. 5'6" 105lbs
>>43545772youre 5'6 and 105??? are u sure u dont just look like an unappealing skeleboy? dont wanna hear a MC skeleton dying if im clapping ur cheeks
>>43545794No I have a pretty small skeleton I don't look too weird. I have a bit of an ass as well.
>>43545821you? at 105? have a perky butt? that's impossibru. what is ur type??
>>43545772holy shit anon get some meat on those bones
>>43545876>>43545794nah anon let me put my MEAT in between those bones
>>43545876I eat a lot, but I don't gain much and I lose weight quickly.>>43545840Other twinks lol or trannies if they're a twinky build
>>43545905damn. so not someone who's the polar opposite of u, a dude who's masculine and muscular huh?
>>43545883>has to put it between the bones because there's no meati laughed way too hard at this you made my night anon
>>43545926Yes twink 4 twink its very rare unfortunately
>>43546265id still like to get to know you. who knows down the line maybe we'd click.
>>43546390What country are you from
>>43546403US and A
>>43546403oh you mean background. I'm brown
>>43546413>USASorry I can't stand Americans.
>>43546451I mean, im american and canadian. I move back and forth with family. spent most of my life near toronto, i just live in US rn
>>43544583I will care for you nona. The only nutrition you'll get is whatever you can suck or if my penis. You will enjoy your "zinc supplements".
>>43546463Nooo not ontarioCome to Alberta or BC
>>43546504hory chit man. i mean, im not fully americano. lemme add you and rizz you up with my cool minecraft builds you zest fest
>>43544583Try dutasteride. Gives you the effects of low grade HRT without boob growth. Of course if your face is chopped, you're just NGMI
>>43544739>If i just looked feminineyeah so far i match everything you said and guess what helped when therapy and pills and everything else didnt and gave me the motivation to brush my hair and made it so i only had to do simple skincare>>43544826oh its you again
