What is it like to be an unpassing hsts?
>>43545075Is that rlly blanchard? He looks different.
Lonely
>>43545157couldn't you still date gay men?
v easy to get chaser sex, but impossible to find someone who actually wants to be with you. just get used to never meeting his friends, never going out in public. I've considered trying to date women despite having no attraction to them just bc my chopped transbian friends find stable relationships so easily
>>43545231maybe you were meant to be with dominant lesbian trans women all along...
>>43545075it's extremely lonely, especially if you dont want casual sex like meboth of my serious ex bfs dumped me and i can tell it's because i'm an ugly troon
>>43545252those aren't the ones in stable relationships
>>43545306what?
>>43545389like my friends who date "dominant transbians" are messy polycule weirdos. the ones in stable relationships are dating cis women with careers who are looking for real connection
being a cis fag on hrt feels incredible until i remember i want to be female (a daily occurrence)
>>43545516I think the number of transbians in polyclues is way over stated, I know plenty of t4t transbians in 5+ year relationships
>>43545075bad. also makes you a repper magnet
>>43545692there is nothing wrong with being a chaser repper
>>43545516be the change you seek >careersaka daycare jobs they hate lol
>>43545516A lot of women hate men but are biologically cursed not to be into girls. Well, there is a solution for this, which is to date someone who acts like a girl but with a male body
>>43545751that's silly women are all lesbians
>>43545751but I like men. I just wish they liked me for more than just sex.op asked what it's like for me. don't get mad at my answers
hard
>>43545075Its a hell I wouldnt wish on my worst enemy, genuinely comparable in pain to being regularly beaten, shot at, hit by a car, or any level of isolation.I dont have the words to describe how agonizing it is any time I actually get to thinking about gender. I tell myself ffs isnt actually a real thing just to be able to sleep at night
>>43547380Wawa okay kinda crashed out there. Sorry was telling a very upsetting story to a friend of mine and so I was kinda upset. In any case. Yeah it fucking sucks, I hate it, the quickest way to get me to want to immediately tear myself apart is by talking about anything related to gender.I wish my family would have taken me coming out early seriously, and when I was growing up I had repeated intrusive thoughts about murdering my family. In a lot of ways I just am so deep into the self hatred that I dont even consider myself human.Im finally getting a space of my own and I cant even imagine what it will be like because its been so long since Ive had one
>>43547427sorry it's been so hard for you
>>43545075its crazy how you can just tell he's a gay man
>>43545075hsts isnt real
>>43548051t. doesn't have a gay voice or natural feminine mannerisms
