I used to be an agp rapehon (way before I started hrt) but now I'm not and I can't explain it very well, but I used to want to be a girl partially as a sex thing (I did genuinely discover I had dysphoria first) and was also extremely openly perverted, but I'm not like that anymore. I still have the dysphoria and I still want to be a girl. I don't know what changed. I'm kinda happy I did change, I would slap my younger self if she were here. I'm just a weird (socially inept, computer obsessed) boymoder now. Has anyone else experienced this?
If you could pop a pill that turned you permanently into an HSTS bimbo and you would no longer be attracted to women or experience AGP fantasies but think only of how to be a perfect submissive tradwife to a strong straight guy, and that's all the pill did, would you take it?
>>43546230No. I don't have any agp fantasies. I don't mind being attracted to women. I don't want to be a tradwife to anyone.
>>43546293I also don't want to be a bimbo. I'm perfectly happy being a random nerd.
>>43546219>Has anyone else experienced this?yeah sorta. i psychologize it as allowing to be your true self when at your most vulnerable, then later you dont need that part and can just be
>>43546513I think I deviate on that last note. I was not fully my true self when I was previously the way that I was. I now am my true self.
>>43546219Well, duh, it's because T was making you hypersexual and now you have a libido that fits your gender identityEither way, you fixed the problem and now you get to be the cute girl
>>43546567I assumed T had something to do with it because it was during puberty when I was turbo hormonal. I was also low key being groomed by another teenager at the time, though I don't know how much that has to do with it.
>>43546628Look, it's stupid pretending gender and sexuality aren't related. Of course they are. Everything sex related is entangled with gender. It does not make you a groomed pervert, it makes you a GIRL.
>>43546682Thanks, anon. That means a lot to me
