i wish i was born a healthy baby girli wish i could've held my dad's finger in my little tiny hand. i wish my mom could hold me in her arms all wrapped up in a pink blanket. i wish i was a little girl. i wish i could flip through photos of me making goofy smiles at the camera in my room. i wish i was a dorky girl who liked my dorky things. i wish i was daddy's little girl and mommy's princess. i wish i was a girl. i wish i could've grown up and seen a chubby girl wearing something absolutely hideous. something i could look back at and cringe and laugh at. i wish i could afford to have no idea how to dress. i wish i could see my soft hairless body and my beautiful curves and cute round butt in the mirror. i wish i didn't have these disgusting appendages between my legs. i wish i could just cuddle with my girlfriends. i wish i was a girl. i wish, at 22 years old, i knew how to do makeup. i wish i knew how to look pretty. i wish i knew how to dress. i wish i wasn't ashamed to go in public wearing my bra and my makeup with my hair down. i wish i wasn't so scared to buy a purse even though i carry around way too much shit for my jean pockets now. i wish beard hair didn't grow back in 24 hours. i wish i didn't have to remind my family that i'm a "girl." i wish they just knew. i wish they were there when that little girl was born. i wish i was a girl.
i feel my shoulders stretch my shirt sleeves. i feel the ribcage push against my skin. i feel my arms naturally dangle away from my body. i feel my instinct to lean on walls and tables. i see the most gorgeous woman ive ever seen and feel myself get an erection. i hate you i hate you. i hump my bed and rub my penis against my torso to cum. i hate you i hate you. i lie in bed covered in my own semen. why did i have to be born.i wish i was a girl.i don’t want to take hormones. i don’t want to come out. i don’t want lasers fired into my face so i dont grow any more facial hair. i don’t want to have surgeries. i dont want to do vocal exercises so people call me ma’am. i dont want to fight my body to like myself. i don’t want to be a transgender woman. i don’t want to be like this. i want to be normal.i wish i was a girl.i wish i could have a little girl of my own. i would go through excruciating pain to see a little moon face smiling back at me. i wish i could look in her eyes and see my own. i would teach her how to do her makeup and her hair, and we’d be the silliest mommy and baby in town.i wish i was a girl.
>>43547113I mean u only want all this cuz ur a moid and have no grasp on how traumatizing being a female is outside of a really idealized version where its all sunshine and rainbows so
>>43547120omfg shut up AFAB. the women are talking
>>43547358this lol. not sure why cisfoids always feel the need to butt in on transsexual females talking about their pain (to each other)
you can just lie to cis women. they’re basically NPCs. they failed feminism and became terfs. if you don’t pass you shouldn’t be a tranny. the second you pass you should lie lie lie
>>43547358>wants to be afab but degrades afab people in the same breath idgi
I was born a healthy baby girl, being a woman is an unending hellish nightmare. I think about suicide every day. Why the fuck would you want to be a woman. You already wonThe person you replied to is a femrepper. I'm sorry, reading this made me rage initially because it's so foreign. I hope good things go your way nona, I hope someone gives you the love you need.
>>43547626Karma's a bitch, I should've known better
>>43547120lol being a foid is life on easy mode
>>43547358moid hands
