Weird things I used to do repressing my gayness until I was 27 (cis male)>cheated on a gf I had who I was not attracted to with another girl I was also not attracted to>had to jack off a lot to stay hard>used to go to the fighting gym to get male/male skin contact and ignore the arousal I felt afterwards >sketchbooks full of male figures growing up>keeping shirts and shorts friends would leave on accident when they stayed overHow did I not know? Damn.
>>43548168Not gay but used to do similar things.>Had folders of tranny porn catagorized>Got hard imagining feminizing weaker femboys at school>Used to send feet pics and sext local trans girl>Told my cis ex gfs that they should save their virginity so they'd let me fuck them in the ass
>>43548214You sound more gay than op