>>43549972
The idea of transitioning is too silly to take seriously. YES I feel dysphoria. YES I want to be a cute girl, but actually injecting estrogen into my 33 year old male body? C'mon

>>43550517
Just manmode while taking estrogen. You will get psychological benefits without social downsides

>>43550679
I'm not doing that.

>>43549972
take your HRT, retards

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anyone remember Streetfog_62448 from discord

>>43550679
I do and I cant emphasize the man in manmode hard enough. also my tits hurt all day long now and its fucking annoying

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>>43549972
>>43550679
>>43550759
How much do I need to worry about growing tits on HRT if I’m already 32? Like it probably wouldn’t do shit, right?

>>43550858
well you will grow tits, age doesnt mean anything

>>43550864
i thought growth hormone slowed down by that point or something

>>43550740
yah

semipassoid potential

>>43550886
lol, lmao even

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You know, I helped a very prominent repper get on hrt not too long ago. She told me not to tell anyone so I won't say her name, I think she still cares what you all think of her which is silly if you ask me.

it's crazy how little i do in my life all because of a mental illness and being born with the misfortune of being a neverpasser

want to kill myself so much when does any of this end help i cant

gaymode!!!
just be really really effeminate but without taking estrogen or modifying your superficial appearance
femininity is found within!
also, it's ok to date men as a man

>>43552522
I'm a gynephile to the boot

>>43552937
we should build re-education camps to turn gynephilic amabs into the amabians they always should have been

It's ok to be a gay man who takes estrogen.

>>43552952
why was alan turing given estrogen?

>>43550869
i mean there are ppl starting in their 50s-60s with big natural breasts
>>43552952
actually wrong, sorry

>>43552990
Never heard of them.
>>43553005
>actually wrong, sorry

very bigoted

im being forcefully detranned ig im a repper now

>>43553191
by who

>>43553388
I cant buy diy anymore

>>43553459
how come?

>>43550858
most users of estrogen get growth below the lowest cup.
i started at 32 and am almost 34 now. barely noticeable.
>>43550759
>my tits hurt all day long
it passes eventually.
>>43550706
I am.

>>43553491
I just cant anymore why

>>43553494
my tits started hurting again like 4 years in and then at 6+ years
>>43553609
nta but i'm curious what makes it impossible

I need to be forcefemmed :((

>>43550759
yeah i remember that sleeping was sore back then
someone hit me once by accident and i full on reacted like i had been shot lol

I wish I was a real person

i need to hurt myself

I really really need to start HRT but I don't know how to tell my girlfriend so I've been procrastinating for over a year at this point

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That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please

I walk through walls
I float down the liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

>>43556097
I put it off for 3 years then didn't talk about it for another year, then another year.
She reacted well, but u was hoping for more of a "i knew the whole time let's dress you up" type of reaction
Ive become extremely manly in mindset
Rip the bandaid off

was just about to make an appointment to get back on hrt but my state banned my insurance from covering it today... it's a sign

i honesty dont know why im taking hrt, like i look in the mirror, total man, im not gonna get ffs, im never gonna girlmode. i feel like just getting gyno surgery. its like all the effort just to overcome a totally natural boundary that most people dont have to try so hard to overcome, they just are, its okay to be who you are, i feel that way. it feels kinda cringe to go and get a ton of surgeries and stuff. maybe if i had a lot of money, but i feel like im supposed to just accept being a guy.

i am so exhausted from lack of sleep and eating really poorly that i haven't really felt all that bad about it. i'm probably fine being a man
totally unrelated but i see how people get on an antidepressant and then blow their shit off right after

depressed

body hair: shaved
eyeliner: winged
nails: painted
clitty: caged
Yep it’s sissy time

>>43559626
GOOD girl

>>43559699
what would a bad girl do? play baseball?

Can't believe I've been 'pressin for this long. Been over a decade.

VOICES of repgen
go on vocaroo and say
"shiny shemale shesticles"
10 times fast without messing up the words at all, and post it here

>>43559626
>clitty: caged
looking forward for srs so I won't have to do this anymore.
enjoy your time, nona.

>>43559626
Itty bitty clitty committee.

>>43552952
me!! i always hang out in tranny spaces and i just cant relate to most of the shit they are talking about. i don't view them as women either desu. if i ever tell woke types im on hrt they always make it weird and try and convince me im secretly trans. im uncomfortable with getting called a woman or she / her why are trannies so rapey about this shit. stop genociding men on hrt

>>43559852
You're extremely valid. The superlative valid.

>>43559852
nta
stop trying to plead with them. the future is a lot more hrtwinks anyway.
if they were smart, they'd promote this because it'd drive up acceptance of everyone. but most trannies are not smart, unfortunately.
I'd never admit in public that I shoot up estrogen. My bf knows and that's about it.

>>43557132
True...
>"i knew the whole time let's dress you up"
she does that now but like, in a cis way

>>43559852
yeah same, this started when i was a teenager and i wanted to be a cutie emo boy and not become my father. never wanted to be a woman for 1 second until i inevitably masculinised and realised how much better women had it. still thats not who i am and never will be and using it as some kind of cope like just because my only way to stop masculinisation is hrt so i have to be a woman is dumb.

>>43560314
Valid Nvke

Any of you repping girls want a loving bf?

>>43560384
repping girls as in ftm reppers?

Need to end my life

>>43560749
same but you dont

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As far as I can tell, its really just a fetish and it cant bring me happiness in life. I think I wish I could be born something else but instead I am just me. I am better off as a guy. simple as

The femreppers congregate to this thread or they just leave the board?

>>43562051
Femreppers don't really exist to the same extent as malereppers.
A woman who wants to be a man isn't considered as heinous as the reverse.
Plus women don't want to share a gen with stinky loser men (it gives them the ick) so they get their own gen that comes and goes.

>>43562051
i keep accidentally scaring them off by yelling at them to take T

>>43560384
ofc but i know i won't find that here and don't deserve it anyway :)
>>43562051
is sorta weird their thread just disappeared but it's not like there are that many regular posters here either
like if this thread just stopped getting posted i'd probably leave the board

>>43562051
I come here sometimes but there is only so much I can take.
>oh no being a man is so terrible!
>oh no I have everything you have ever wanted and I'm going to whine about it!
>Wahhh

>>43562051
I think the femrepper threads got more shitposting so they stopped making them
general repgen mostly gets ignored thankfully

I wish there was a confirmed and convenient way to shrink my dick down to pretty much nothing without having to use HRT

>>43564222
you can get srs without being on hrt
also, orchi and not using it afterwards comes with shrinking (though more effective with hrt).

>>43564303
What if you could take. Chemicals that made you look like a woman and made your dick twice as thin and twice as long

>>43564389
if such a chemical existed, half the Chads would be on it, lol.

make the pain stop

the pain stops when you accept being GAY

go away gincel

god i wish i could get stoned without eating half of my body weight this sober shit sucks
everything i think about makes me feel like i'm going to cry
also gincel go fuck yourself

>>43552452

wait a few more years. eventually they'll sell syrums that girlify people im pretty sure of it

I no longer have any hope for my own future

i need to turn my fat type eating disorder into an anorexic type eating disorder

i dont understand being an ftm, because unlike an mtf there is no real solution to their predicament, if you take T you just become a hairy bald woman. you dont actually get real masculinity, you dont have a dick or the height an stature of a man. ftms have an easy solution though which is to just become a female bodybuilder tomboy. whereas us mtf reppers just suffer in hell because nothing can make a male feminine after puberty

>>43569539
>unlike an mtf there is no real solution
there is no real solution to MtFs either. it's hell all the way down for everyone. it's not like you can E a foot off your height away.

>>43569494
I turned my fat type eating disorder into an anorexic type eating disorder. and now I'm saggier than a grandma and i'm covered in weird lightning-looking stretch marks, white dots, and patterned grooves.

>>43569576
what am i supposed to do then i don't want to be fat

Accept gay today. Ask cock into your ass.

>>43569539
what is this "real solution" you're talking about? because you just described both ftms and mtfs as being unsalvageable even with hrt

>>43569578
lose weight normally in a healthy way through exercise. but the excess skin will haunt you either way.

>>43569604
>lose weight normally in a healthy way
no <3
>excess skin will haunt you either way
killing myself <333 yippee!!!!

>>43569608
omg im killing myself too omg omg like same???? U ~ U

>>43569615
please don't make fun of me

>>43569608
lose weight however you want nona just dont be to anorexic and hurt yourself to much <3

Gay men on estrogen daddy loves you <3

who is estrogen daddy can i meet him

id like a word with this estrogen daddy

ill trade estrogen for hot gay bareback sex

my cock is 2 inches

>>43569717
lucky

same maybe 3 i can't remember

>>43569729
i can't believe it when i see a tranny with a monster cock like bro i would strangle you and dump you off a pier to have your cock instead of mine

>>43569734
i don't even really want to have any cock at all

>>43569734
please can we switch i hate mine

>>43569739
Sry that's sad. You shouldn't hate your body
>>43569753
Yeah anytime do you know how it feels as a man to have people say your cock's not big enough? And for what, gay sex? That's fucking retarded

>>43562497
I can tell you're a real foid because you lack the introspection to realize everything you're complaining about applies the exact same inversely to everyone else in this thread, and instead of empathizing with others in a shared comradery in suffering, you choose to take it personally and complain like it's all about you. Typical biofem narcissism.

>>43569763
i dont know how it feels because i dont want to be a man and use it

>>43569801
trutrans pity olympics champion.

>>43569801
Is it like comically big?

>>43569811
maybe they can wrap it all the way around like goku did his tail

>>43569774
Ok

>>43569811
no just big i wish so much i could get srs

i fucking hate being a woman but sometimes i am conscious of my body more than usual and it's like being covered in spiders you can't shake off

>>43570478
take like 30 benadryl, same effect except the spiders feel 100% real
and you can talk to people who don't exist/aren't there at the time and it feels real too

>>43569593
i guess i mean there is a socially acceptable middleground for an ftm to go down which is to be a masculine woman. whereas being a "feminine man" makes you a pariah and you cant even achieve an aesthetic goal.

>>43570490
ah yeah that makes more sense

How many times have you ordered HRT and then thrown it away?

3 times for me.

>>43570843
0 please buy me diy instead

>>43569940
>Flippant dismissal instead of real aggression
You will never be a real man. Keep repping.

>>43570490
nta
>whereas being a "feminine man" makes you a pariah and you cant even achieve an aesthetic goal
I used to believe that. Then I moved in a different place with more (or at least more visible) flaming fags and slowly became one, aesthetically at least. estrogenized femfag is definitely an easier existence now.

>>43571973
>flaming estrogenized femfag
Do these like bear guys? Asking for myself.

>>43571987
They were my fave until I become practically asexual

>>43571987
Some do, some don't. I certainly do. I got some odd looks from some of them when I first showed up in public with my bf but others (especially those who knew me prior) congratulated me for turning my life around. My bf would likely qualify as "bear" as he's a working class guy.
I don't think there's a general rule. One likes what one likes. Him being more masc definitely was attractive to me but what kept us together for 2 years now is that we fit really well as life partners too.

>>43569608
idk i'm down ~50lbs from my heaviest and don't rlly have gross looking loose skin so it's not a guarantee. although not like 200 is that fat all things considered and i haven't done it that quickly anyway
anyway i've found the fasting reddit has pretty good tips on how to do longer fasts / restriction without feeling like death. pretty much just start counting calories extremely strictly, try to wait as late into the day to start eating + don't eat after a certain time (which is just good advice anyway), and get on tumblr or something to help reinforce the restrictive thoughts. at a certain point it'll start working because it's just math and then your brain breaks
>>43571987
chasing in the most mentally ill part of the board, interesting strategy

>>43572089
Damn
>>43572101
Good to know, thank you
>>43572142
Daddy needs his princess

>>43571973
I don't wanna be a flamer, not only because I see my inner femininity as more calm and sophisticated, but also because I don't want to give people an impression that I'm gay

>>43572220
you do you, anon. I tried everything from cishet larp to serious professional stoic larp and none have made me happier (and arguably some made things worse).
i'm not fembrained enough to seriously think I could larp as a transwoman (even though physically I may pass) but a lot of my default mannerisms (or "vibe" if you want) reads feminine basically all the time.
it's also a practicality issue. being a fem(-ish) fag is way more accepted where I am than being a tranny.
I work a regular boring job and finally enjoying life a liiiiitle bit. The "cost" was to make it somewhat obvious to random people that I like men. Totally worth it, all things considered.

I am short and fat, and I refused to be short fat and bald so I went heavy on the fin and minox and my hairline is great. I think I would be pretty handsome if I was thin

>>43571939
Ok

>>43572628
Ok

I wish I could be a part of trans solidarity. It'd be creepy to be an open ally

>>43572548
bitch then stp being lazy and do somethjing about it literally even swanging your hands around is enough to loose fat in arm area

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the fact that boogie2988, the biggest retard on the internet has a perfect 10/10 gf makes me wanna slit my fucking wrists so bad. I know its kinda off topic but i just needed to vent about this

>>43571987
by "bear" do you mean muscle + fat or do you mean fat + fat

>>43571973
im going for estrogenized femfag but in such a way where im basically hiding it, i cant be flamboyant about it like a woman could be walking around in a tanktop and being visibly muscular whatever. i dont wanna look like a faggot i just wanna hide it. just seeing some feminine fat on my cheeks is enough

>>43573760
Muscle + fat obviously

>>43573797
prove it show me your naked body

>>43573809
Isn't that more like a second or third date thing

>>43573831
darn

>>43573831
>doesn't want it bad enough
i mean deserved that the chasers in here would half ass it

I hate coding
I hate coding
I hate coding

I just want to make a simple vidya game but coding is unbelievably frustrating. Learning real analysis was so much easier than this how the FUCK do people do this shit???

To make this on topic I wish I were an anime girl. (Aren't I suppose to be good at coding I'm trans motherfucker)

>>43574106
coding is easy, you're just not planning before writing

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is watching this video a bad idea?

>>43574106
"just" a vidya game is a huge ask lol
learn on smaller stuff, it's not like you took real without knowing any math. or use ai
also it feels insanely good when you're good at coding. just figured out a weird bug in our code and i feel like a genius even though it's not that impressive

>>43573790
Good luck, anon. Very much seriously.
I'm too agp not to wear bright colored skirts/dresses (but stylish, tailors can do amazing things).

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>>43549972
I want to become a weapon. I want to be an instrument of pure lethality and externalize my pain. If I cannot be a woman, I will make it everyone's problem. Fuck everyone and everything.

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>>43575259

>>43575259
lolz kys agp moidrage rapehon

>>43575259
i <3 extremely real posts

>>43575259
jej

>>43575259
hey kash weren't you supposed to be getting fired?

>>43574378
not really. it doesn't say much and inside mari is not as hard hitting as something like i saw the TV glow. this video didn't stop me from repping but IStTVG almost did

>>43575259
Im sorry the CIA wasn't like American Dad id be pissed too

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>>43575259
That would just make you seem like an autistic man having a violent temper tantrum.
I too have the desire to externalize my own pain, but ultimately I would want it's expression to help others. Sometimes I dream about disemboweling myself Mishima-style before a crowd of horrified onlookers, to spread awareness. A spectacle gruesome enough to impress the feeling of the repper's horrid fate upon the youth, so that they are motivated to live true and virtuous lives rather than end up like me. An honorable death.
Unfortunately reppers are cowards by nature so realistically I'm more likely to end up just doing something boring, like a quiet OD without ever telling anybody why.

If I lost my dick in an accident or to cancer or whatever I'd definitely just troon out, nothing would keep me in masculinity anymore

>>43574378
I cried when she mentioned her transition timeline. But I will still rep :)

>>43576795
I'm trying to manifest testicular cancer so I can have a good excuse for becoming a eunuch and mysteriously growing breasts

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>>43576795
Same, i realize maybe one of the things that triggers me the most is seeing women wearing anything tight, i feel so jealous, it just looks so much more comfortable and clean, but even if something like that happened to me i guess i’d still feel jealous of cis vaginas

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>>43576635
I mean, I'm just venting so I wouldn't actually do anything either lol. If I were to do something, I like to think I'd be somewhat thoughtful about it. Like, solely targeting law enforcement or troops or something instead of being one of those losers who targets schoolchildren.

Gonna be honest aside from my brow bone, I literally just look like a pooner

>>43576965
same, aside from my suborbitals, sloped brow, midface, height, hairline, shoulder width, feet size, etc I could pass a cis f

>>43576820
Asians get an easy pass bros it's not fair

>>43576994
nuh I couldn't pass as a cisf. just as a pooner

>>43576795
>>43576847
I got myself on an srs waitlist. Wish me luck, lol.

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>>43576635
Would HRT have saved him?

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>>43576965
cool for you. when I look at myself in the mirror I want to puke. you can tell looking at my uncanny face that there's a fucking dumb tranny inside this skull. My face is fucking disgusting. I get rated 9+/10 on omoggle.

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>>43574378
it's kind of hubgoxy and reddit-coded desu, if you buy into agp / hsts typology at all you are already way too advanced for this video
>>43549972
This basedjak is unironically me. The idea of surgery and medication sounds worse to me than just staying as I am, even if I am an ugly and unremarkable guy.It took me a while to accept that I'm not trans enough to troon out.

>>43577039
good luck!
now GET OUT OF MY THREAD TROON

>>43577851
>TROON
I wish I were one. But i'm not.
I will never pass so I'll be a repper with a pussy lol.

>>43577993
Could you even get on a waitlist without a dysphoria diagnosis and proof that you've been on hrt? I suspect you are either lying about being a repper or lying about getting on the waitlist.

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>>43578173
>Could you even get on a waitlist without a dysphoria diagnosis and proof that you've been on hrt?
If you have money, yes.
The one benefit of repping is that I never faced employment discrimination so I'm not poor.
I did start DiY hrt in november tho, but i can't prove that legally.
I'm in Europe and I did mention in the application that I've been on DiY. They only cared if I can pay tho, which is fair enough.

>>43578238
>I did start DiY hrt in november tho
ah, so it was the former then
good luck miss tranny, I hope you pick a good surgeon who won't botch you

>>43578273
>ah, so it was the former then
huh? half of repgen or more is on some form of hrt, anon. I still would never pass as a woman :(
>good surgeon who won't botch you
It will be Jesus Lago institute in Spain. The feedback from tranners is that he's an asshole as a human being but the work is top notch.
I have low expectations so I should be fine.

I wish I had hrt

>>43578322
That is just blatantly false, and whether or not you will ever pass is irrelevant to the fact that you are definitionally not a repper. Now begone from this place, miss manmoder.

>>43577993
>>43578322
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/lvTQHZev_QY

>>43577820
kek your picrel was literally what happened to me. got so close to trooning like a dozen times, but i gave up every time. once i started browsing and posting here every last drop of hope got evaporated, and now that i accepted my fate as an agp freak i don't really care about trooning out anymore, because i know it's genuinely pointless to even try (not in like a pessimistic way, just genuinely not built for it).
still hurts sometimes tho

>>43578410
there is no valor, anon

"The owl of Minerva (trans thoughts) spreads its wings only with the falling of the dusk (becoming too old to transition)."
- Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Glegle