>be my crush>arguably ~4 years of transition on me>in a transbian relationship 3 years ongoing with porn addicted furry>open & poly but never seen any of them with anyone else, ever>fumble through conversation every time I talk to her>has never once talked to me about anything other than art (we're both artists)>partner talks about how much she loves her wife and having sex with her everyday on twitter>lives with her partner>be me>sad boymoder whose only 4 months into EEn and lives with parents>got shamed into repressing through college cause of porn addiction>more likely to be a faketrans chaser than a real trans woman>been called she or her maybe 2 times in my life, the first time being my trans friend trying to make me feel good>have had 1 irl trans friend>never had sex>never had an actual relationship>have had multiple beautiful cis women ask me out>turn them down because I'm into white trannies who never love me>can't date anybody because I'm babytrans>still have crush on this woman>still imagine her topping me and saying she loves me every nightYou guys think I have a chance?
>>43558972she has a wife. your crush is married. you do not have a chance nona. accept that some opportunities do not exist.
>>43558989I know
>>43558972JESSE! DON'T GO FOR THE WOMAN IN A POLY JESSE, DO NOT GO FOR WOMEN IN POLYS JESSE!!!
>>43559894If it ever happened, which it isn't, what do I have guaranteed to lose? I'm already kind of at the end of my rope.
>>43559894That shit is aids, absolutely never works out