Did anyone else’s bottom dysphoria first manifest as just sort of feeling “ashamed” of having a dick? Peeing with it, feeling it moving around in underwear, and especially people being able to see the dickprint through clothing, all made me want to fucking die. Don’t even ask about erections, that shit was a nightmare.Now my feelings make a little more sense, but at the time I had no idea what was going on. I didn’t really think about losing it, not being born with it, or it being a vag instead. Mostly I just fucking hated it and tried to get the tightest underwear + loosest pants possible so I could at least forget about it with my clothes on.So yeah, anyone else have this shame/embarrassment of simply having a penis attached to your body?
>>43563277Have you been wearing a chastity cage when going out in public?You should, it's pretty irresponsible to do that anon. You know pretty well what your penis is capable of, and it's putting other people in danger to not be in cage when in public.So please, be considerate, protect others and yourself by using the appropriate equipment when being around people who may be very vulnerable to your anatomy.
>>43563277>>43563277I hated the way it looked and felt and identified the cause of those feelings as having been mutilated. And maybe it is idk. It’s kinda too fucked up to even think about so I don’t anymore
>>43563375>mutilatedcircumcised to trans pipeline confirmed AGAIN!
>>43563385Is that really a thing because if I’m trooning as a trauma response there’s no point and I should just give up on myself now
>>43563455ask around but for me, it's been confirmed to happen many times.
>>43563455No circumcision is just so common that it's one of the things people joke/irony poison themselves aboutit's like blaming trans on 9/11 because "They just started popping up everywhere after that!"Know of plenty intact transthough there is something to be said for the life changing genital insensitivity and avoidable deformity they're imposing on tens of millions of boys
>>43563470Great. Follow up question, is there an accessible and reliable way to give myself terminal cancer
>>43563502huffing bromide maybe? I'm not an expert
I need srs
>>43563375i know it’s 4chan so circumcision comes up like every other thread, but i honestly don’t think i’m talking about the same thing as you are. It works fine and feels fine, I just don’t like that I’m attached to it>>43563312ayyy gotta keep the weapon holstered know what im sayin
>>43563719Mine works and feels fine (sensation wise) too. Sex with it feels good. I just hate the way it feels on my body
>>43563729also i guess i would add that i didn’t feel this way until basically onset of puberty, like for some reason as a kid i could ignore it better or something
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>>43563277>Did anyone else’s bottom dysphoria first manifest as just sort of feeling “ashamed” of having a dick?No, it first manifested as extreme sadness when my mother told me I could never be pregnant, when I was like 7 years old. I felt lots of shame about my pp later on and right up until it was finally gone, though...
>>43566866>No, it first manifested as extreme sadness when my mother told me I could never be pregnantOh shit, actually I think a really similar thing happened to me around that age. My mom has only mentioned it once though and honestly a lot of the time i wonder if i made it up entirely. But yeah, I guess my little retarded ass thought I had a womb lol
>>43563277I hate that it makes me able to rape. I hate that I am a rapist, an abuser and a genocider.
I don't think I even want a vagina. I just want to be freed from it and that is the only option. I do not want to tuck anymore. I do not want to think about this shit anymore. I just want to be free and be an ugly woman in peace instead of an ugly woman that is also a rapist infiltrator.
>>43563385i’m uncircumcised and trooned out
>>43563277yeah one of the most weird changes since srs is that i can just be comfortable while i'm naked
>>43567689when i found out a lot of trans women don't even have bottom dysphoria i was so fucking pissed
>>43567489It's just a common experience for people with trannybrain. I thought that I'd be able to be pregnant some day like my mom was at the time.
>>43563277Yes but my bottom dysphoria is localized to just the balls
>>43568418NTA, but when I learned about them I just immediately thought of them as faketrans. How can you call yourself a tranny when you don't have to experience one of the worst things we go through?
>>43563495>jews did 9-11 did transi knew it
>>43563277only example I have to give is that i never used urinals because what if someone saw it. then again im faketrans and rogd.
>>43569831Same. I've never used a urinal in my life, and now that I've had SRS I never will.
>>43568418>>43568773I have never seen a vagina. I have never been attracted to vaginas. Why would I want one except for "it's what girls are supposed to have" or "it's what you need to give birth"? I do have bottom dysphoria but it's mostly about having this thing than about not having the other thing.
>>43570807Why would you want a vagina if you're attracted to them??
